#all ive done is analyse and pull apart every inch 9f myself and my life since november

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#i gotta talk to her or else im just gonna cut her off #bc i know this is my own fault reflected back to me . n i am g9nna changw tbat so i dont do that again #but fucksake. #thw more i think abt my relatioship w her the more i k8nda jeep coming to the 'i dont wanna do this? i wanna create distance bwtween us' #conclusion . bc its not that shea a bad person #but every so often we go out of sync n keeping close contact w her ruins my progress sometimes #like . how do u never listen to me . and when YOU upset me i end up conforting YOU bc you #fucked uo and uoset me. but now its on me to comfort you even tho???? #or see me going through some shit n then immediatwly assume im pissed at you or that it has anything to do with you #when it fuck8ng d9esnt. NOW it does bc youve pissed me off. but you dont fucking talk to me for days on end #over somethinh so trivual that doesnt even CONCERN YOU. and then come at mw as if im mad at you. #like . its not always abt you !!! for fucksake its not always abt you !!!!! #all ive done is analyse and pull apart every inch 9f myself and my life since november #and im getting more and more annoyed at the people and things and situations in my life. #bx ive created half of them n now i have to change them. but even the shit i didnt create i still gotta . fix #idk all of this isbt easy and im so tired od fixing myswlf and fixing my life #am sick 9f my own mentality. n yes im trying to change yhat. but it feels like im getting NOWEHRE with it