#all of these murky emotions swirling within me just feel so intense rn idk

[diorsbrando]

it’s 2:34 am and i am feeling ✨inadequate✨

#ʬʬ.sosa speaks.com #sorry ; tw periods / menstrual cycle #it’s probablyyyyy bc of that time of the month bc idk #all of these murky emotions swirling within me just feel so intense rn idk #i feel inadequate in everything in my life rn #like….everything #i fear if i think too hard i’ll start crying #i think what triggered it is me scrolling through dash and that made me think of writing #and then it led to ‘oh i haven’t published anything in a while’ #can u sense where this train of thought is going??? yeah. #and what started out as me hating the fact i haven’t posted any long fics on here in a while expanded #to everything else and …idk im going to bed bye goodnight kisses