#also do not worry abt grammar or anything like that it sounds perfect

[fyodorloveclub]

Fyodor's neck looks so sensitive...

I want to sit on his lap while he works and slowly unbutton his shirt. He will probably grab your neck and look at your eyes with that cold stare of his, because he's working and it's not the time! :(

Just pulling away from the hold on the neck, I want to slowly breath on his neck and watch him shudder from the small hot air while slowly caressing his neck, shoulders and face... He is going to let you keep going and pretend that he's focused on his work instead of the loving stare you are giving to him while gently touching his cheek, but that small hint of red on the tip of his ears and cheeks are betraying him..

Then just giving him small licks on his collarbone and going up to his jaw and then start making a trail of open mouth kisses from his shoulders to his neck. He already has a grip in your hip and start to lose his composure, his breath starts to be heavier and his work already forgotten, he lays back a little bit on his chair, enjoying the moment of your loving kisses.

he just starts to move so much after all it tickles, having to gently grab his cheek to keep him in place and keep kissing and sucking leaving beautiful dark hickeys that matches beautifully with his pale skin.

And the small moans and whimpers he starts to make when you whisper in his ear if he likes it, while having a hand on his waist and the other stroking his hairirirktitjenskdbdbdxnf, nnnnnnnghn...

And finishing with a kiss on his pretty lips and nose. And at the end having such a beautiful sight of him with a messy shirt, hickeys all around his torso, red face and breathing Heavily. IS JUST THAT I WANT TO SEE HIM WITH HICKEYS SO BAD BCS I FEEL LIKE HE WOULD LOOK SO PRETTY, AND TELL HIM HES SUCH A PRETTY BOY AND LOVE HIM AND TAKE CARE OF HIM AND TELL HIM THAT HE DESERVES TO BE TAKE CARE OF AND KISS HIS CHEEK AND SEE HIM MOANING WHEN YOU KISS HIS NECK BCS HES SENSITIVE IN THERDREREGE AND PET HIM AND I JUST WANT TO LOVE HIM AND MAKE HIM FEEL SO LOVED THAT HE GETS SHY FROM ALL THE LOVEEE HG5ETBJF FUCKKCKKFKEJDS I NEED HIMNMM 😭😭😭😭I JSUT WANT SOMETJING SOFT AND LOVING WITH HIMMWDNMS I WANT TO SEE HIM ALL BLUSHY AND SHYYYY AAAAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHHHH you don't know how much I want to hug him and love him like I feel like you don't understand my need to make him feel soo loved until he cries out of happiness and love him like I feel like I didn't explain myself correctly of how i want to love himmmmmxnwjfbwkcnkwcmmsmmfjejf i want him.

-𔘓 (I prefer the weird heart anon at the end, sorry 😭)

TJIS IS SOOOOO GOOOODDDDD I LOVE IT

idk why i love the idea of distracting him from his work so much like everything you described so perfectly i love it😭😭 and i’d imagine you do this on the regular like you start getting needy whenever he’s been working a lot (always) so he’s like used to you just randomly walking in and crawling onto his lap and he pretends it annoys him but he loves it every time

i imagine he’d hate it so bad the first time you called him pretty but now he loves being called a pretty boy like he blushes so hard- like if ur riding him and you say smth like “you look so pretty underneath me, baby” he’d come immediately💀

AND GOD YESSSSSSSS like as much as i talk so fuckin nasty abt fedya i just genuinely want to make him feel loved and valued and cared for😭

but this is so good thank u so much for sending this in🫶🫶🫶

#also do not worry abt grammar or anything like that it sounds perfect #𔘓 anon #voices in my head #{ musings; fyodor }

[dolliedarlin]

Hi I’m one of the anons who’s obsessing over the P.A series!!!!! For some reason my brain has been full w diff things that could happen IDKKK! Hope u don’t mind if I dump a few....

TW: this is A bunch of rambling and some grammar errors LMAO sorry

Idk y I c y/n having a stalker💀 this prob sounds rlly weird but hear me out. (To add drama, also I Lowkey wanna c Mina,Sero and kiri get mad idk y-)

Since we all know y/n is the baddest most sophisticated b*tch (sorry idk if I’m allowed to cuss or not LMAO) her Ex lover is still obsessed w her and thinks that they are soulmate even tho they obv aren’t. I feel like y/n knows he stalks her but she ignores it until it gets worst. Like he found out where she lives. (He finds out where she lives while she’s sick which is now loll)

