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#all the benefits of bonding over something difficult with none of the vulnerability. he’d love it
anna-scribbles · 22 days
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i think adrien would love saying “the horrors” someone should teach him that. as explanations for your awful mental/physical state go, it checks like all his boxes: vague, deflective, silly. “what’s wrong adrien?” “oh you know. the horrors😸” like he would love that.
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musingsofsaturn · 4 years
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Just Imzadi Things™
Fandom: Star Trek The Next Generation
Ship: The Enterprise Will Riker/Deanna Troi (no I’m not going to stop making that joke)
Rating: T because adult themes are lightly suggested. There are also mentions of death.
Words: 2,100+
Summary: Five things that become perfectly normal when you share a telepathic bond with someone you’re pretending not to be in love with.
Author’s Note: Okay so I read this post from trekkingamongststars and loved the implications of them anticipating each other’s needs and just... the accidental intimacy of their bond? So I was thinking about all the lovely little ‘I’m in love with you but trying not to be because I value our friendship’ things that probably happened as Deanna and Will reconnected. Anyways I am just so soft for these two so I hope you enjoy this fluffy little collection of Just Imzadi Things™.
~ Saturn
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Betazed was a warm planet. Its climate was almost tropical, and the air was often thick with hot humidity that nurtured the vibrant plants of the gardens and natural spaces of the planet. Deanna loved the sensation of sunshine on her skin, enveloping her in comforting warmth. She’d grown up with it, and a sunny day would always remind her of home.
In contrast, the Enterprise was a decidedly chilly starship. With so many people from all different cultures and climates, she understood that the temperature on board had to suit the average comfort level of the crew, but Deanna still sometimes wished that that average level was just a few degrees higher.
Fortunately, she was able to adjust the temperature in her own quarters. It was kept high, and she loved the flood of warmth that escaped when she opened the door and stepped into her private space, where she was free to suit herself and be properly comfortable.
The first few times she’d been in Will’s quarters, the rooms had been the same temperature as the rest of the ship. And why wouldn’t they be? He was familiar with Alaskan winters. He hardly needed the level of warmth she did in order to be comfortable.
But as she started to visit more often, and as their telepathic connection strengthened, the temperature in his quarters had started to increase over time. She knew why; he’d commented on how warm her rooms were the first time he stepped inside, and had begun to pick up on her mild discomfort at how cold the rest of the ship felt. Whether that was telepathy, or just him reading her body language, she couldn’t be certain.
What she could be certain of though, was that Will was gradually raising the temperature in his quarters, even if she wasn’t there to appreciate it. Over a series of weeks, so he himself could acclimatise to it, he’d successfully adapted his own living space to suit her needs and make her comfortable.
That thought made her feel warmer than any Betazoid sun ever could.
~
T W O
The first time Deanna brought Will some food without asking, he hadn’t even realised that he was hungry.
He’d been writing reports and reviews for an hour that had slipped into two, then four, until he didn’t even recognise that time was passing. The chime of his door pulled his mind away from his work abruptly, and his voice was hoarse from lack of use when he invited the guest inside.
Deanna entered tentatively, carrying a bowl of something that smelled fantastic. “I brought you some soup. You need to eat.”
“That’s very kind but I’m not hung-” The statement was interrupted by a ravenous growl from his stomach as she placed the bowl in front of him on the desk, pushing the PADD to one side as she did. She smiled knowingly at him as he quietly said, “Thank you.” He tucked in.
After that, it became a regular occurence between them.
It wasn’t a conscious thought; they never asked the other to bring them food like a waiter. Sometimes, like the first time, they didn’t anticipate that it was needed at all.
But they could sense the subtle need for sustinence within each other. Will knew exactly when to turn up at her office with a chocolate mousse when she’d had a difficult appointment. Deanna seemed to arrive on the Bridge with perfect timing to deliver a coffee when she could sense his focus wavering. And once, they’d met in the corridor on the way to each other’s quarters, carrying food that they hadn’t wanted to eat alone when they knew the other would benefit from some company.
More than the food, it sustained them both to know that the other was thinking about them. To know that their needs were recognised and that someone cared about relieving them, that was the kind of nourishment that would last a lifetime.
~
T H R E E
Starfleet officers are trained to accept that they and their colleagues are at risk while serving. Everyone aboard the Enterprise has a tale of losing someone in the line of duty, whether they be a friend, family member, or lover.
For more senior officers, they even accept that their decisions and orders could be the reason that someone dies. It is a great burden and responsibility, and it takes its toll more than anyone ever seemed to admit.
In front of others, she accepted his cool and collected demeanour with regards to a recent mission. No one could have anticipated that there was an explosive device from a long-ended war still buried at the entrance to a small cave. And Will never could have predicted that ordering a member of his away team to quickly investigate that cave would have caused an explosion that knocked them to the floor and killed the young ensign instantly.
