#airwaterearthandfire

[sulaver]

I feel like I failed. enormously.

#sulaver #airwaterearthandfire

[airwaterearthandfire]

October 28 2015

I just want someone to want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them but at the same time I want a week where I don't have to talk to any of my friends but that's being antisocial and I'm already losing friends and I'm so sad

#airwaterearthandfire #sulaver

[lazerath]

Stefani is my bffl <3

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[sulaver]

jan 21 2016

when you cry because you've finally accepted how in love you are with a boy

#sulaver #airwaterearthandfire

[sulaver]

dec 10 2015

11:32pm I miss him so much I could cry

#airwaterearthandfire #sulaver

[sulaver]

nov 13 2015

I'd like to title my past week as “Stef featuring 4 different boys”

#airwaterearthandfire #sulaver

[sulaver]

june 9 2015 I'm so fucking stupid fuck

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[airwaterearthandfire]

may 19 2015

this actually happened on Saturday so like 3 days ago but! James, great guy, Canadian (Calgary actually so woop), constantly wears a hat because he died his hair blond with his friends and how it’s grown out to his nose, dating the wonderful and talented Anna Clendening, has a gap between his top two teeth that he accidentally whistles out of, he can sing and play instruments, all in all great chap. I had a super obsession with him for a good two weeks and now it’s gotten to the point where I’m like “yo im a fan and yeah that’s all g”. Anyway, so I snapped him this grand photo of me making a peace sign with it written in black snapchat writing tool, nice, on my forehead and the Calgary thing when you swipe in the area and that that happened^ that was cool, very rad shout out to TretzyTV / James Francis

#airwaterearthandfire #James Francis #TretzyTV #Anna Clendening #YouTube #vine #Canada #ONE OF THE MANY WONDROUS EXPERIENCES CLOSE TO FAME

[airwaterearthandfire]

every single day I will take a picture of something, or at least try to, and post a makeshift journal entry for myself. wow I'm so cute

#airwaterearthandfire

[sulaver]

02/28/15

why do feelings exist

I should not enjoy seeing your face or talking to you every day as much as I do yet when you take longer to reply my heart sinks into my shoes.

You have these eyes and this way you giggle which always meets me halfway and leaves my face to crinkle.

Sometimes you think very high actually only about yourself but I’ll tell you that your head doesn’t belong up your ass so we balance that way too.

It may be 3 am but I still wanna talk tattoos, life, and problems a brew it can be about the rocks on the bay yet we will end up with topics on experiences and life.

I shouldn’t like you because there have been others before who had their hearts broken and broke yours too.

The biggest reason why I should avoid feeling for you is because those girls are my best friends too.

so fuck me and fuck you because I’ve had enough of games I’m going to back away and leave you alone.

#airwaterearthandfire #honestly I'm a mess #and boys make it harder to clean it up #I'm so sorry #princess

[sulaver]

02/25/15

12:34 I can spend five years growing out my hair and in a moment of impulse and with a strong enough desire of change, all that hard work will be done away with as it slowly falls to the ground beneath me. It is no longer a part of me but sometime in the future I may be back in that chair with fate holding the scissors. I do not regret any decisions I have made in the past, from nights spent talking, to days I spent running around making fun of all the things that surround me. I am free to take people out and put new ones in if it does ensure my happiness as a person. I am not a bitch, or a girl who is overacting, I am just letting the weight be cut off my shoulders of what used to hold me down and keep me so centred on all the wrong things. I can confide in people I know nothing or people I have known for years but in the end, I'll do what's best for me.

#airwaterearthandfire

[psychoneurotical]

When you get this, you must publicly post something nice about at least 5 different people you follow, then copy and paste this in each of their ask boxes :))

princezucko manishdayall - I also love messaging you and the fact that you are so informed and not like passive aggressive about issues just makes me so proud of you so thank you nawreen 🙆 I do want to meet you! (also I’m not gonna put this in your ask bc you already did it yah)

b-boy-e - All I can say is that I really really look up to you, can we hang out more please

grrantgust - we’ve been friends since like 2008-ish, great pathfinder memories such as stalking fifty year old men and I can’t wait to meet all your dogs when you’re a future dog lady and you’re v down to earth and rad even though i resent the fact that you’re younger than me and smarter than me. but that’s a cross I have to bear

airwaterearthandfire - Stef, I guess history just shows that we can never be mad at each other for long!!!!! I live you forever (not a typo) and literally I could write a very nice AP style essay on the endless number of inside jokes we have. PS your hyena laugh makes me very very very happy. Sometimes you’ll tell one of your lame jokes and it’s literally not even a little bit funny but then you start laughing… hehe :)))) i love your alter ego shephanie shulaver and never forget the phenolphthalein (tbh idk if I spelled that right)

#princezucko #b-boy-e #grrantgust #airwaterearthandfire #just so you know sheryllyn and njeri and I weren't actually stalking a fifty year old man #well #maybe a little #BUT HE WASNT ACTUALLY FIFTY #slay my friends are actually better than yours #unless we have the same friends #then I guess they're better than or equal to >:)))) #I actually love tags #I need to stop #study for physics #i actually made this post like two months ago #and of course nawreen changed her url ahahah :))) #manishdayall #i had it in drafts and i forgot to post it lmao

[sulaver]

jan 1 2015

you might as well date me.

#airwaterearthandfire

[sulaver]

tbh I'm so confused. like what even are boys much less what are their emotions?!? someone pls write me a handbook

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[sulaver]

october 18, 2014

wishing a happy birthday to myself ❤️ life is beautiful don’t forget it, keep your head up, that was a bitchy move but you can be the baddest bitch in town if it honestly does bug you that much, remember friends are there to lean on whenever you need it. &nd most importantly, remember to be thankful and happy.

#airwaterearthandfire #17again #jk it's only my first time #blessed

[sulaver]

oct 16, 2014

11:01pm you little bitch. why do you text me. like you know I am mad at you. go text someone else if you want to talk because I see your text and its pathetic. bye

#airwaterearthandfire