#and because it is very unlikely to get written i`ll just direct you to read/reread blazeofglory`s fics on ao3

[asofterjirving]

Are you over there feeling fine? Oh, I'd prefer it if we spoke I'd like to look you in the eyes Not three AM staring into the void, waiting for replies Just waiting for replies.

-Daughter - "Dandelions"

Plus a summary of a fic I`ll probably never finish:

"Neither the day-John, who is his reliable colleague and dear friend, nor the night-John, his lover, acknowledges the other side of their relationship. Edward can live with that, it`s fine... until it isn`t. (It almost immediately isn`t)."

#nedving #the terror #edward little #john irving #and because it is very unlikely to get written i`ll just direct you to read/reread blazeofglory`s fics on ao3 #if you remember the post with the wips i deleted #it is the one titled strong foundations #mine #it is slightly mitigated because edward knows (or realises) that john needs time to adjust to the realtionship #and that he returns to him is a proof of that