#ahh the autistic experience of living in a constant dissassociative state as a means of self preservation

[pigeonwit]

*slaps the roof of my davey jacobs* this bad boy can fit SO much autistic projecting

#ahh the autistic experience of living in a constant dissassociative state as a means of self preservation #essentially compartmentalizing your body into something separate from your own being - kind of like a meat puppet! #because if you connect your body to your mind then you will inevitably collapse under the weight of your own unending mental torment! #so it's better to just live in a half-awake limbo of reality keeping any emotions at an arms reach as a method of survival!! #why are you crying??? it's not UNHEALTHY i'm just kinning davey jacobs SUPER HARD!!! OKAY!!!! ITS F I N E!!!!! #(disclaimer: i am mentally stable i prommy im just reflecting on times when i wasnt ok haha byesies) #newsies #davey jacobs #david jacobs