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#also ''starting a family'' must = birthing the child yourself as an afab person <- no longer the case nowadays
charonte-simi · 2 years
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Retreated to the woods for a couple days and in the midst of my solitude I had to confront some really interesting things I had internalized about relationships and, shockingly enough, parenthood.
It really all comes back to perfectionism at it's roots. Also being afab and the stupid fucking messaging we're forcefed. But needless to say it's making me question some core stances that shaped my personality but I'm filing those away to be mulled over at a later date cause I do NOT have the bandwidth to deal with that shit rn
#cant be in a relationship because conflict = failure and my perfectionism cant allow that *eyeroll*#also cant parent because if rhe kid so much as has a bad day = failure as a parent#and god forbid that kid not make it out of childhood without carrying some form of trauma = greatest failure ever *eyerolls even harder*#also ''starting a family'' must = birthing the child yourself as an afab person <- no longer the case nowadays#also sidenote im just fucking lonely? drastically so. a family could be cool?? maybe???? fuck i have no idea#its a terrifying prospect but is that only so because of my perfectionism?#much introspection to be had#shits hard#i could very well come out the other end of this still not wanting that family structure tbh#its very possible nay even likely#but it feels important that i at least humor the thought and actually genuinely consider it#then i can make a truly informed decision about what i want my future to look like#rather than continue living by standards that old me set up unquestioningly#hell i dont even have to do the family thing i could just partner up with someone#or several someones#its fucking scary because that person is out of my control (duh) and thats unacceptable for my perfectionism. so we opt out#but why am i letting that dumb voice in my head dictate how i live?? why does it have authority over me and my decisions???#like wtf that goes againt everything im about fuck off trying to tell me what to do#idc that its a voice in my head it doesnt get to boss me around. *I* control me. period. and that voice is decidedly NOT me#simi speaks
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kaiisers · 1 year
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BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA ꒰ heroes ꒱
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contains mature content, aimed for +18 audiences. reader discretion is advised. most of these works are f! or afab! reader. ALSO! minors + blank + ageless blogs will be blocked.
⿻ last updated: jan. 13, '23
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⌕ LEGEND
personal favorites : ♡
reader discretion advised, read content warnings : ✧ 
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flying through your ranks. ──── complete
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cw. angst, fluff, smut. pro hero! au, social media au, fake dating!au. swearing ( mostly bakugou ), suggestive, rated 17+, slight!age gap, everyone is aged-up into their twenties since they’re pros now
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𖨂 ⸱ ꕤ ⸱ AIZAWA SHŌTA ⸱ 相澤消太
♡ as it was. ──── completed
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cw. AFAB reader, no quirk au, single dad aizawa (+ adopted daughter eri, + prev. foster son hitoshi), professional nanny reader, falling in love, fluff and angst, slice of life, child ptsd + past child abuse (eri), aged-up characters, best friends touya + rumi, brief talk of a parent with addiction (hitoshi), domesticity, handling of child trauma, finding your place in a family, eventual smut, vaginal oral sex (reader receiving), a lot of kissing, no power dynamic
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cw. smut, rough sex, riding, sugar daddy au, filth.
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cw. slow burn, smut. 18+, spanking, quirk play, age difference (Endeavor is 46, reader is 29) Soulmate AU.
soft.
cw. Enji Todoroki x Chubby F!Reader - SMUT. breeding kink, chubby reader, Enji carries reader, unprotected sex, mentions of pregnancy
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syntaxeme · 6 years
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[A/N: So, Jean and I have been talking a lot about our superhero babies lately. Charisma here is one of those. They’re part of the East Coast team, I think, the ones stationed at the Academy. Anyway they’re a grumpy healer and I love them a lot.]
Name: Bao Hanh Phang
Callsign: Charisma
Species: demigod (?) half-human, half-…something else
Age: 28
Gender/sexuality: nonbinary (afab, they/them), pansexual
Ethnicity: Vietnamese-American
Alignment: Chaotic Good 
Body/body language: 5’, petite, soft. They definitely have no muscle definition to speak of. They’re not a physical combatant—though they do have a weapon to defend themselves. They didn’t always, which is the reason their right arm, from just below the shoulder, is prosthetic. Their prosthetic is permanently attached, as it’s connected to their nervous system in order to be fully functional. (That process was incredibly shitty to go through, but they’re not a fan of idealistic quick-and-painless healing anyway.) It’s made of some light but sturdy non-metal material and was provided by the Academy, as they were injured doing Academy work. Their skin is sort of olive toned; their mother is Vietnamese, and their physical appearance seems to mostly take after her (aside from their hair color). Their face is pretty round, as are most of their features. They have a severe case of Resting Bitch Face. 
Hair: ginger, thick, usually messy. It reaches about to their waist, but they usually have it bound up somehow (without much care) so it’s out of their eyes.
Eyes: monolid, dull green 
Background: Charisma is the child of a mortal woman and a god—at least that’s what people say. It’s difficult to get them to talk about their family, and when they do, they’re evasive. They were raised by their mother without a whole lot of influence from their other parent and lived the first 26 years of their life passing as a human. That is, they’re pretty new to the whole superhero thing. They went to medical school with the intention of being a doctor, but a very persuasive acquaintance convinced them that someone with their abilities would be useful to the hero community. So there they are at the Academy, teaching and healing and occasionally doing field work. They teach Human Anatomy, basic Theology, and very occasionally Magic Theory. They’re also involved with any first aid/medical training that goes on.                    During their first year with the Academy, one of their first field missions, they were taken captive by an enemy faction in order to heal an injured teammate, which they did. The baddies had every intention of returning them to the Academy when they were done, but after seeing the extent of their healing abilities, one of their leaders determined that they were too great an asset for “the enemy” to have. It was quickly made clear that they had no interest in joining up, so the leader decided to eliminate them instead. The others managed to keep him from killing them, but he did mangle their right arm beyond repair. They have a number of other scars down their right side, but most of them are covered by their clothing. It was a few months before they received their prosthetic (designed by some techie at the Academy), so it’s been about a year and a half now since they got it.
