#and i cant even be a foster parent. as previously mentioned the medical diagnosises etc

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my parents have all these kids and then out of all of them the only one who might actually want kids (me) cant have them and most likely won't even get married or anything..... what a sad life!!!!

#i cant really adopt either bcuz 1. moral issues with adoption 2. legally i have diagnosises and etc that make me ineligble for adoption #and i cant even be a foster parent. as previously mentioned the medical diagnosises etc #like not that i actively want kids if i was given a baby tomorrow no strings attached (????) i would say no OBVIOUSLY #but it isn't really a thing that i could think about for my future. im not even thinking about marriage #bcuz a long term romantic relationship seems like a pipe dream at this point especially with a MAN???? #men hate me!!! #i think i could have a good life with or without other people in it. Would prefer to have people around but ehh not in the cards most likely #txt