#also feel the need to say that personally I was thinking ab stizzy for this but it also works for Lucius/Izzy rlly well…

[sunnibits]

thinking constantly about how I don’t think izzy knows how to kiss… and I don’t just mean that in a ‘haha stupid pathetic little man’ way I mean I just. I just don’t think he’s kissed many people. I think if someone kissed him he would be very rough about it and just bash teeth and tongue together and bite and try to make a battle out of it. because I mean, obviously he has kissed some people. he has had his own ‘dalliances’, but they have never, never been gentle. it’s always been hasty moments with strangers in back alleys or dirty tavern rooms, somewhere between a fight and a hookup, slamming into walls and knocking things over and leaving the moment it’s finished, without even catching so much as face to put a name to. he’s never really kissed someone just for the sake of kissing them, and nobody has ever kissed him just for the sake of kissing him, at least not for ages and ages, not since he was a young naive boy with less blood on his hands and less of a wall around his heart. I think he needs someone to guide him through it, the first time they kiss. he tries to go into it the way he usually does, like it’s simply one insignificant step on the way to the part where they take their clothes off and get it over with, or like it’s just another way to beat someone and prove something, somehow. I think they would have to put their hands on his chest and pull him away and tell him to slow down, take a breath, it’s okay. he would look so lost then, wondering if he did something wrong, if they don’t want him, and they would try so hard to explain it all without words, just staring back at him earnestly. then slowly, carefully, so they don’t scare him off like a frightened animal, they would pull him back in. one hand on the side of his face, softly brushing lips together, setting the pace, forcing him to slow down, to relax for once. it’s okay if it takes him a while to figure it out, because they have all the time in the world. to teach israel hands how to be gentle. oh and then I think he would cry about it hahahhahaa 😝😎😍

#hello. I let this spiral for funsies. sorry for being cringe 😔 #also feel the need to say that personally I was thinking ab stizzy for this but it also works for Lucius/Izzy rlly well… #take it as whatever ship you please! #izzy hands #ofmd #oh why the hell not im tagging it #stizzy #gentlehands #bc. that ship name is so fitting at the moment #I actually have a stizzy wip that goes into this a little lmao but like. I’m probably not finishing it any time soon #so have this instead #ALSO also feel the incessant need to say that this thought was definitely inspired by like. some two lines from a fanfic I read once #but I can’t remember what fic it was now 😭 #but that thought has just been living in my fucking head…. god. #he doesn’t. he doesn’t know how to kiss #he’s never been kissed. well either he never has or hes just. never been kissed softly #never been kissed with love and tenderness #waaaaaaaouhhhhghhhhhh mental illness