A young Bajoran, the ensign had only been assigned to the Enterprise that week. She had just begun to form friendships, and had shown that was a friendly and compassionate member of the crew. Will had sensed that, with experience, she would have climbed through the ranks of Starfleet. She had a promising career ahead of her.
Had.
The whole time he was discussing the incident with the captain, he maintained his composure. He filed the necessary reports, wrote a sincere statement to the ensign’s family, and later returned to the surface to continue their investigation of the area. To the outer world, he seemed measured; not uncaring and detached, but not emotional and defeated either. He was the model of a First Officer coping with a hard situation.
Deanna recognised his inner turmoil, however. She could sense his guilt, the feeling that he should have been the one to die, not the one who gave the order that snuffed out the woman’s life when she’d barely had chance to live it. She could tell that he was reeling from the terror of being caught on the outskirts of the blast, and the horror of realising that a member of his team hadn’t survived. There was an aching sadness in him; the knowledge that a loving family was about to learn that their daughter wasn’t coming home weighed heavily in his mind.
Later, when his shift had ended and he finally had a chance to return to his quarters and retreat into his thoughts, he barely got through the door before the weight of the day slumped his shoulders and made his large frame seem to collapse in on itself.
But Deanna was waiting for him. Her inky eyes met his as he started to cry, and he knew that she was the only person in the galaxy who could understand how he felt in that moment.
Wordlessly, she wrapped her arms around his body, pressing as much of herself into him as she could. The pressure was good, reassuring, and he returned her embrace with shaking limbs.
His face burrowed into her shoulder as sobs racked through him. She didn’t say a word - there were none that would help anyway. Instead, she continued to hold him close, permitted him to be vulnerable and exposed without any judgement or expectation.
There was nothing she could do to relieve him of his grief, but standing in her embrace, crying like a small child for the first time in years, Will felt the closest thing to peace that he’d experienced that day.
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F O U R
Deanna awoke with a start.
It wasn’t the first time she had suffered from a nightmare, and it wouldn’t be the last. Gasping for air, she sat up and ran her hands through her hair. The images that had haunted her were already slipping away.
In the dark, she fumbled towards the replicator and quietly got herself a glass of water. Her heart was still racing slightly, adrenaline coursing through her veins, but it had only been a dream and she knew she would be alright.
After finishing her water with slow sips, she went back to bed. She felt calmer, and knew she was tired, and it seemed liked the sensible thing to do. With a few deep breaths, she closed her eyes and tried to empty her mind of thoughts.
Almost an hour later, she was still awake.
She hadn’t been able to get herself comfortable - the material of her pillowcase seemed to scratch at her cheek, it seemed she had one too many limbs to arrange them in a way that suited her, and a sudden leg cramp in her calf had been the final straw.
Deanna didn’t really know why she chose to leave her own quarters, a robe wrapped over her nightgown for propriety’s sake. It was a short walk to Will’s quarters, and it seemed as though no time had passed at all before she arrived at his door.
Hesitating, she almost turned to return to her own rooms. Will was definitely sleeping, and she felt guilty about waking him. Not to mention it seemed so pathetic to go crawling to him because she couldn’t sleep after a bad dream.
However, in the instant that she decided to leave, the door opened for her. She hadn’t pressed to ring for permission, hadn’t overrided any security systems, and there was no way Will had known she was there and just opened the door to let her in and stop her dithering.
No, he had programmed it to open automatically for her, just as it would for him.
Touched at this unexpected display of trust and familiarity, Deanna stepped into his quarters. She made her way to his bedroom, and quietly climbed in to lay beside him.
He didn’t wake up as her arm wrapped over his chest and she snuggled into his back, seeking warmth. Deanna was lulled to sleep at last by his soft breaths, and the knowledge that she was safe and welcome here.
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F I V E
As the pair of them strengthened their Imzadi bond, it seemed that their feelings throughout the day had become shared.
Will would be sat on the Bridge and feel a sudden rush of satisfaction. He smiled to himself every time he realised where it had come from. He knew that Deanna had had a long day full of appointments with members of the crew, and she had decided to treat herself to a chocolatey dessert. That satisfied burst he felt had been her tasting the first bite of a sundae or piece of cake, perfectly balanced with chocolate, cream, and fudge.
Deanna discovered that watching Will play poker was almost as entertaining as playing herself. When she had folded her hand, and it no longer mattered if she used her empathic abilities, she loved to zone in on Will’s feelings, and he opened his mind to hers when she was no longer playing. In many ways, she became his ‘tell’, as she had to work hard not to grin when she experienced a rush of mischevious energy when he bluffed, which was only amplified when the bluff worked.
