#and i did my autopilot thing of like ''yes! that's what i'm doing'' even tho it was not

[suprsingr]

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#i'm going to keep tag-rambling because this feels like progress #other post cut me off so new post okay people can see this #if you're reading this welcome to my mental breakdown #anyway so i froze in the middle of telling this awful joke #he told us to google a quick joke and just tell it and my service was down #so i tried to remember a joke i read on a forum nearly twenty fucking years ago #i do think part of the problem was that i wasn't confident in the joke at all #everyone else's jokes were proper ones mine was just a Knock Knock joke sort of a thing #idk but i froze and it was really awful #of course people were nice about it!! and i fucking hated it so much #i just want to be able to be good for people but i'm bad for myself so i just don't know #if that wasn't bad enough then i was like. ok. i need to talk to the teacher because wtf. idk if this is sane #but the elevators were filling up and dudebro was like ''lol you waiting for everyone to go'' #and i did my autopilot thing of like ''yes! that's what i'm doing'' even tho it was not #so i got into the elevator when it came back up with these two dudes even tho I WANTED TO TALK TO THE TEACHER #sometimes i feel like my body is just a puppet and i'm the puppeteer but i'm passed out #i'll wake back up seconds after the puppet's done something idiotic and there's no going back so i'm just in hell #anyway to make matters worse part of why I got in was because i didn't want to be the weirdo staying after to talk to the teacher #i was like ''wait is this not allowed'' #why the fuck would it not be allowed #''well it'll make the teacher feel awkward'' #it is. literally. his job. :) #he's getting paid it's fucking okay but do i listen to the reasonable voices in my head? no #i listen to the voice that says ''well if you breathe it'll make people uncomfortable so you should stop'' #but then if i died that would make people uncomfortable too :) the grand paradox #but anyway my POINT is actually TWO OTHER PEOPLE WERE STAYING and I HAD NO IDEA #UNTIL THE ELEVATOR DOORS WERE ALREADY CLOSING #OKAY COOL and then as I was driving away i spotted them walking to a bar with the teacher #so if i had overcome my anxiety and stayed i could have been a normal person for a while with a few cool chill people #but instead :) i'm me

[woozi]

yza :3 💌,

g7 have taught me well after all 😌 now i know i gotta call ppl by their name ( djjdjdkdksks waiting for the day my silly jokes start annoying you jejsjekeekekke im so sorry 😭😭😭😭 lmao)

that's good to know 🥺 sending best vibes always, i'm on autopilot too, we've got to find pilots for us </3 I'm doing well!! thank you for asking. except for not wanting to do anything but still pushing through jsjskssj my family and i are in middle of moving houses so all of that is stressful :3

hsjsksksk trust me i have more brain farts than anyone else, it's not embarassing hdjdkd <3 speaking of embarassing did you see bambam receiving his aaa awards jddjdkdk

are you not going to get winter break? i hope whenever that is, it comes soon and you get watch everything with calm mind <3

s in svt is literally for sexy <3 they'll keep being sexy, i say make them perfom fast pace concert version at awards shows. and yes cheol did audition as singer 🥺

also speaking of jihoon im so so proud of him 🥺 goddd when i first saw the update, the way it boosted my carat ego how. is. he. so. humble???? i'd be anytime but! guess that's also why we love him and them in first place 🥺 also so happy to see they got daesang again with cheol present this time <3

okay okay wait the seating arrangements ndjdkeke i too would volunteer to sit beside cheol or behind jeonghan (would come in handy during tests why? bc he always wins at life no matter what 😭) but me being my infj ass would choose wonu and silently judge, watch & gossip about others from last djjdkdkd i actually used to be back-bencher in school what about you??

noo that's so actually nicee i'm very picky eater, i used to eat everything as kid but then i stopped once i hit teens and now i'm back to trying to eat everything again jsjskskd i'd share my indian version of ramen with you <3

ikr stuff just never seems to end really sucks tbh :/ the bear thing 😭😭😭 jsjsksksks sometimes i just be talking literally anything without filter, the way you keep hyping up my nonsense 😭😭😭 i have no other option but to love you

before i used to teach eng at my coaching class, atm i'm job searching tbh djjdkdks it's hell but once we complete the moving process i'll be able to fully focus on that. thank you yza 🥺 love you, me tooo <3

AND OH MY GOD FINALLY YAYYYY I'M 10X EXCITED THAN WHATEVER PERCENT YOU ARE djdjkdkdkd i'd love to know your thoughts on the eps and everything <3 i hope you're enjoying it as much as i hyped abt it jsjddjjd hye jin is such a mood tbh i love herr

also got to know svteenies aren't attending mama? good for them, they didn't even attend mma i never keep tracks etc so i am not aware what beef they have with mma but still good for them <3 i hope they still attend gayo festival tho i've been looking forward to their bigger stage performances ( but honestly that's okay too since we got so many performances with better camera quality at concerts already )

