#and I want to play geoguessr and meeblings and I want to finish cleaning my house and I want to start knitting socks

[southislandwren]

Oh actually I think some of my resentment towards my friend stems from the fact she addresses me as “hey girl” like 1. not a girl 2. if I told you that I would immediately be in serious danger seeing as you’re radically christian and we live in south dakota.

#she just called me and I didn’t answer because can I have ONE fucking day where no one calls me ???? #and she left a voice mail and I heard hey girl and I shut it off. bro I’m literally a guy how haven’t you picked up on this yet #I just don’t have the bandwidth to deal with her problems right now like I can’t listen to her complain abt work and her roommate for 2 hrs #I want to finish totk and I want to finish ss and I want to replay Diamond and I want to finish my French play through of pla #and I want to play geoguessr and meeblings and I want to finish cleaning my house and I want to start knitting socks #and this was supposed to be a fun easy summer and then I picked literally the worst job in the world. #and I’m dealing with my own fucking mental problems and I’m trying to not just run away like I so desperately crave #and actually whatever it is she needs can probably wait until I’m not suicidal and reliving March 30th 2021 over and over again #but like I’m fine whatever. I have like no food to eat because I put all my money towards saving for a sword and a tattoo #so now I have 30 dollars until Thursday when I’ll get roughly #120 bucks after they take out a huge obnoxious amount for federal taxes #sorry I’m fine. it’s just it’s Sunday and I’m about to go into a week of waking up early and I feel like I haven’t had a chance to breath #diary post #time to play a game and try to chill out please can I just chill out a little