Anyways I feel like Mina would be over at y/ns place and since she’s getting better they are In her living room talking abt who knows what and y/n gets a knock on her door she goes to open it and admittedly closes it looking shocked. Mina being a pro hero is  supposed to be able to read body language. Mina ask her if everything is Alr and y/n OFC (stupid a**) says yes. Mina didn’t want to keep pressing the issue so she dropped it until it became a reoccurring thing with y/n and it’s not just her that noticed. She (y/n) is extremely hesitant to open the door and when she does she opens it a little bit. (And then idk her EX does crazy like breaks into her apt and scares the sh** outa y/n) THIS IS WHERE MY BIG IDEA STOPS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 that was a lotta rambling my apologies

Have a great day dollie!

oh no! please don’t feel bad, it’s always fun for me seeing what you dolls would want to happen next

although i don’t plan on bringing any psycho exes into ‘the p.a’ series, as a writer and an avid daydreamer, i can’t help but play around with this idea 

warning: there are brief mentions of violence ; this is not a part of ‘the p.a’ series but is just a little thought that i just couldn’t help but try my own hand at also ; i didn’t edit this either 😂 so kindly forgive any grammatical/spelling mistakes 

continuing on from your idea...

⏤mina, having the sneaking suspicion that something bad might happen to you that night, notifies the rest of the group later on that day

⏤usually, bakugou was in charge of you during the night and always sat in a chair beside your bed on high alert, ready to serve your every need...

⏤BUT!

⏤now that mina told them about your suspicious behaviour, all of them were put on high alert. 

⏤they all agreed to keep you unaware of their intentions by having bakugou take care of you like usual but they made sure that when on the night patrol, they were close by with their radios on and constantly being hyper aware of the shortest route to your residence from wherever they were situated - just in case of an emergency 

⏤naturally, they trusted bakugou with keeping you safe but that didn’t mean that they had no worries for you at all 

⏤seeing as you usually feel asleep before bakugou switched with the sero, who took care of you in the late evening, you were under the impression that you were alone at home 

⏤your current condition disallowed you from comfortably staying awake so you were constantly tossing and turning in bed, brows furrowed and sweating more than usual

⏤”what is she dreaming about?” bakugou utters in frustration as he continues to wipe away the vastly accumulating sweat rom your wrinkled brows

⏤he wasn’t frustrated at you no no, he was annoyed at the fact that he couldn’t make you comfortable no matter how many wet towels he uses to cook your forehead or wipe your sweat clean off your skin 

⏤as the night progresses, you eventually fall into a dreamless sleep, far too exhausted to continue stressing over your ex with the added burden of your fever on your body

⏤nevertheless, bakugou continues being on high alert at all times except for when he momentarily leaves to room so as to go to the toilet 

⏤this was the perfect opportunity for your crazy ex to sneak into your room via the window bakugou left ajar so as to help cool you down better 

⏤your ex was a creepy and disgusting man - someone that you had grown to dislike the more you got to know him and naturally left as quickly as you were able to 

⏤what followed was harassment to the highest degree, thankfully you were able to protect yourself due to your self defence training and quirk, however, it didn’t take away the shuddering feeling of being watched constantly

⏤you grew paranoid and extremely fidgety over time and eventually filled for a restraining order. unfortunately, that didn’t work and left you to deal with the situation yourself

⏤you were naive enough to think that you had shaken him after a particularly horrible beating he took from you in self defence. he had come at you with a knife but you were able to disarm him and send him limping home with a dislocated arm, a black eye and a bruised ribcage 

⏤over time, you got busy with work and slowly forgot about him, it wasn’t until today that you were reminded of his crazy obsession with you and were thrown into a panic 

⏤believing that you were alone at night and in your most vulnerable state, you didn’t feel safe and sought to deal with the situation however you could, even in your dreams

⏤all attempts were in vain, however

⏤bakugou, returning from his momentary break to the toilet came back just in time to see your creepy ex hovering over your sleeping figure. as if you sensed the unpleasant existence stalking you, your body stiffened under the blankets and you began to breathe uncomfortably, beginning to sweat bucket-fulls once more

⏤not wanting to disturb your sleep as rest was the top priority for you, bakugou crept up from behind the unknown figure and instantly went for his neck, choking him into silence as he dragged his thrashing figure outside, far away from you all the while sending a emergency signal to the rest of the squad 

⏤in no time at all, the rest of the squad arrived and had your crazy ex cornered. at this time he had already been tied up by bakugou and was ready for a quick chat 

⏤”what the hell were you doing with our yn?” kirishima began, sharp teeth grinding together as he clenched his jaw 

⏤silence 

⏤”speak up, we can’t fucking hear you,” bakugou spat as the others glared on from beside him, their eyes piercing through the moonlight and darkness of the night 

⏤”y-yn isn’t yours - that’s the first thing,” your ex finally cracked, giggling creepily in between 

⏤”you’re right,” sero began, “yn doesn’t belong to anyone so why were did you break into her house,” it took everything in sero not to lash out but they needed answers

⏤”wrong again!” your ex sang, “she doesn’t belong to you, she belongs to me! i’m her boyfriend!”

