#ah! 3 year anniversary of The Thumbnail!!
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Continued thoughts on RE8
This was copied when I was making my DeviantArt journal about this. And ah, thank goodness, I don’t need to space out shit. Guess DA using numbers like that helps me out lol.
Hope the title is creative enough. But...the game has been out a month. But I'll tag spoilers anyway. So I got done with the game at 12:04 or well, I put my PS4 into rest mode to charge my controller. I'm gonna say three things.
Donna's death honestly fucked me up...and not in a good way.
Moreau is likely the best boss in the game. Maybe.
Shut your fucking hole is honestly funny.
Okay but yes, I finally played more of Resident Evil 8. And surprisingly, and I wanted to save and be done with the game after I got into the confrontation with Heisenberg.
Let me be honest with you all. Resident Evil 8 is a fine game. While I am still critical about it's story and what choices they made. The gameplay is pretty fine, and I think it's an overall nice or alright experience. While I don't think this is the best RE game ever. And I do think this game got too much of high praising. It was overhyped honestly. But I do feel like it becomes I guess more enjoyable as you play it.
Now I'm gonna go over me going through the sections I talked about real quick. And no, I didn't beat Heisenberg...I haven't yet.
Donna and Angie's section is maybe the best part of the game. Gonna admit when you go to House Beneviento, it's actually beautiful seeing a waterfall beside it. And while I do think the Silent Hill comparisons are...I'm no expert. I've only watched movie format of the first four Silent Hill games. But that part is where the game is scariest at. Despite me being annoyed by the puzzle stuff in one part of this game. Luckily, I feel great I decided not to look anything up.
But I guess it's the closest we'll get to a modern Silent Hill game. But I overall loved this part of the game. Despite I was being stupid and didn't put half of a child puzzle piece into a door for a few minutes. I will admit, I do feel like the puzzles are easier than usual than older RE games...which is kind of fine with me.
Also that giant fetus baby thing is fucking creepy. Thank God I wasn't devoured by it...but amused I was spooked by maybe the projection falling and bookcases moving. Which I dubbed Scooby Doo shit.
And...I'm sorry, I was not expecting Donna's death to go like that...like wow...despite what my friend told me about...wow...just saying, I am not selling Alcina Dimitrescu's or Moreau's remains to the Duke. And I'm sure as Hell not selling Angie either. Besides, I get a lot of money in this game already. Seriously, I'm loaded.
It's just silly like...I didn't want to go to Donna's house first but I had to. Will admit, I do feel like she was underdeveloped. And that could go as well to maybe the other lords. And I did go back to Donna's place to get her treasure...where I fought this fucking giant with an axe...and I'm really interested in who the Hell is that Claudia Beneviento. Considering she died very young.
Moreau's section was pretty fine. But I think along with Alcina's section, was a pretty nice place. While Donna's section seemed a bit more simple, it was more focused on, creeping the shit out of me. Yet I was still terrified being in Castle Dimitrescu because it was my first time...and may still could be scared if I replay the game again after I finish it.
Will admit, I was annoyed I got killed by Moreau three times in the water. I think the reason I liked his part because his boss felt very classic Resident Evil. Maybe almost like Nemesis when he's fully unleashed in the original RE3. I feel like Moreau was pretty unique. Despite at first...kind of wonder if I do want him to look more a Gilman creature. Because he's likely inspired by that those kinds of films.
Also I will admit this, him popping up as a huge fish at first spooked me. Continuing on, I have been going to wells and using the crank to collect shit. Which got me to collect Alcina's golden statue of herself. Which yes...is very narcissistic of her haha! Along with the treasure from Donna...and I forgot to mention I've finished those first three...weird ball games...
Gonna admit, I strangely feel reminded of Sonic Spinball and those pinball sections in the Sonic series. I sound stupid saying that. They are interesting puzzles. I'm just glad and to me personally, Alcina's ones was the most tricky.
