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#and detached instead of clingy and obsesive
gorefetishizer
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1 year
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#ill be all day all week all month hoping someone notices that im feeling like shit but whenever it happens i cant. not hide
#really you would have to torture me to get me to admit anything
#its just
#it feels so dumb
#to say i feel lonely or tired or overwhelmed
#and recognizing anything else than those surface level descriptors its. way too scary
#i joke about being at my limit
#but i dont. i didnt do this things before. i didnt think this kind of things
#i wish it was all just sad and not scary
#i wish frustration made me sad and not angry
#and detached instead of clingy and obsesive
#like before
#it was better when i was a child and it could be pityful without being pathetic
#i really am. in my head. like this horrible caracter. but i cant even feel like its real cuz my actions could never follow it
#and i wish it was a good thing but it isnt. i feel like one day ill just explode and ill end up hurting people not out of my own unawerenes
#but in purpose
#only to feel in control
#and ive done it never noticeable that im aware of it always looking like im just stressed and not thinking but i know
#im extremly aware of everything that i do
#i wish i wasnt
#i wish at least i didnt know that im ruining things
#vent
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