#all the shen jiu extras were painful but ob my vucking god

[nessberry]

The last two pages of the shen jiu extras where ACTUALLY the most agonizing thing I have ever read in my entire life. I was genuinely tweaking. Literally screaming in misery. I terrified my cats. I could have walked to Kentucky and back and still wouldn't have been fixed. I think those two pages will be the very last thing I think about before I die actually! Oh my God! The human body is not made to handle this kind of suffering

#in agony rn just remembering #i will be haunted by them forever #all the shen jiu extras were painful but ob my vucking god #THOSE PAGES WERE SO AWFUL #i cant take them #svsss #shen jiu #original shen qingqiu