Will came to recognise how the people Deanna interacted with could affect her mood. He knew when she was with Beverly, because he could physically feel her mind relaxing over their telepathic link. He also knew when the two were engaging in salacious gossip, as a feeling of giddy curiosity came over her as Beverly disclosed various secrets. The Imzadi bond between Will and Deanna made it so he knew exactly who she liked and disliked, and to what extent. And he once learned just how strong that bond could be when Lwaxana Troi made a comment that was so intensely irritating to Deanna that it made Will’s eyes roll without warning from four miles away.
Deanna learned that she could always get an honest opinion on her outfits, whether Will knew he was sharing it or not. She never minded the flood of attraction that leapt from his mind to hers when he saw her in some of her more flattering dresses. People can’t control their natural impulses of attraction like that, and she had learned not to read into it. However, she knew that Will would be embarrassed if she ever acknowledged his more lustful feelings, so she politely pretended not to pick up on those feelings when they arose.
Will spent years being convinced that he was learning to empathically block his more erotic feelings from reaching her mind. Since she never even flinched when his feelings became far more than friendly when she walked into a room in a certain blue dress, he was certain that he could appreciate her beauty and his own fantasies without it reaching her.
It was only when he arrived at her quarters in a particularly revealing v-neck wrap one evening and she wasn’t quick enough to mask the warmth of attraction that filled her mind (and by extension, his), that he realised just how much their telepathic bond had probably been betraying him all along.
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larryfanfiction · 6 years
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ABO 
Alpha Harry / Omega Louis
🌕 Where You Lay by HamPalpert (86k)
When Louis’s upcoming heat threatens his success at his new dream job, he asks the best (and only) person he can think of to help him through it: his best mates’ best mate, Harry Styles. Harry reluctantly accepts, and together the two navigate a strange friends with benefits relationship that quickly turns complicated.
🌕 Like Candy In My Veins by littlelouishiccups (31k)
“Um…” Harry said slowly after a moment. “Okay. That’s… this is… Let me get this straight.” He lifted up a hand and swallowed. “You told your family that you have a boyfriend… and my name was the first one you thought of?”
“Harry Potter was on TV, alright? It wasn’t that much of a stretch.” Louis pinched the bridge of his nose. He couldn’t believe he was explaining himself to Harry fucking Styles. He couldn’t believe he was stooping this low. “Forget it. I’m sorry I even thought about bringing you into this.”
Harry snorted. “What? Did you want me to pretend to be your boyfriend or something?” (Basically the A/B/O, enemies to lovers, fake relationship, Christmas AU that nobody asked for.)
🌕 falling into you by stylinsoncity (143k)
In the grand scheme of adolescence and boyhood, Harry was still working himself out, so far with little luck. But four things he could say for certain: 1) he'd been at the top of his class all through primary and secondary school, 2) he was the shittiest alpha to ever walk the earth, 3) Liam Payne never let him forget it, and 4) he’d been in love with this boy, Louis Tomlinson, ever since he was fifteen years old.
🌕 i want you so much (but i hate your guts) by becauselarry (83k)
AU in which Louis gets accepted to play for the Manchester University Alpha-Beta Football Team. The only problem: Louis is actually an Omega. He is determined to make it big in the football world, though, and he can't do that bound to an Omega team. With the help of a faked doctor's certificate and some pretty strong suppressants he is ready to fight for his dream.
That Harry Styles (Alpha, second year and youngest football captain of the A-B team in ages) doesn't seem to like him complicates matters, though.
🌕 Strawberries & Cigarettes by dimpled_halo (74k)
Harry looks up and immediately freezes. Next to Ms. Archie stands the boy from just the other day. The boy with the leather jacket and chipped black nails, that might or might not be sketched in the very book Harry has just placed on the table in front of him. The leather jacket is missing today, probably because they aren’t allowed as part of their required uniform attire, but Harry can still see the fading black nail polish on his nails, and eyeliner around his eyes. Harry’s mouth goes a little dry. This boy is so intriguing to him.
“Ye-yes, Ms. Archie?” Harry tries to play it cool, but he’s almost positive that his cheeks are burning red, and he’s relieved neither of them can tell how fast his heart is beating in his chest.
The boy seems to also recognize Harry, because his lips curve into a knowing smirk.
“Harry is at the top of his class. He’s your best bet at getting familiar with things around here.” She explains.
Louis nods, his smirk still very prominent on his face. “Thank you Ms. Archie. I’ll be sure to take advantage of young Harold here.”
*
Summary: Two stories, eleven years, and the two boys that never stopped loving each other.
🌕 Love is like this; not a heartbeat, but a moan by angelichl (13k)
"He hates this, more than anything in the world he hates this. His title, his rank, his DNA. Unchangeable. Fated.
And then there’s Harry, born to be unobjectively superior to Louis and all other O’s. Unlike other A’s, Harry doesn’t wear his alpha-ness very well. He’s clumsy with it, like walking around in a pair of shoes a size too big. His life is defined by uncertainty and tentativeness, and those are definitely not qualities alphas should have.
