#and god rei is such an integral part to how touya views women i think

[willowser]

the way u write about rei and touya is just :( so heartbreaking and tender and GOD it just. buries myself into pillow. it makes me so soft

wow, thank you !! 🥺💕 i just have so many thoughts about them like sjfhwjwbq all my own perceptions on their relationship and what-not. i think that's his mama at the end of the day 🥺 and he'll always be vulnerable to her ?? which is why he's never sought her out, bc he knows he'd fall right away. sometimes i think about all his motives and stuff to go after endeavor — and he has plenty LOL don't get me wrong — but i imagine him like a little boy still, trying to protect his mom 🥺 and now he's a grown man with the ability and he'll never not see her like that ?? and another thing is like, the whole quirk marriage and rei's purpose to produce these kids for this powerful man; and touya was her first little bundle 🥺 his first little love 🥺 amfbeiehakqn i'm actually about to cry let me SHUT UP LOL

#i just have so many thoughts i could write an essay #i once read a story about a woman forced into a marriage and her firstborn was like her everything #her best friend. the only one she had in that time. someone that was her husband — but was a little her too. someone she created #and idk i think that about rei and touya a lot #like i'm sure there was such a weird discomfort around it but idk i like to think he was born and she was happy to have him #her lil baby 🥺 #and god rei is such an integral part to how touya views women i think #in both a good and bad way #especially bc he's so young when everything happens #so he's sixteen and alone and only has ever known his mom and sister #his perceptions of women are built on them and it's like ajfbeuwnaodgak #i could talk forever about them #another more personal thing is like from my mom and my brother too ?? #like my brother is older so at one point it was just him and my mom before me #and she once told me that she was doing it all herself and just felt like. with her and her little boy she could take on the world #and it would be okay as long as they were together #and i think that about touya and rei too #ANYWAY I GOTTA GO BACK TO WORK #✿ ask willow #✿ thoughts: dabi/touya