#ah what a wonderful thing it is to be an extraneous variable

[daydadahlias]

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#sometimes im like #being aroace isnt weird and i make a big deal abt it for no reason. it doesnt really make me as different as i think #and then my teacher says loudly to the entire class #'yknow jessica put penis in the negative category when we categorized emotionally charged words!' #to demonstrate that there are outliers in statistics #and i go oh ok sick #smthn i mumbled to my friend sitting next to me during class that my teacher happened to overhear #'penis' was in the positive category and i was like 'honestly for me it would be negative' #and the teacher just #woopdeedo #'jess hates penises!' #what a nice and kind thing to tell an entire room of my peers who dont know me #yknow if i were less secure in my identity i would literally have run out of the room crying dfghj #like freshman year me would have had a breakdown over that shit #but now im just :) #kind of like #damn #hello hello my name is Outlier #ah what a wonderful thing it is to be an extraneous variable