Sometimes, when Louis ponders it for too long, he thinks that maybe Harry resents being an A just as much as Louis resents being an O."
In which Harry loves Louis, but Louis has been cold to him ever since he presented as an omega at age fifteen. Eight years later, Louis approaches Harry with a request, and who is Harry to deny him?
🌕 Cold Little Heart by seducedbycurls (194k)
Louis is a soft omega with an abusive past and an alpha child A few months after getting a divorce, Louis meets Harry, an ex-military alpha wolf that offers him something -odd.
In exchange for teaching him how to cook, Harry will babysit his son, Abraham Louis really could use the help.
🌕 Symphony Hall Series by HelloAmHere @helloamhere  (137k)
“I think I have an idea,” Louis said. Slowly, and reluctantly, but with a growing sense of the inevitable. “God damnit, I think I have a really good idea.”
“Oh christ, that’s the problem-solving face,” Babs said. “Last time we saw that face, he sold a company.”
“Wait, what?” Zayn asked.“Right place, right time,” Louis said. “Also, fuck my life,”
“What?” Zayn repeated. Niall patted his hand.“I usually just roll with whatever Louis is about to do,” he said. “It’s better for us all.”
“That’s the attitude,” said Louis, “I’ll tell you tomorrow. Tonight, I need to do some research. Zayn, give me your number. I’m gonna save our symphony.”
🌕 Pray for some Sweet Simplicity by delsicle (237k)
Louis is the only omega to ever make it in the cut-throat world of competitive motorcycle racing—that is, he would be if anyone actually knew about his identity. Now, his sights are set towards competing in—and winning—the European Grand Prix, the biggest and most difficult race of the entire year, so he can disappear underground for good. He’s close enough, too, until an alpha sports journalist is assigned to follow Louis’s every move as he prepares for the event of his career.
Or, an AU where motorcycle racing is the biggest sport in a heavily divided world, Louis is trying to take control of his own destiny, and Harry is in for more than he bargained for.
🌕 As Deep as the Sky by swallowsmateforlife (12k)
A passed-out omega on the bathroom floor isn’t exactly what Harry had in mind when he thought about taking a cute boy home. The idea of leaving Louis there, vulnerable and unresponsive, weighs guiltily at Harry’s conscience. Turns out it’s the best decision he’ll ever make.
🌕 You Burn With the Brightest Flame by sarcasticfluentry (34k)
Harry frowns, thinking that he shouldn’t have to be glad about what gender he is, just like omegas shouldn’t have to be scared and nervous that anyone they meet might want to hurt them. He wonders why none of this occurred to him before, how he possibly could’ve just sailed through life before this without realizing how fortunate he was being born a beta. That seems a bit too serious of a conversation for Simon Cowell’s waiting room, though, so Harry puts an arm around Louis’s shoulders and teases, “You say that like you’re old or something. Two years isn’t that big of a difference!”
“Tell me that when you’re eighteen and looking back on this conversation,” Louis says.
“Well that’s - that’s different, isn’t it? We could be anywhere in two years, we could be famous.
”Louis’s eyes light up, his smile widening. “You think so?”
…or, the X-Factor Era A/B/O fic.
🌕 Swim In The Smoke by whoknows (101k)
 “What about this, Captain?” Liam asks, nudging the boy kneeling between their feet with the toe of his boot. The boy hisses and swipes at him, slurring out something unintelligible around the makeshift gag Niall had to stuff in his mouth. He misses by a mile and tries again, just as ineffectively. Harry looks down at him, at the way the sun streams over his face and shoulders, at the way the gag stretches his mouth, lips pink and chapped. He’s lithe and pretty, smudged all over with dirt. They had found him tied up below deck, mostly unconscious, next to a barrel full of gold. He’s clearly a prisoner, but there’s something familiar about him, something that niggles at Harry’s brain. Something he can’t quite put his finger on. “Put him in my cabin,” Harry decides, turning back to deal with the rest of the loot. The boys screams out jumbled curse words at Harry’s back, muffled by the gag, and Harry can’t understand any of it.
🌕 With Love Comes Strange Currencies by mediaville (16k) 
One day One Direction will be over and Louis won’t be around Harry every waking moment. He’ll be able to finally get some space, let their bond dissipate as it’s bound to do, if they don’t mess up again. He can move to Costa Rica and forget that Harry Styles popped his first knot inside him. Until then, he’s going to have to deal with this. or, They’re Accidentally Mated and Dealing With It Rather Badly.
🌕 Mr. Tomlinson by iwillpaintasongforlou (4k)
Louis is a billionaire CEO who makes grown men cry and rival companies crumble. He’s also an omega. Harry is the quiet cupcake of a man he calls his alpha and the only one who gets to see Louis as anything less than fearsome.
