#also getting my car inspected this week. miiiiight need to bring a friend for that one

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ive gotta. get it together a little bit i think. holy shit i really did not mean for the tags to get THAT long

#i have a colin provolone in ny head rn. i just need you to lock it in a liittle bit. #it’s just the worst possible time. #i do actually have to do the hard scary stuff. #and i am fully capable of doing them and i am a competent adult even if i’m realizing need a little more support than i’d like to admit #and actually i feel much much better after those things are done #and ACTUALLY i’ve also made a lot of progress!! i think 14 year old me would be like. shocked to see the person i am now #but either way. gotta lock it in a liiiittle bit. #tomorrow will be. a lot of texting and emailing back. #a lot of ‘hi sorry it’s taken me so long to get back to you!’s tomorrow #AND ONE PHONE CALL. im way better at those now! pretty cool! #also getting my car inspected this week. miiiiight need to bring a friend for that one #sometimes i get scared at the mechanic because there’s always a 90% chance that one of the mechanics will be the most drop dead gorgeous ga #**gay person #person ive ever seen in my life and then i have to be like uhhhhh. ahahaha. heres my shit ass car with the elvira and snoopy #bumper stickers on it. thanks so much! #OKAY. alright. hello. hyping myself up for the rest of the week #ive been a little bit off kilter bc i didnt have a whole lot of structure last week or this one since my classes ended #but im feelin a little more optimistic #i am a competent adult who is good at his job and has many good qualities and frankly he is getting hotter and more confident also as well. #<- affirmations btw.