#and also i am so very seebie so i am going to go seep and have gay dreams hopefully JKDGJKGFBHGE

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literally one of my favorite things ever is being in a vc with my gf all night to the point where she falls asleep while im still awake. like that hasnt happened in a while bc we havent rly vced all night in A Bit but just remembering the times we used to jus stay up All Night and be in a vc together and she'd occasionally jus. fall asleep. n id occasionally try 2 wake her up or something but eventually id jus go an do my own thing n jus. listen to her Very Quietly Snoring n hearing her shuffle n move around in her sleeb. (also shhhhhh dont tell her but sometimes i would occasionally start singing 2 her even tho she was asleep but shhhhhhhhhh dont tell her she doesnt know i did that KSDJKSDJKDSKJDS)

idk theres just . something nice about doing that. ig its like whenever that happens i always like 2 just imagine that shes. Here. i like to imagine that we're just laying in bed together n she's asleep while im awake doing gay little things on my silly little laptop. its jus nice. sometimes i even end up falling asleep myself n eventually hearing the little noise discord makes whenever someone leaves a call n usually that told me that she's Awake Now but it was usually at like 7am so i jus went back 2 seep and assumed that she PROLLY did the same thing <3

idk not to be gay on main or anything but. idk life rly is just all about the small things sometimes. id love 2 maybe do that again sometime but with school n everything i think itll be Kinda Hard to find a good day to just . yknow. literally stay up all night. i mean i can barely make it past like 2am anymore without getting seepy. but i feel like jus being in a vc with her would keep me awake, like even if its super late n stuff. also man ik this isnt rly particularly a Small Thing but i loved jus. staying up with her n having Long Conversations About Life or just ranting about things going on in life.

(also ik im saying like "i loved doing this" or "i miss doing this" im not tryigng 2 say that we Never Vc Anymore (bc. ykno. we do BFGNFGKJ) im just saying that we both kinda dont have the time to vc All NIght like we used to which Makes Me Sad but its okay bc as long as we can vc every often then thas fine with me. plus winter break is coming up soon so idk maybe we could try to do stuff like that again idk i think itd be pog BUT if she desomt want 2 that is okay JHGNJGJK ANYWAYS)

i jus loved staying up til the Early Hours of the morning n just talking to her while jus laying in bed in the dark or on my pc n jus like . slowly realizing that its getting lighter n lighter outside. most of the time if im on my pc i have my light on and eventually id be like "ima go turn my light off" n then id turn it off and just be like . wow. what time is it its like super bright outside all of a sudden JKGBGJHNGKKJG

althoguh i dont even know if i can stay up That Late anymore anyways bc like i said i can barely make it past like 2am. 3am maybe but anything past that is just . Nope. i canot do it i am simply just seepie. i mean ig itd be different if i was vcing with her but idk!!!!!1 who knows. anyways as i was saying i jus enjoyed ranting n talking to her all night even if it was abt dumb stupid shit

n man. she's heard me say this A Million Times but ill say it again. god her voice is so very ebic. its just very Calmigng 2 listen to. genuinely i could just be in a vc with her and listen to her talk all night and id never get tired of listening to her voice. i can see her getting tired of listening to my voice though because i sound like a fucging 10 year old but BSHDNKDBHJGNJKGF id love 2 just . lay with her and listen 2 her ramble. itd be ebic <3

n god i am still thinkg about her. comign 2 visit soone. ok well not SOON soon like in the summer which is kinda far from now and still not 100% confirmed but Still... just knowing that it is maybe most likely possible is just. very pog. very very ebic and pog. there r so many things i wana do with her when shes here n i just wana be all affectionate n habbie n stuff with her and i just hghgbhjjndfk.f bbbhghnjgngkjgk. i am so fuckign gay for her u guys dont even know <3 im just so very in love with she she has been my beloved for like 3 (and a half?) years and im just hbngk. hhghbgbhgnkkjgf. gbhjngk <3

okay fuck this is rly long my bad BHJNJGFBJHGF i am just simply having gay thoughts. @fuckshitassbitchcockballs sry i lied ik i said id gaypost in the morning but i changed my mind bc i had a single thought which spiraled into a long ass gaypost. sory not sory JGNKGJBHJG

anyways im gona go seebie now i gotta get up in a few hours. i mean i dont HAVE to get up but i jus thought id try 2 get up whenever she gest up cause she has school tomorrow n i dont but i still wanna like . try 2 get up at the same time or around the same time she does. bc yeah <3 anyways i go seeb now goodnite <3

#respectfully looks at my gf . im love u so very muche #u are my absooutely beloved. my she my walter wife my everything <333 #i love u very much and um i am going to give u bigge kis #*mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwah* #BIGGE kis for the she my she the xe :) #i am so amongusly gay for you <3333 #and also i am so very seebie so i am going to go seep and have gay dreams hopefully JKDGJKGFBHGE #ill see u tomorrowe hopefully i get up when u do but if im not up when ur up feel free 2 spam me on discord til i wake up or something #bc of all things discord notifs seem to be the things that wake me up somewhat. like ill just be fast asleep and ill suddenly hear the noti #and ill just be like H #but anyways JKGBHJGBHJG #im go seepy now cause i seepy i tired i cosie ! #i lobve u hunnie ill see u tomorrowe also u make me very happie and i am so very lucky 2 be ur gf bc u are so amongusly epic #im sory i cannot stop saying amongusly its just become one of those words that I Use Now #GHBGBJG #ANYWAYS GOODnite for reals this time lomve u :) <3333 #aLSO SORRY IF I WOrded anything weirdly in this post this is just one of those where im not rly thinking about what im saying #im moreso just . typing everything that comes to mind #i do not wantto read through all ofthis bc it is long also sory for that too ik u prefer stuff in the tags instead of #all juts one in post #BUT still i hope it makes u habbie bc yeah i am so very gay for u and u mak e m e go :) #okay for reals im gonna go bed i seepy eyes seepy brain metling . brain sludge #goodnite i lobe u :) <3333333333