🌕 If Anyone Knew by StarFar (50k)
Harry’s a young alpha who’s strangely gentle. Louis’ an omega who’s strangely protective. Being the only ones in the band who aren’t betas they automatically empathise with each other and decide that it’s their job to look after each other.
Or Harry and Louis through the early One Direction years in an a/b/o universe.
🌕 Settle Down With Me by ItsLivvvy (12k)
I have always loved him, Louis. I will always love him. From childhood till the day we part.
OR
When Louis and Harry slowly fall in love from childhood forward and build their dream together.
🌕 Cameras Flashing by juliusschmidt (81k)
With his breakout single platinum three times over and his second album still selling out in stores around the world, Louis Tomlinson has made it to the top. However, his position as Pop Heartthrob of the Decade is threatened by the edgier, more artistic Zayn, who happens to be releasing an album a week after Louis’ upcoming third. Louis needs something groundbreaking- scandalous, even- to push past him in the charts. Much to Louis’ dismay, his PR team calls in The Sexpert.
Consulting with PR firm Shady, Lane and Associates pays the bills so that Harry Styles can spend his down time doing what he really loves: poring over data. On weekends and late into the evenings, he researches gender, presentation, and sexual orientation, analysing the longitudinal study that is his father’s life’s work. That is, until his newest client, the popstar with the fascinating secret, drags him off his couch and frighteningly close to the spotlight.
As the album’s release date approaches, will Tomlinson and Styles be able to pull off the most risky PR scheme of the millennium and beat Zayn in sales or will the heat of their feelings for each other compromise everything?
🌕  Didn’t Fall For You (You Fucking Tripped Me) by @allwaswell16 (15k)
These days Louis tends to steer clear of dating alphas. He’s dated too many knotheads in his time, and he’s ready to just focus on school and his friends and his pet monitor lizard, of course.
Too bad the alpha next door won’t take a hint and stop using the worst pick up lines of all time on him. He’s really got to stop laughing with him–and talking to him and walking to class with him and letting him bring him coffee and tea and gifts for his lizard and watching Netflix together and…
Alpha Louis / Omega Harry
🌕 Stars Will Align For Us by 2tiedships2 (15k)
"The serial monogamist is single," Niall said by way of introduction when he sat down across from Harry in the canteen.
Harry sipped his chocolate milk. "What are you going on about?"
"Your alpha dream boat," Niall said. "That tiny little footie player? I heard from Hannah that he's broken it off with his boyfriend so he’s single and ready to flamingle. Now's the time to make your move."
Harry sipped his chocolate milk harder to keep himself from replying.
Or the one where Harry is an omega at a loss of how to get past his pining and gain the attention of Louis...especially considering the alpha is always in a relationship.
🌕 But Please, Don't Bite by shyserious (122k)
"Melodic little jingle sounded from a bell hanging over the doorframe and warm indoor air curled heavily around his shivering body for the first time in months. Harry suddenly felt a sting in the corners of his eyes and had to force down a broken sob. Fuck, he was a mess. Such a mess. He had to focus."
🌕 wanna taste your heart, don't interfere by (orphan_account) (16k)
Harry still remembers how unsure he felt when he first told Louis, how self-conscious he was. Louis had been nothing but understanding and kind, though, reassuring him that nothing’s going to change between them, that they’re still best friends regardless of sex. Harry had been mostly relieved at that, because he really doesn’t want to lose Louis as a friend over this, but another part of him had been a bit sad because… well, because nothing changed between them. Or rather, there is change, but it’s completely one-sided as far as Harry can tell.
This change being him not getting enough of the way Louis smells. He just can’t help it, is the thing, unable to stop himself from trying to subtly press his nose against the fabric of Louis’ shirt by his shoulders. He still smells like faint cologne and sweat, which is enough to make Harry start feeling slightly dizzy.
(harry presents as an omega, louis is his alpha best friend, and there are hidden feelings that just get harder to control.)
🌕 lemon eyes by turnyourankle (50k)
It's not proper for omegas to mess around with alphas before finding their bondmate. But Harry doesn't give a damn what's proper and fully intends on getting as much experience as he can before even trying to find one. As far as he's concerned, the right alpha won't care, and he'll have some fun on the way.
And who better to start with than Louis Tomlinson, the alpha with the worst reputation on campus?
🌕 hard to confess by hereforlou (24k)
One, they only did it without a condom once (and a half) and not during his heat. Never during his heat. Two, he never once forgot to take his birth control (he’s almost sure). Three, his plan is to be married for a year before he even starts trying for a baby, and not only is he very, very single, him and Louis aren’t even sleeping together anymore. Which brings him to reason number four why this can’t be happening: Louis. Louis doesn’t want a baby with Harry. (Or, the one where Harry knows he messed up and Louis knows nothing.)
🌕 Drunk on Rose Water by brainwaves (9k)
It’s the first time in a few years that Harry has a strong desire to risk everything for something he loves.The last time, it was being a fashion model. This time, it’s Louis.
