#also one of our first times knowingly experiencing co-c.onsciousness

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Not terrified of spiders not especially into them but a secret third thing: the kind of mixed apathy and acceptance of their general existence that can only come from continuously waking up to find spiders in your bed

#dead spiders live spiders I've seen it all #spiders love my bedroom for unknown reasons #at least they keep the mosquitoes at bay #bugs #front soup.txt #also as a f.unny addition. a particular incident of this flavor is a core memory from during our questioning/s.yscovery journey lol #woke up. saw spider. couldn't go back to sleep. drank water that tasted like hand sanitizer. #had a conversation in which our now ex-host promised to try to be more open but they were scared #also one of our first times knowingly experiencing co-c.onsciousness #like I said core memory of this journey #things may not have happened in that exact order tho we were tired as fuck