#and i cant physically make myself press the send button on emails bc im too scared </3

[girl-bateman]

gotta reach out to literary agents and send query letters before my semester starts but I ALSO gotta redo the exam i failed 3 years ago before the semster starts.... choices choices choices .... 😞... so little time....

#gotta study this shit so i dont have to take the exam a third time 😩 #but it leaves me no time to do my book shit #and the book shit kind of demands a whole emotional commitment as well bc query letters are scary as hell #and i cant physically make myself press the send button on emails bc im too scared </3 #yes... the truth is out... im extremly uncool and i need my mom or sister to press scary buttons for me on the computer #cant be helped😞💔 i am the way i am #so something is getting procrastinated here or im gonna have a mental breakdown #personal