#and I mean don't get me wrong his wasn't easy to find eitehr

[gayluigi]

tfw you discover your former best friend’s tumblr and stay up until 5 am being sad about it and writing a letter to them you know you’ll never send :(

#breaks my heart to think about #we haven't talked in like eight years #and things ended pretty rough #but I've never stopped missing him #I wish I could contact him but I know he wouldn't want to hear from me #if he did he would've reached out #I just don't know how to let people go I guess #I know he'll never come across this post bc we have literally n o t h i n g in common anymore lmao #he's still a massive weeb and I... was never really one to begin with #so like there's zero percent chance of him finding me #bc I don't really make it super easy to find my tumblr #and I mean don't get me wrong his wasn't easy to find eitehr #I found it through his twitter which I found through the empty twitter for a business he tried to start that never got off the ground #so like I was being way too much of a snoop and shouldn't have been able to find it in the first place #does that make me a bad person #I mean if it's publicly findable information that's not bad right? #UGH I hate emotions #I just miss him broooo #and I'll never know why he ghosted me #that's what sucks the most #I can't ask him why #I'm too chicken to reach out bc I know my heart would get hurt again #my poor lil baby heart can't handle any more rejection yknow? #had enough of that as a kid #anyyyyway if you read this far you're a baller and sexy as hell and I love you lmao #goodnight tumblr i love you