⏤”yn doesn’t have a boyfriend,” kaminari spoke up

⏤”that’s right! and if she did, we would have known,” mina agreed

⏤“that’s because she doesn’t know it yet, we broke up but we’ll get back together again soon” the tied up man giggled to himself, “it’s only a matter of time before she realises her mistake and she comes back to me,” 

⏤the team of heroes didn’t know what to say, they were so shocked and appalled at what they were seeing and hearing that they couldn’t bring themselves to utter a single word of response, they only listened further

⏤”i hoped she’d come back soon, anyway...but i was getting impatient so i had to try and convince her a little more. she’s been ignoring my love for her all this time, she can’t continue rejecting me for long...” he laughs, “i bet she misses it”

⏤“miss what...?” bakugou didn’t want to know but it had to be said

⏤”i bet she misses being with me. she’s so beautiful and so soft to the touch, she always smells good too and she has such a lovely voice - i want her all to myself, she doesn’t deserve to be anybody else’s”

⏤it was then that the team of heroes just about lost their minds. the creep before them didn’t say anything explicit but the madness in his eyes and the harrowing smile he was displaying was off putting. they dread to imagine what a lowlife nasty sob like him put you through but they saw flashes of unforgivable scenes that sent all of them into insanity 

⏤someone so precious to them didn’t deserve any such treatment. you may not have disclosed anything to them strict on being professional but if this man was willing to break into your house...they were fearful to think about what else he was capable of

⏤he deserved a beating from that act alone, actually, and a beating he got

⏤they could’ve killed the guy - they were more than tempted to and it would have been so easy...but he deserved to suffer in jail for his crimes against you so they held back no matter how painful that was for them 

⏤the very next day, under their authority and recommendation, the man was locked up for as many years as they could tally up and seeing as they were heroes, they were able to look into his past documentations and found you had filed a restraining order for him under harassment, assault and a number of other things they grew all the more furious at the more the read

⏤they would prefer it if you didn’t realise what they did that night but the media couldn’t let the story of 5 high class pro heroes sending a singular, beaten man to jail for life

⏤your creepy ex’s battered photos were all over the news and you were so incredibly grateful  

#love; dollie #precious anon #not part of the pa series #just a little imagining #this was fun

[t4lxs]

Update: I went away for the weekend with my boyfriend and our friend group, we rented a small house.

Me and my boyfriend were doing ‘it’ and he called me by the name of his ex. He said he was drunk and confused, it didn’t mean anything, but it just hurts like hell to think he could’ve been thinking about the girl I’m so jealous of. She’s so ducking skinny but still has a big ass, and since she’s on birth control she has boobs too. I want to sink thru the floor and suffocate. A few days before that he even commented about it (I posted abt that too) so he definitely noticed.

The 2nd night me and my friend were changing outfits in me and my boyfriend’s assigned room and I told her about the sex part. She took it as ‘he has feelings’ when he told me (I’m sure of it myself) that there are none, so our miscommunication led to a secret spilling that she was supposed to keep. My boyfriend apparently cracked his ex’s back (he does that by standing really close behind you, and since her ass is so big I’m sure they touched, I want to die) and my friend said that ex FELT something (emotionally, not physically. If it was physically I would’ve jumped off a cliff by now) and got reminded of their time together. She was mumbling cuz she was drunk but she said that her reply to something ex said was my boyfriend would never leave me for ex. So what the duck did ex say that made my friend say that back? I hate her but I don’t but I hate her so much. This means she’s ducking interested in him again and I really don’t want that. I trust him but not her

Also, ex always makes a competition about stupid stuff. Like, this weekend we tied in a board game and whenever she won we stopped playing. When I won, we went on on till she won. It’s just so minor but it’s with everything we do and it’s triggering me. Not to sound messed up but she can starve herself for days when I can’t, so she’s even better at disordered eating than me. This weekend they also made a joke about gag reflexes (for the life of me can’t tell you why) and she said she had none. I said that I’m also weirdly good at that. She said it’s because of her bulimia. I said same. She shrugged it off and walked away. Does that make sense? She always has to be better at everything, whether it’s something positive or negative.

