#akira doesn’t want to care. cause itd be easier. but cause he does care he doesn’t want akechi to die

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akechi’s corpseisms are so enthralling to me

#he was already so corpsey. living entirely for the sake of a goal he didn’t intend to survive #and then BOOM third semester #buddyyyyyyyyy. my mannnnnnnnnn. girlieeeeeeee. #whether he’s literally or essentially or figuratively dead he’s soooooo corpsey. get buried already girl #such a fucking death-seeking corpseeeeeeeee. #this is what i like most abt akechi n akira’s relationship in my head #what i find really fun to explore with them #akira’s in like a half-constant state of grieving a guy standing right next to him #and he’s like ‘hey can you stop dying. for a minute. please. stop reminding me you’re dead. please stop saying you can’t be saved’ #and akechi’s like ‘no fuck off’ #i think it’s fun when neither of them particularly want to be in this situation #akira doesn’t want to care. cause itd be easier. but cause he does care he doesn’t want akechi to die #and akechi doesn’t want to be cared about. cause it makes dying harder #and so they’re stuck feeling like shit forever <3 #rambles #suicide ment #suicide mention #in the tags but yk #ough ive missed thinking about them #it’s been far too long for me to know if this is even glancingly in character but it’s at least interesting isn’t it?