#and I sent him pictures and he was so damn prous of me and my dad said he was always super excited to hear from me

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#slightly sad that I won't inhert my grandfathers camera gear #cuz my (shitty) uncle got it ans then gave it to one of his sons #which would be fine if I wouldn't be so sure about the fact that I was the only grandkid which freely and regularly contacted my grandfathe #and I sent him pictures and he was so damn prous of me and my dad said he was always super excited to hear from me #and it would have been nice to get one thing from him #to remember him #and the one thing that connected us in the last years were the photos we took #he even used the same system as me #and it would be fine if my uncle or cousin actually cared but I'm pretty certain that it's just a camera for them #((ffs honestly I simply deserve this for getting the news of his death on my birthday this year)) #(I'm just pissed that I have to see my relatives this week and I don't want to)