So after I beat Moreau, I got the Wolfbane, which was the pistol I was very interested in and it killed that weird beast(Is it like a dog turned Lycan dog or something?)...in one shot...this is maybe the strongest gun in the game. Holy shit, Barry Burton would be proud.
But yeah, I went through the Lycan's den. Turns out, Heisenberg wasn't there. Also the grenade launcher is great to use too. And seriously, the amount of Lycans heads I've blown up with mainly a normal pistol amazes me. Holy crap, I killed a shit ton of them, so many heads blown up.
After getting that last flask and finally opening a way to Heisenberg's factory, I finally get to meet the fella. To be honest, I'm not huge on Karl's voice. I've heard it before, and I know the voice actor got inspiration from Nicholas Cage...but I just imagine Karl's voice to be different. Maybe Cage when his voice is higher pitched, but I forget. Maybe if I get used to it, I'll be fine with it. Here's one of the more amusing lords and...really, the four lords and a lot of other stuff is why I like this game.
What I hate is of what later on happens and...the future of these main games.
I also wanna say that the part I saved on is when I have to escape the factory. But holy shit, how the fuck can the Duke get into these fucking places or whatever. At least the Merchant made sense and whatever else...I'm rambling on. I just find it amusing that this huge character can get into certain places that would maybe seem impossible or not.
But yeah...I'm very likely close to the end of the game. Played a couple of hours. Maybe 3 to 4 or so. While I am...critical of this chapter of the RE franchise. There are things I genuinely liked. I just strangely hate...that this is the final product and we're gonna have to live with it. This is the RE game people are making memes about...I shouldn't be very excited for the new movie reboot this year...but that's what I'm more excited for.
The 25th anniversary of Resident Evil has been going good. Despite my feelings on this new main game.
I remember now, I feel like when I finish this game and I be more detailed with my criticisms. I've heard from a good friend of mine that Under The Mayo has similar opinions to us of how we feel about Resident Evil 8...yet before I decided to listen to the usual 1 hour version of the RE8 save room theme. Which is this.
Resident Evil 8: Village Save Room 1 Hour Extended - YouTube
A day ago, he posted a video that has this thumbnail and the title of how God Of War ruined Resident Evil...I'm really wondering how the fuck is that possible. And my usual bitching is about the fact we hardly see our old characters anymore(Such as Jill who isn't such a big focus anymore), some characters are not better expanded upon or whatever else, and the future...I'm just not interested. Despite I've said to a friend I could be interested in seeing how it goes...
I just explained a little of what I had problems with. I'm just gonna say Capcom needs to be a bit more ambitious and meaningful with their storytelling now. Which may sound stupid...I just want better for this series. And when mentioning that upcoming movie. If we ever get a movie adaption of RE7 and 8, ESPECIALLY 8, I want that to be a loose adaptation and some shit changed.
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Creator Tag meme 2019
Rules: It’s time to love yourselves! Choose your 5 favourite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2019. Tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
Thanks to @jorzuela for tagging me. As always I am late, since I had a loooot to do at the end on the year, but i didn’t wnat to leave this without answering so here i am =D in 2020 answering a tag form 2019.
(ading LQ thumbnails but please visit each link it’ll take you to a better version of it :p )
1. Babuse: I made a set of dan and phil chibis and this were the one i liked the most.
2. 19 october, 10 years: for the 10th anniversary of the boys meeting.
3. Somewhere over the rainbow: this was a piece commissioned by @alittledizzy, I wanna thank you a lot for the trust in me! I really loved working on this one.
4. Soul…Mates: the aftermath of the coming out videos was me full of love for then and an urge to draw them in rainbow.
5. Lee Sungyeol: a piece from inktober that i think i nailed, i like the simplicity of just the inking. he’s a member of my favorite boy band :p
ah, this year i drew a lot of phanart xD
I tag: ... idk who did it and haven’t dome it so i tag everyone? and @ninnapons ?? xD @artlessdynamite @starryeyedhomicide love you all xD Thank you foir a great year.