🌕 The Beast You’ve Made of Me by ashtarok/ orphan_account (4k)
The bell tinkled, and Harry froze as an overpowering scent, musky and thick, crisp and slightly sweet, yet utterly masculine, delightfully tickled his senses. Harry’s eyes slowly slid up to see the source of this wonderful scent, and his breath was taken away at the sex god before him, all muscled and compact and utterly screaming of Alpha. Icy blue eyes stared him down, set off by sharp cheekbones, a stubbled jaw that looked yummy enough to nibble on, and caramel hair, which was lazily gelled, a few pieces falling over his forehead. His skin was tan, his hands strong and steady, his biceps still clearly visible even through his jacket. Every fiber of Harry’s being stood at full alert. The one where Harry’s a vanilla-sweet Omega and Louis walks into his bakery one day.
🌕 The Bond That Can't Be Broken by louisgrindsonharry (10k)
Louis’ an alpha and Harry’s an omega. They never really stood a chance.
🌕 Between the Shadow and the Soul by MiniMangaFan/ orphan_account (6k)
“It’s just easier to stay in Donny and train, Haz,” Louis says quietly. “Two transatlantic flights in less than a week right before a big match is a terrible idea. We should have known that before, but...”
Harry nods. It’s reasonable. It’s totally, completely reasonable and Harry can support that. Another five or six days of not being able to hold Louis’ hand and kiss him sweetly is killing Harry, but he can handle it. “Okay, so that’s, what, the 20th that you’ll be coming over here?”
Louis hesitates, and Harry has to bite back a frustrated growl. “I’ve got writing sessions and time in the studio scheduled as of yesterday, plus I’m supposed to get papped clubbing in London again and just… it’s shit but there’s no time to make the trip until early May, at the least.”
Or, Harry and Louis spend a month apart.
🌕 Let’s Embrace The Point Of No Return by sweaterpawstyles (6k)
Louis was a whole new scale of beautiful, he was richer than Harry could've ever imagined, and he was the most powerful, dominant alpha that Harry had ever come in contact with. The only problem now is that Louis is also Harry's boss.
Louis believed Harry was an alpha, and had no idea about how he had lied about his status just to get an interview with Louis. He was in too deep now and he couldn't look back.
Or
Harry is an omega intern at an all alpha company. Louis is his boss. There's some complications.
🌕 All These Lights by MediaWhore (34k)
“People vote for alphas because they’re strong and they’re not only beautiful but also mesmerizing. They make you want to give them all of your attention, make you want to beg for some of theirs back. They’re shiny, oozing sex appeal and a commanding presence, and people always want more and more. Omegas are enticing too for sure, but it’s not the same. It makes people uncomfortable. It doesn’t make them want to root for you.”the canon fic where Harry is an omega and dreams come with a price.
🌕 resolutions and lovers in the kitchen by MarchieTheHare/orphan_account (10k)
Their dinner’s probably going cold, but this feels monumental. So instead of sitting them down on the table and talking about it face to face over chicken and pasta, Harry just puts his hands over Louis’ where they’re settled on his lower stomach, not letting the moment slip past them. He takes a deep breath, carefully arranging his thoughts. “She looks really lovely, Louis. Positively glowing. Her bump’s so big, and…” he trails off, breath hitching slightly when Louis lifts his hand higher, settling it right over Harry’s stomach, and that’s—
“And what, baby?” Louis asks, voice now dropped to a whisper, and Harry has to take a moment to collect his thoughts.
“She, um. She knows about you, of course, and she asked me when we’re—when we’re having a baby of our own.”
(harry teaches little kids and louis writes sports articles. they're trying for a baby.)
🌕 i’ll be hurt from the heat (running from the heat) by itiswhatitisbutterfly (11k)
It’s engrained into him, nothing else matters, protecting Harry at all costs is what pumps his heart and floods his veins. It’s just, he didn’t count on the one thing Harry would need protecting from would be himself.
(Harry and Louis are in love, and they are probably soul mates. They just can’t be bond mates because despite the undeniable pull, it’s them against the world.) 
Alpha Harry / Alpha Louis
🌕 No Easy Love (Could Make Me Feel This Way) by allwaswell16 (17k)
There’s never been anyone for Harry but Louis. He had always thought their love would last forever, despite society’s pressures on an alpha/alpha relationship. When Louis breaks up with him and moves to Chicago, he’s suddenly left behind to pick up the pieces of the life they once shared. Instead of moving on, he finds reasons to keep Louis in his life and in the process begins to piece together what went wrong.
Or an Alpha Louis/Alpha Harry au where they get a second chance to make things right with the love of their life.
🌕 Alpha Seeking Alpha by jaerie (3k)
Maybe it's taboo, but Louis can't stop thinking about a strong alpha holding him down and filling him with a knot. Louis may be alpha himself yet there's a corner of the internet where he can get what he wants. He finally has the courage to do it.
