#and i am very sad that i can't ever fully regress n have to just put it all into my writing

[mooodyblue]

tags again. ignore me 🥸

#hello venting again #i have not been doing very well #and i am very sad that i can't ever fully regress n have to just put it all into my writing #and i want a cg !!! i want to ramble abt my interests to someone n show off my pretty little pictures !!!! #and it also sucks because a few weeks ago i lost everything i used for my regression forever and starting over sucks so bad #all my plushies r gone and i only have a few now and i don't have many coloring books anymore which is the worst part of it #n i've been like ... considering joining that side of tumblr too but i rly can't be bothered to make another blog :( #i am just #vvvvvv sad #i always have to be big cuz i have to check on ppl or someone might need me for something i can never be fully tiny n i hate itttttt #n i know i need this badly right now cause my brain has not been treating me very well recently and i'm trying to not Do Bad Things #but i'm grateful for this blog cuz i can ramble abt elvie n my love for him without feeling like i'm annoying anyone but #i still feel so aloneeeee #nobody is gonna read this but if u do that's my bad #ty for listening to my vent #sometimes i have to wonder if being here is a curse or a blessing bc writing is what made me feel more comfy abt my regression but #now im sad bc i can't even be little majority of the time #ok i will stop talking now #lily.txt

[dreamties]

Caregiver! Brahms Heelshire x Little! GN! Reader || Headcanons

A/n- this is a request by one of my dear anons, I hope y'all enjoy <33

It was quite fun working on this lil dynamic. I am so proud of myself for finishing a request and I would love to have an opportunity to do something like this again :)

i think it would take a bit of explanation on your part? and time for him to fully comprehend and realize that having it only go one way is kind of selfish of him.

because he loves you, he really does. and he would do anything for you! it's just hard to go from this unconditional support and care for his neediness and to switch that around.

just give him time and once he's figured things out- he will do his darndest to care for you! <33

ur his little one

He's not big on a lot of the CG pet names! He much prefers you just refer to him as Brahms or Brahmsy

He knows that he has to step up to the plate and be "responsible" but he's still pretty playful and childish when he's taking care of uu hehe

he loves playing with you!

I think being a little himself actually helps being a CG?? because he has a much better understanding of what you might be feeling since he regresses a lot <33

i dont trust Brahms with a stove :| he only does simple snacks, like cheese slices and apple !! he always has you save some juice for when he’s small, so theres always extra for you as well :D

He had very little to do inside the walls. . . but he’s always been quite the reader! He may have to leave a note to ___ for some more appropriate literature though. he adores settling down in the lounge or study, reading a chapter of your favorite book or something new, while you play with your toys on the floor

at first, he’s hesitant to let you borrow any of his stuff !! he’s still working on sharing. overtime, through deepening bonds and trust, he begins to let you borrow some of his toy trains and planes, and his little dollies.

sometimes Brahmsy isn’t available to snuggle (or theres an intruder!! :( ) and he’ll leave his Brahms doll with you to hold onto <33

he trusts you not to break it! if you do, it’s okay !! he promises! he’s a little sad, but he’s had to fix it before.

"mmm, bb!" you grin into Brahms' side, holding onto him as strong as you can.

Brahms tilts his head down.

"I love you," your words meld into each other. He thinks it's super cute, even if he can't quite make everything out. He's heard the phrase enough from you though, that he knows what you're saying.

He shakes his head, curiously. "Nuh-uh. I love you even more."

Brahms lifts his mask up ever so slightly, and pecks a kiss atop your head. "Are you tired?"

"mm-mm, no. . ." your grip on him loosens and you rub your face against his shirt. "I can still pway a bit."

Brahms still had the energy- he was quite the night owl. But he knew you always tucked him and made sure he was ready for bed when he was tired (even if he often protested it). Surely he must do the same in return.

Showing his love was carrying your sleepy, tired self from the couch in the living room up to your bedroom. Checking just in case that you have your favorite blanket and draping it over your body- then came your covers, in your favorite colors. And sticking a stuffy in your arms (even though REALLY, he should be the one in ur arms but whatever :/).

Lastly, he slowly peels back the blankets and rests himself beside you. He sets his mask on the bedside table, next to two glasses full of water for the morning. He pulls the blankets back over, in such pristine condition. He likes to play with your hair to help him fall asleep. He gifts you a good night kiss on the cheek, wordlessly reminding you that all your worries will soon melt away.

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