#and i did just switch to a different brand/progestin so could be temporary hormonal weight gain again

[snarltoothed]

im back at the weight i was four years ago! yay! cross your fingers with me and let’s see if we can make it stick

(this is about weight gain. not weight loss. fuck diet culture and beauty standards. eating disorders are more fatal than any other category of mental illnesses.)

#r #ive hit this point and dropped back down by like 10-15lbs before so x.x we’ll see #that was when i switched to continuous daily use (no off week) on the pill #and i did just switch to a different brand/progestin so could be temporary hormonal weight gain again #but maybe i can keep it on this time? #i dont have like normal anorexia also i have some arfid ednos type shit #and lost 1/4 of my body weight due to medication-induced anorexia 3-4 years ago #so for the moment aside from all the permanent damage to my fucking nervous system its like it didnt happen :) #i dont have proof that the dysautonomia was triggered solely by that fiasco but i mean. thats when it got terrible :) #i have LOOKED but i just dont think the data is out there about what can be expected when one overdoses on serotonin daily for months #and loses so much sleep and weight and goes through so much physical stress #because it would be extremely unethical to purposely subject anyone to that :) #but i guess the psych who poisoned me missed the days they covered ETHICS and also SIGNS OF OVERDOSE