🌕 Cancel your reservations, no more hesitations by 14hrflight (22k)
Louis still has his eyes on the bill when he barges into Harry’s room without knocking because he doesn’t want to get evicted and the smell hits him first.
It’s overly sweet and unnatural, and his stomach drops because it smells like an omega. Louis eyes widen and he looks up and - Harry’s on his hands and knees, a half spilled bottle of synthetic omega slick next to him and a huge, knotted dildo pressing into his hole. Harry’s face is flushed and he looks fucked-out and -
“I’m sorry!” Louis squeaks out and quickly backtracks, face red, because he wasn’t supposed to see that and Harry’s an alpha but he - Louis isn’t going to judge him.
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Louis is an alpha and so is Harry, but Louis helps him through his rut anyway.
🌕 swimming in a champagne sea by delsicle (16k)
Louis is a supermodel. Harry is a celebrity photographer known for capturing the brightest up and comers in their most candid moments. They meet at London’s most exclusive New Year’s Eve party.
An alpha/alpha fic filled with confusion, banter, Ubers, and glitter
Omega Harry / Omega Louis
🌕 A Firm Believer and a Warm Receiver by objectlesson (10k) @horsegirlharry
a few months ago, Louis had his first heat. It was no big deal, aside from it being awkward and weird and all the other things it was supposed to be. He figured he would present as an omega, so he wasn’t exactly surprised or anything.
But then, last week, Harry had his first heat, too.Or, the omega/omega sleepover fic no one asked for but y'all really, really need.
🌕 Even Your Honey Dew by objectlesson (9k)
It probably says something about Harry that he’s so obsessed with another omega’s arse.
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Congratulations, VICTORIA! You have been accepted as JULIETTE WINTHROP with the faceclaim of EIZA GONZÀLEZ. We like the detail in your application, there was clearly a lot of thought behind Juliette and can’t wait to see her interacting with our other characters.  We’re so excited to have you! Please go through our checklist and send in your account within 24 hours.
Out of Character
Name. Victoria
Pronouns. she/her
Age.18
Timezone. GMT-3
Triggers. none
In Character
Full Name. Juliette Cordelia Winthrop
Gender & Pronouns. Female | she/her
Age. 28
Species. Shadowhunter
Faceclaim. Eiza González // Phoebe Tonkin
Quote. “Let her sleep, for when she wakes, she will move mountains”
Biography.
It’s said that opposites attract but sometimes the line is too blurry. Perhaps we all aim for the same goal but from time to time feelings cloud up our reasoning and judgement - don’t believe it? Here’s proof.
Juliette Cordelia Winthrop was born in Paris as both a blessing and a curse to Freya Verlac and Gregory Penrose. There was no denying the young woman had seen her birth as a way of getting back the close bond she had once shared with the man she befriended and met at the Paris Institute, being her mother Élodie Verlac the head of it. On the other hand, the shadowhunter had considered this a selfish obstacle, meant to distract him from the one secret Freya wasn’t aware of: Gregory was one to clean the way for Jonathan to take over her cousin’s identity. Around 2007, Jonathan had stepped into Sebastian’s shoes - an uncle that the one-year-old would’ve met only once before his death. Gregory knew it was time to get Freya out of the way too - the less connection she had with Sebastian, the least she’d suspect of Jonathan.
Their next destination had been chosen: Amsterdam. But no secret would be safe as long as the truth was known by someone else. It couldn’t have been a coincidence that only weeks later, Freya’s attempt to track down her cousin resulted on her death. Living out of a suitcase was part of Gregory’s agenda now but he knew he owed their daughter a better future than he couldn’t offer with the amount of guilt that was starting to weight on his shoulders as everything sank in. In hopes of making up for his mistakes, Juliette was left in the hands of an adoptive family in Boston - the Wintrops. As a toddler, Juliette recalled having a beautiful house and loving parents who she’d always consider them to be her biological ones. Their close bond to the Silvermore family quickly made Freya and her daughter grow fond of the other family – moving in that huge world on her own was a difficult task, but Juliette saw in the Silvermore siblings her favourite childhood friends and soon learning to take her first breaths, walk her first steps or learn about the hidden world that awaited seemed a lot easier with them by her side.
Instead of being by his daughter’s side as she learned to find her place in that world, Gregory spent years hiding. He’d occasionally show up at the Wintrops’ house to check on his daughter but his visits became less and less frequent as Juliette approached her teenage years. Only when she was 11 years old, Juliette found herself learning the truth about the ordinary world she had always known. Everything had happened so quickly: one moment she was chasing her sister around the park while her parents, Mr. and Mrs. Silvermore kept their eyes on their offspring from the distance, the next all her nightmares came true and she couldn’t begin to describe the creature that took her sister’s last breath. That had been the breakpoint: Juliette couldn’t remain naive about her surroundings and threats.
