#also how exactly did i develop imposter syndrom for being a mom??? i pushed her out of me??? i cant fake that???

[xxlelaxx]

I hate being awake while I should be sleeping

#ignore me #i decided to be productive #found an online course for after baby gymnastics thats on youtube so i can do it when i feel able to and dont have to force myself #am gonna call someone so i can get help for my anxiety #i know it only gets worse with lack of sleep but i havent been sleeping so anxiety is worse #also how exactly did i develop imposter syndrom for being a mom??? i pushed her out of me??? i cant fake that??? #i also think i have been relying too much on my one friend and she doesnt want to hear it anymore #am i overreacting cause I'm scared that she will hate me or something? yea she's probably fine #but i really hate people helping me #make me feel like an idiot