ALSO OMG I FORGOT bambam and svteenies being in one event ( aaa ) made me so !!!!! 😭 alexa play air by bambam i miss got7 sm :/// awards just aren't the same without them

i've been wanting to send this in since days jddkkddk finally i'm sending now, missed you 🥺, take care yza, as svteenies say : wear warm clothes <3 - 🪂

NOT THE G7 SONG 😭😭😭😭😭😭 ok but it is arguably their best title track so <3 keep the squeaky squeaky puns coming 😋

LITERALLY!!!!!!!!!! am i expected to steer my whole life like this until i am aged?????/ oh my god PLEASE😭😭 ok but u know what i have a v specific pilot in mind teehee <3

ai call dibs on this one!!!!!!!! FKJDJKFFDJKDFJKD ALSO IM V V PROUD OF U FOR PUSHING THROUGH!!!!!!! U GOT THIS <3 <3 <3 moving houses is indEED so stressful but it all pays off very well in the end <3 i hope u adjust quickly to ur new home as well

also no i have not </3 i only heard the SKRRT SKRRT DKJGJGKJKFG DID ANYTHING INCH RESTING HAPPEN 👀

last day of classes is on the 22nd </3 that is still so far away i need a break oh my god uni pls LET US LIVE 😭😭

LICHRALLY!!!!!!!!! also omg who do u think the sexiest svteenie is 👀

I KNOW OH MY GOD </3 this has been a long time coming, and i'm so so so so glad a lot more people are recognizing his hard work now 🥺 also the way he never forgot abt bumzu </3 screaming crying THROWING UP!!!!!!!!!

i heard jeonghan was known for being smart in uni and that he graduated at rank 3 in his high school so yes YOU ARE SO RIGHT <3 ALSO OMG DKJFDJKDFJK THAT'S SO FUNNY I CAN PICTURE U AND WONU TBH 😭😭😭 wonu likes the deadpan kinda talking shit im kind of obsessed w it ngl <3 i don't really have a preference tbh!! but ever since uni i sit either in the very front/near the front bc my sight has gotten v bad lmao. actually even almost went blind once JFDDJKDFKJFDJK

INDIAN VERSION OF RAMEN????????????????????????// idk why it never occurred to me that there is an indian ver of ramen my ears are TINGLING oh my god im so inch rested i wanna try it so bad

ALSO YOU ARE THE LOVABLE ONE HERE WYM 😭😭😭

OHHHHHHH THAT IS SO SEXIE OF U OMG <3 what made u want to go into teaching? <3

I'M AT EP 14 RN JFKDFDKJFKJDDF I WAS SO BUSY SO IM GETTING TO IT SLOW BUT THIS IS LITERALLY MY CUP OF TEA </3 i used to be into intense shit, but now i love genres like this!! this feel good show made me feel so </3 also love how they didn't just focus on the main leads </3 the little town IS the heart of the story and they highlighted that SUPER well </3 </3 also ngl this kind of made me feel lovesick for a week straight KJFKJDFKJFDJKFD WHEN AM I GONNA GET A BEE EFF AGAIN OH MY GOD

YEAH OH MY GOD GTHEY ARENT FDJKDFJKFDJKJDF FUCK MAMA TBH ALL THE HOMIES HATE MAMA!!!!!!! i'm v v glad they're not attending mnet always fucks things up. also have u seen the slight diss cheol said abt mama lmfaooo (maybe im just reading into things too much too but u know lol) 😭😭 MAMA AINT SHIT WBK!!! AND I TRUST CHEOL'S WORDS <3 THE ONLY MAN I TRUST!!!!!!!! i haven't heard anything abt gayo daejeon but they are confirmed for gayo daechukje!! AND UR SO RIGHT 😭😭😭 we did have SOO many concerts and performances!! love the camerawork on a few of them too <3 also idk but i'm not really a fan of music show camerawork in general so maybe thats why i prefer their footages from other performances dkjfjdkfjkdf

AND YES I HAVE SEEN BAMBAM!!!!!!!!!!!! i haven't watched his cuts tho </3 i was v v v busy that day 😭 and i know </3 i miss the boys sm. i think they're also hinting at a cb????????? or are the birdies just going insane and reading too much into it bc a lot of the boys changed their bios to g7 😭😭

also why are u so cute and so sweet every time 🥺🥺🥺🥺 ily im genuinely so grateful u even spare me the time of the day, especially now knowing that youre so busy 🥺 I MISSED U V MUCH TOOO <3 <3 i hope the move goes well and that u also get to rest!! and you wear warm clothes <3 i'll be half naked here in this tropical ass country FDJKDFJDFJDFJK LOVE U CHERIE <3 U ALWAYS MAKE MY DAYS A LOT BETTER!!

#cherie 🪂 #s-cxups #y.ask #long post