Everything began to be different again. But one thing hadn’t changed ever since she stepped into that world: Frederick Silvermore had remained by her side regardless and the pieces were starting to fall into place with help of the wisdom and kindness that would make of him someone special in her heart. Despite the many friends she had lost, the isolation that surrounded her, that one childhood best friend was the only one she could see as her parabatai...unless there was something more. That stopped being possible as soon as they began dating. In a twisted way, she had found someone she cared deeply about and she had made sure to demonstrate that. Her life had become her own kind of fairytale but she should’ve known it wasn’t always easy to put up with her behavior. They both dragged one another into their own world of craziness and the safety they had given each other was temporary - it was only a matter of time to make them understand that their relationship was built on a love neither of them could escape even when it was evident a walk on their own could be a way to prevent disasters. They were so similar and so different sometimes. Since a young age he had been too mature for kids his age, looking forward to spending a quiet day with his books and trying to learn as much about the world as he could. However, it was around their twenties that for an instance they seemed to switch roles and his stubbornness reminded him of hers. She had been trying to be coherent and make him see through the pressure he was putting himself under or the consequences this could have. The outcome had been pretty dangerous: she had insisted - he needed a break but that wasn’t part of his plan and soon the two were involved in a hunt that almost got both of them killed.
After that incident, a year long break came along. The two had been at New York City’s institute for awhile now upon Freddie’s insistence and Juliette’s eagerness for adventure. During their time apart, the brunette developed a rather careless, vain and narcissistic attitude. She’d no go on a hunt before making sure she could have some fun flirting around and teasing those who were about to disappear under her blade - she knew in her heart that undoubtedly her heart belonged to Frederick. However, she had never expected to bump into Jonathan Morgenstern and have a whole new side of her life revealed to herself. His words had always been too convincing when talking about her past with clear proof despite her wariness. He’d say something and she’d spent nights at the Institute’s library searching for the right answers. Yes, her father was Gregory Penrose, indeed - someone that she was eager to meet now and Jonathan would use that to his own benefit. He had once pretended to be this woman’s uncle, he could now use the secrets the family hadn’t been wise enough to reveal however he wanted. Aware of the fact the person who was telling her this was the same man she had come to the institute to bring down, she didn’t allow the darkness to blind her completely. It was up to her deciding what to do with the truth she now held as a secret but she knew exactly why Jonathan had decided to bring this up - wouldn’t she try to learn about the whys of her father’s decisions and feel identify with them as if she belonged elsewhere?
Juliette finds herself holding Frederick’s hand once again - but now with a new surname that weight on her shoulders as she walks through the Institute’s doors and hopes nobody will even begin to suspect. She knows that all the reputation she’s been working on can disappear in a blink of an eye due to a mere last name. But what she hasn’t spoken about yet is the way her independent attitude could make of her just a betrayer like her father if they were to find out her new intentions around the Institute. She’s more than sure she’d never turn her back on those who are just like a huge family to her - but she also believes she can take on this on her own without any help. There is the plan: she was told to act as if she were cooperating with the Clave when her real goal is to steal the Mortal Cup behind its back and take it to Jonathan. The story repeats but little does he know she’s not willing to follow her father’s path. If anything, she’d try to remain close to him and wait for the right amount of information or moment to strike back. Will she succeed or will her good intentions be misunderstood and left to have her father’s fate? Or will she swallow her pride and speak to the Clave? Will she find out who was her sister’s murderer? Either way, she knows where home is: the Institute and its people.
Juliette doesn’t show her feelings much, but she is more vulnerable than her guarded and apparent aloofness may lead others to believe. Since she was considered to be beautiful and knew so, too, she used it to her advantage. However, toying with boys and girls wasn’t as fun as she thought it was. Especially when she aged to her more mid-twenties years. She had responsibilities and was needed more in her missions rather than the clubs or at parties meeting new people. She is hard and soft; she is intense and easy going; she is strong and vulnerable; she is safe and dangerous; she is logical and impulsive. She is strong and aggressive, but her brokenness and her emotions are not buried far beneath her tough exterior. She's the kind of tough girl who doesn't let things like that get to her, or at least on the outside. At 28-years-old, she  doesn’t resemblance the sweet and innocent child she had once been at all. She has an outspoken attitude, fierce charisma, and witty tongue.  Most of the time, she doesn’t give a shit about everything. Although if you get to know her, she’ll compromise herself to look after the people she cares about. Generally speaking, the girl is ruled by her insecurities, despite a confident exterior. However, despite her manipulative and often ruthless behaviour, she is revealed to have a sensitive and loving nature as well. This side is revealed time and time again especially when she must come to the defence of someone she cares about. She is fully aware of her desirability and capacity for manipulative behaviour as well.
Additional IC Information. Freddie Silvermore’s partner.
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