I just wish she wasn’t apart of our friend group. I like her because we can get along and she’s quite funny, but I hate her so so much because she reminds me of everything I’m insecure of + the fact that she’s my boyfriend’s ex and might even be interested again. How do I even compete with her? She always wins anyways

I know no one is going to read this but I just want to DUCKING scream my lungs out

When I told my boyfriend about how I felt he said the most important thing should be that he loves ME. I know this but I don’t care, I don’t want anyone in our friend group to have a crush on my boyfriend, especially not his ducking ex who’s DUCJINFN PERFECT. Before that me and a guy (who used to like me, but he’s now crushing on a girl that came along on the trip) were hanging out together but since he was drunk he didn’t get the hint that I wanted him to leave, don’t get me wrong, we had fun and he’s funny but I don’t want to give him the wrong idea. But apparently when I told my boyfriend about my feelings he asked me if I hung out with guy friend to make HIM jealous and get back at him for whatever he did with his ex. FUCK I can’t get over that, why is it always that you don’t trust me but I’m just supposed to fucning trust you in every way? Why would I want to make you jealous and why do you always make shit about you? Fuck I cried and I just I couldn’t even tell him why. He started saying stuff like ur the sweetest ur the best I love you ur way better than ex ur way prettier u have a way better body etc etc and THEN, can you guess what he fucking says??? ‘You’re the way better version of ex.’ How can this man fuck everything up even more I hate it I hate it I hate this I hate everything I KNOw ur fucning drunk but you’re only saying stuff that confirms my worries

I’m sorry for this rant I always try to make it readable and use grammar but I’m so emotional and angry right now I don’t even use fuck I always type duck but I’m so in my feels

Can you believe he called me ex’s name TWICE?? I know he was drunk he was confused he didn’t mean it he even took me to another room to apologise because he knows it hurt me and I don’t want him to feel bad but FUCKCNFHC FUCKFUCK agsgxgdhdhg during SEX you call me HER NAME what do you want me to think???? I hate everything I hate my face my jaw my double chin my nose is fucning huge and I always have dark circles my hair is so awkwardly long and my posture sucks and my fucning teeth stick out when I laugh and my nose flares when I laugh or cry or am out of breath and my shoulders are so fucking broad that I literally look like a dude but I have no ass so my rib cage and my back are fucking huge everything on my body moves when I walk and I’m so fuCKING TALL so I can’t ever really be cute and petite or 110 lbs and I just want to die but if I die they’re gonna put my pictures on display and I’ll even be fucking ugly and fat in death and reminded that way forever

[flying-elliska]

Hey Ellie! I jope you're doing good 🌞 I just wanted to tell you that I love your Story 'les diamants sont éternels' so fucking much! I just wish I wasn't so weird when it comes to my emotions (I get really emotionally invested in things I like). I really want to read the last two chapters of your story but I don't know if I am emotionally stable to do so yet but I already known that it's gonna be great! I wish I could write like you! But I am still learning. (1/2)

I'm struggling a lot because English isn't my mother tongue and I wondered if you have any tips to improve? (I tend to talk myself down when I am writing). I can't wait to read your latest chapters in the near future! I hope you're having a wonderful day! 💕💕💕 (2/2)

Hello darling anon ! Don’t worry I totally understand what it is to get overinvested in something and I put off watching/reading stuff until I’m emotionally ready alllll the time. If anything it’s very flattering, so no pressure. And the most important for me is that you take care of yourself and read in the best conditions ! The last two chapters have been like, very very intense too, so yeah, it’s a good thing I think that you’re waiting a bit if you’re not in that mood. 

And thank you so much for complimenting my English ! Yours sounds pretty good already ! 

Here’s what I did to level up in English (taking into account the fact that i was lucky enough to be raised bilingual and Dutch is pretty close to English so it was easier for me) - my advice is pretty basic tho lol 

1) binge watch a ton of shows in English with the captions also in English because it helps to read a word and see it written at the same time so you can expand your vocab. 

2) just read a lot of everything...like fanfic sure but also newspaper articles YA thrillers fantasy literary fiction romance non fiction....to me it’s having that breadth of ways to use words in your head that helps a lot to progress

3) surround yourself with a ‘soak of English words’. Listen to podcasts. Think in English. Write your diary in English. Find people to talk in English with Make it part of your daily life as much as possible for a while. Engage your brain w it.

4) really to me the core thing is establishing an emotional relationship w the language. I became obsessed w English because i wanted to read Harry Potter before it was translated in French lmao...and then it was another obsession...finding authors where you are absolutely in love with the way they write and analyzing their stuff, picking it apart, why it works, asking yourself why you like it so much, what your style is, make a collection of your favorite expressions and the context in which they are used...to me being passionate abt it is so much more effective than any dry grammar book bc then it really roots in your brain

5) and well find stories to tell and just go and be kind to yourself honestly...like sometimes i read my own writing and i am soooo dissatisfied with it for real i find it bland and messy and unprecise...and i know part of it is my inner perfectionist needs to chill...and the other is just that i know i still have room to grow. i think when you get better you also get more aware of your flaws and that’s part of the process so a good mix of self-analysis and compassion will get you far. you have to start somewhere and let yourself the possibility to bloom, which isn’t possible when you expect perfection at the start. it sounds cliché but you get to know your own voice by using it, often failing, and trying again. 

#diamants!au #ask ellie