#and esp how its extra bad during pms/period

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#just rambling cause its disability pride month #now im not saying i am and idek what i have or IF i have anything #but went to the doc & told them abt my feverish symptoms after too much exertion #and esp how its extra bad during pms/period #they told me it could be hormonal imbalance & to see an obgyn #so it could be tht #but i wonder if part of it is like #physical things being harder to do #i always had trouble w coordination & physical strength #and ppl always joked abt it #but im at a point where im worried bc im not physically strong/capable of doing necessary things #& its not a case of i should just work out #its been years of me trying & im just v physically unable to #so idk what that is #but its always been a hindrance #idk just thinking out loud #its why i can never be fully independent #theres physical stuff i genuinely need help with #or ill faint and get sick #and idk if im overreacting idk idk