#also don’t get me wrong u guys know i adore 3ht but for some reason zam teaming with them feels weird to me. bad weird and i don’t know why

[vanivanvanilla]

so . how we feeling after zam and subz’ streams .

#van speaks #i rambled on my instagram but i’ll also put my thoughts here #i assumed zam would leave eclipse but the way he did holyyyyy fuck #him and vi are enemies now. sheds tear. subz/am still winning though a little with the shield and trust apple #btw i’m soooo curious why subz just had that shield like . it’s the same as the eclipse shield but instead of black it’s white #ourples are gonna go on a full villain arc so that’s really fun but i’m also scared bc zam is my Guy yknow and vi’s attention is now on him #also don’t get me wrong u guys know i adore 3ht but for some reason zam teaming with them feels weird to me. bad weird and i don’t know why #maybe it’s just because he broke up with eclipse the way he did but it just feels weird to me and i can’t explain it #i don’t think 3ht has any bad intentions or anything of the sort— if anything they’re some of the most moral ppl on the server considering #they don’t obtain and use illegal items— but in my chest it just feels bad. idk it’s all weird #i really wish zam didn’t leave eclipse like that. even with vi lying and stuff he did genuinely care for zam and idk mannn i just feel T_T