#and also im dogsitting for a family friend Again and its gonna be like a whole 2 weeks and im soooo tired already. sigh

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

creative mode subnautica i am invincible and my base is so pretty and there is nothing wrong with my brain

#whats better than this. guys being dudes. making underwater luxury housing. #my favorite favorite location ever is the intersection between safe shallows and grassy plateau and kelp forests #big ol 3 room tower with ac tanks in the bottom 2 floors and my bedroom on the top #so i can look down into the tank and see my creatures swimming around.... #nice little... vending machine room.... bioreactor room with all the indoor plant pots and storage + charging stations #scanner room right across from the moonpool with a hatch outside in between..... #guys im soooo good at subnautica base building #i want to live here fr #sitting here wating for my last crabsnake egg to hatch..... #btw did u guys know they changed the reefback eggs. you cant hatch reefbacks anymore :( instead u get FUCKING SPADEFISH. this is so unfair #i want a tiny little reefback in my home aquarium soooo bad. this is bs #hi im absolutely dreading work and also therapy tomorrow. i dont want to go i dont want to talk about my issues this sucks actually!!!!!!! #i was gonna be so productive today but i had to go to the grocery store with my dad and also like 50 other errands #and also im dogsitting for a family friend Again and its gonna be like a whole 2 weeks and im soooo tired already. sigh #i dont want to BE HERE #im tjred of responsibilities i want to kms but like not in the funny quirky way ppl say that these days i mean im mentally ill forreal. #love and peace i fucking guess <3

[illogicallyinclined]

if you Do make a separate dream smp blog i would be interested in following

lmao, finally caved and made one last night

i'm just going through my pages of likes and reblogging them for now, tbh, but i reckon i'll end up drawing art for the DSMP sooner or later (ORZ)

#ive been at a family friends dogsitting this last weekend and didnt bring my tablet #WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE #ive been bored to tears so ive just been going back through the hockey au to remember whats going on and creating new blogs #warning u now its probably gonna end up being mainly crimeboys because they Trapped Me with the found family #also warning u that youre gonna end up getting hit with like 80 reblogs in a row because #again #im just going through my likes atm

[atatfortatzelwurm]

list 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. spread the positivity!

!!! this was such a pleasant surprise to open my tumblr to

1. ZOOLOGY!! animals are the coolest things ever

i’ve always wanted to go into a job that centers around animals, and i’m closer than ever to my dreams. i’m volunteering at a zoo, at my local nature center, dogsitting, and (even though i don’t often post about it here) im working on Vulture Culture stuff again too. 

everything about animals is fascinating, i could go on for hours about how much every animal i decide to look into and research sends me on days-long quests for more knowledge about them; their anatomy, their behaviors, their habitats… 

2. SONIC!! i love me some speedy boi

but really, getting back into sonic stuff re-opened my passion for videogame design, art, writing and worldbuilding, and experiencing all my old favorite stuff all over again is a ton of fun. the games, the comics, the shows, the upcoming movie, it’s all great!! not to mention so much wonderful fanart, fanfiction, and fancomics. 

i’ve made a lot of friends because of it too. it wasn’t exactly a ‘choice’ to come back into the fandom, but i’m very glad it happened.

3. CREATING!! my audience is me and me alone babey

i have a lot of creative hobbies (art, writing, playing ocarina, etc) that i can do at home and yall. its the best. i can make whatever i want whenever i want, all for myself, and no one could ever stop me. i can draw what i want to see, write what i want to read, play what i want to hear, i can *combine those things* however i think would be cool. 

i’m in the middle of figuring out how to set up commissions and teaching myself how to paint digitally at the same time, so i’m keeping myself busy–plus i’ve got Sonic OCs to draw, both my own and others!!

at the same time, i’m furthering my ocarina and general music skills, im considering learning how to play drums if i can sometime in the future, and im gonna see my favorite band (Walk Off The Earth) in concert with VIP tickets at the end of the month and im gonna get to talk to my music idols!!

4. MOVEMENT!! as in physical activity

i go to the same gym for Parkour/Freerunning classes and Brazilian Jiu Jitsu classes and i adore it there so much. my Parkour coach is great, he’s super friendly and willing to work with everyone to make sure we’re all learning at our own pace and getting the push we need to further our abilities. i’m the oldest and usually tallest in the class, not to mention im really strong, so my style is really unique to myself!! i like climbing and vaulting a lot, im working on my front flips (punchfront and webster) and its slowgoing but im getting there.

my parkour coach is actually a student with me in my BJJ class, so i get to fight him sometimes! he’s the reason i’m there in the first place!! he said i would be good at it so i tried the class and fell in love–he’s a bluebelt, so he gave me his old whitebelt when i officially joined. i’ve never felt more safe and empowered around a group of adult men (the women in the class usually go on the opposite night from me), i’m the youngest and smallest there so they all teach me ways to be really mean when we’re learning new things and everyone helps out everyone with technique and finding what works for different people. (i love attacking people’s arms and necks, so a lot of tricks to make it easier on my bad forearms and lightweight class!)

not to mention, the gym is openly LGBT+ friendly and all-inclusive of everyone of every race, religion, background, etc. i can be myself and not only feel safe, but learn how to make myself even stronger!

5. FOOD!! im a cooking gay

i love good food, and i love making good food and sharing it with people. i taught myself how to make different recipes, i experiment with different ingredients and flavors, and my extended family loves when i bring food that i’ve cooked to family gatherings and holidays. (i can’t wait til i have a gf i can cook for hehe)

i’m a big meat eater but i know i gotta get veggies and fruits in there somewhere, so learning how to cook is also helping me eat healthier (when i want to, that is) and make it taste good while im doing it.

#Asks and Answers! #Ask memes #sorta #its later than i thought it was so im gonna spread the positivity tomorrow!!