Powers: 
Spoken influence – This power isn’t really an absolute as in, “they speak it and it’s true.” It only works to affect other people’s thoughts and feelings; you could just say that they’re very persuasive. There is magic behind it, however. It only functions in the form of a statement or a command; questions and suggestions don’t work. It also has to be spoken aloud and clearly heard. These statements can range anywhere from “don’t worry; you’re going to be fine” to “it’s not as scary as it seems” to “you are going to live, damn it.” While they may not necessarily be true, they’re believable, which makes the psychological ones the most effective. The issue with this is that they can’t really turn it off, so they’ve learned to be careful of how they choose their words. (On a sort of separate note, this makes them come across as very trustworthy to anyone who talks to them; it’s almost impossible to suspect them of lying.)
Isolated condition reversal – This is a sort of time-reversal ability, but it has very specific conditions. Charisma’s “healing” is more like “un-damaging”; they can isolate a particular object and rewind it to its previous condition within a span of a few hours. Most often, they apply this to injuries on their patients, e.g. reversing a broken bone or a torn/cut muscle, etc. It can also be applied to other objects, however, such as a broken window or a wilting flower.
The longer the period of the “rewind,” the more energy it takes on their part.
The larger and more complex the subject, the more difficult it is for them; living things are invariably harder to work with.
The longest rewind they’ve ever done was eight hours, and it was so draining that they passed out for two days afterward. It’s essential for them to get to the subject in question ASAP.
They’ve never tried it, but they theorize that if they were to be around someone almost immediately after time of death, they might be able to reverse even that. However, 1) it would be incredibly difficult for them because it’s both a full-body rewind and who knows how much time would need to be taken off in order to make the body viable again in the first place, and 2) there’s the matter of a “soul,” if you want to call it that, and whether or not it would still be there when the body wakes up. They have absolutely no interest in ever testing this theory, but if worse comes to worse, it is still there in the back of their mind.
Personality: Impatient, irritable, more caring than they’d like to admit. They mostly get frustrated when people are hurt due to their own dumb or reckless decisions. They have little sympathy for that, though of course they’ll heal anyone who needs it. (Decisions made for the sake of helping others are an exception.) They prefer to use conventional medicine when possible, partially on principle (“things aren’t just magically fixed”) and partially because their healing magic takes a lot of energy, depending on the severity of the injury.             They’re pretty argumentative, but that doesn’t mean they don’t listen; they just want you to explain yourself properly, and if you can’t, reconsider what you’re saying. Contrary to what many people must think, they really don’t hate everyone, and they feel bad when they snap or realize they’re being a little too snarky. Their temper and tongue are just quick to react to what they perceive as foolishness or lack of consideration. When it matters and they know it, they can be more compassionate. Their teammates have noticed that they seem to be much more encouraging in the field. For some reason.             In terms of romance, they’re very straightforward. They don’t play hard to get. They don’t “make you work for it.” If they like someone, they see no point in tiptoeing around it. And if that’s a turn-off, oh well. They’re unfailingly honest—with the way their words affect people, they have to be, or they risk being completely misunderstood—and that’s not about to be compromised for anyone else’s sake.
Misc.:
They grew up English/Vietnamese bilingual and learned ASL in college, so they’re fluent in all three. Their mother strongly prefers Vietnamese, so that’s almost always what they use when speaking to her.
They don’t really do the whole “secret identity” thing, nor do they do the costume/mask thing. The only traditionally superhero-ish thing they do is the nickname; they go by Charisma to pretty much everyone, including people at the Academy. Their real name isn’t exactly a secret, but they introduce themselves as Charisma, so you would have to either ask directly or investigate their Academy files in order to learn it. It’s probably listed on the syllabi for the courses they teach.
They have a very high tolerance for alcohol; if given the choice, they’d pick beer over water most of the time.
They often curse without thinking too much of it. It’s only when people look at them funny or react strongly that they start to think “oh was that not appropriate here?”
They’re much more likely to be patient and understanding when it comes to kids (like 13 and younger) for some reason. This is one of few aspects of their personality they prefer not to openly admit to and very possibly has something to do with their weird parent situation. They’re not in any way interested in having children (that is, being pregnant and giving birth), but maybe they do have some parental feelings that they just…try really hard to ignore.
It’s not uncommon, particularly since they’re working with a lot of non-human or superhuman people, for their scientific curiosity to get the best of them, which leads to them studying how their patients and coworkers function biologically. They try to refrain from asking invasive questions on the subject, but it doesn’t make them any less curious.
Clothing:
They have a particular fondness for crop-tops, and their favorite color is powder blue.
They don’t do finger/hand accessories but wear lots of earrings. And probably sparkly things in their hair.
Although they’re nonbinary and will tell you so if you say or suggest otherwise, they don’t make any particular effort to look androgynous; they don’t try to hide their curves, and their pattern/color/textile selection could easily be called “girly.” They like embroidery (particularly flowers) and wide, loose sleeves. They wear a lot of blue jeans, usually light-colored ones. And boots. Probably Doc Martens. 
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