#all of my short smau’s and jjk are basically my way of getting that feeling of satisfaction of pleasing a big audience

[midnight-pluto]

sorry bookies i will be going on a hiatus for the rest of January due to ✨issues✨ 😔😔

#rin’s rants 🥀 #im going to put the rest of this in tags as a way to vent so dw pookie u can keep scrolling 🫶🫶 #but yea I just feel myself chasing after likes on each post as this site has become a way for me to feel noticed and I don’t wanna that #ig it all started when i got shadowbanned and my blog was unnoticeable for a week and that rlly effected me a lot more than it should have #like mentally and physically which it honestly shouldn’t have #I’ve been chasing to get attention on this blog ever since by (if u noticed) updating multiple times a week and only posting what does best #all of my short smau’s and jjk are basically my way of getting that feeling of satisfaction of pleasing a big audience #even tho im def not a big blog im making this post like i am 💀 whoops that sounded a lil pick me mb #i jus wanna take some time to get out of that mentality and go back to making posts regardless if it won’t do well with tumblrs algorithm #but uh if u read all of this thank you #thank you to everyone who have followed me and liked my posts #ilysm /p