#also im 21 in a week what thr fuck i hate it SO MUCH

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#delete later #my grandma put a little letter in my birthdat card and said she hopes i forgive her for finding it hard for her to digest that #im trans and now i want to cry. #i dont want to make her feel bad. now i feel bad. i just wanted her to know and not be left out of knowing #i love being trans a lot of rhe time #im neutral about being trans more of the time #im sad about being trans sometimes and that time is now bc its made it hard for her and i love my grandma very much #but also im glad i told her bc she deserves to know. im sad my grandad never would have got it. im still putting his name as my middle name #but it does make me sad. i know ive got it way easier than many trans ppl but ya know. shits rough sometimes #oh also ive only managed one meal a day for like two weeks now and i feel fucking awgul but also i saved so much money #i just dont have the energy to cook much with these fucking tics. im so tired all the time. #its fine. its fine. ive got therapy work to do thatll make me feel maybe better. im just tired. #also im 21 in a week what thr fuck i hate it SO MUCH