#alao hi friends i am here but i am down in the dumps rn !! sorry for being a lil quiet

[willowser]

hello willow ! I saw that there are tags for past rape and sexual abuse on ptmy, and I understand if u dont wanna spoil anything (if so no need to answer this!) but i was just wondering if it would pertain to reader or to touya ??

i love ur fics so much !!

hello dearest ✨️

i — originally wasn't sure if this was a spoiler or not, but i'm going to answer it anyway; nothing is ever specifically detailed or mentioned, and it's not one certain event either, but, in ptmy, touya has never had a completely consensual sexual experience in his life. all that he knows about it, all he's ever experienced, all he understands of it, has no basis regarding a 'i'm doing this because i want to do this with you' mindset — which is sad !! but it comes from both viewing it in his childhood (however that manifested between rei and enji) as well as how he survived, alone, as a young man, on the streets while growing up.

ty for reading my things, and for the question !!

#it's touched on more in the next chapter but again — there isn't one specific instance that warrants the tag #he mentions it throughout but never through the eyes of someone that has been a victim — if that makes sense #bc he doesn't see himself that way #it's just a perspective i've taken with his character is all !! #alao hi friends i am here but i am down in the dumps rn !! sorry for being a lil quiet #tw noncon #tw dubcon #✿ ask willow #✿ pleased to meet you: dabi