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The First Phase
A Timeline of random hints, clues, and cryptic stuff starting from August of 2018 til the very end of that year.
Buckle up (yet again- 4th time’s the charm).
Here we go!
August 1st
We see that Jack changed the title of FNAF Sister Location from “SOMETHING DOESN’T FEEL RIGHT” to “THE START OF THE NIGHTMARE”.
With that very video being the 1st canon appearance of Anti (along with Jack being in a coma, said by Chase earlier in the year), this is pretty significant.
August 3rd
It’s the 1 year anniversary of Kill Jacksepticeye, one of Anti’s biggest and most iconic videos to date.
Jack uploads HOW DID HE GUESS THAT!? | Akinator, and for the last round, he decides to have Akinator try to pick JJ.
The question “has your character killed people?” Jack responds “ah no- now I’ve dug myself in a hole. Now this is where everyone-e i-is” the video glitches and moves to the next question, with us never seeing the response.
We also never got the answer to “is your character a puppet?”.
However, it’s the after-outro scene that gives us a lot to talk about, with strange audio (that is Anti’s laughter slowed down) and the same broken septic tank from October outro the previous year.
In the actual audio files, this (a familiar word) is found, and Jack also reblogs;
Also, the day Jack originally recorded this episode was the same one where he changed the FNAF SL title.
Jack also likes a list of hints we have deciphered thus far.
August 5th
Jack uploads WHAT AM I EVEN PLAYING?! | Eggs For Bart, nothing happens in the video, but- once again- after the outro we have some more weird audio.
Rather, it’s reversed audio saying “I will return when you least expect it”. But its’ spectogram (which Jack reblogs) has binary code which translates to “DEATH”.
We go into a hiatus. Granted, Jack completed a tour run, so videos (let alone more ego content) needed a break too.
September 21st
But then Jack uploads THE DEMON LINGERS | Transference - Part 1. The glitches (or rather, the game leaking into Jack’s webcam) return.
In the description, he links back to a familiar Anti game.
September 24th
The 2nd episode of Transference is released. The original title/ thumbnail seemed to be a mistake, one we’ve seen a few times before with other videos;
but then it changes, and gets worse and worse.
In the actual video Anti appears several times, with some clips taken directly from the ending of Dark Silence and put in a very similar “red hallway” scene in the game.
The final title is “WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED? | Transference - Part 2”, with the thumbnail showing a glitchy green eye (similar to a Simulacra thumbnail, which Jack also links back to in the description) and red glow in the top corner.
We note how it was impossible to watch both the video (and see the glitches) and the constantly changing title at the same time.
Jack likes one post during this entire fire. Afterwards, we have another break.
But Jack also likes another post talking about fears, past and present.
October 14th
3 SCARY GAMES, 1 VIDEO #7 is uploaded.
The thumbnail may be slightly suspicious, and we got more glitches, including one (bottom left) where he says “time to take off the masks”.
October 15th
The very next day, we get-
We Are All Puppets!
.... Yeah.
Jack loves a youtube comment, we talk about the title/ description, a familiar red arrow, and find out the original name was “Drunk Puppet”- which Jack reblogs.
Later on Jack also likes another post comparing the red arrow and Chase’s poses also seen in other thumbnails.
Aaaaand he reblogs/ agrees how we need Chase’s backstory too.
October 20th
We then get THIS GAME SCARED THE **** OUT OF ME | Watson Scott Test - Part 1. A game full of questions, text distortions, and 4th wall breaks. When it congratulates him for making it this far, the webcam glitches with “Jack?” appearing on screen just above his cursor.
Later it asks him “are you playing a game right now?” Jack replies with “yes”, and is immediately followed by glitches again both in the webcam and game.
Notice the “Wake up Ja” and “Ch@s3″.
Jack reacts with “Holy fuck. Can you fucking hear me or something?”, and for a single frame, “yes” appears on the screen.
November 3rd
ARE YOU BRAVE ENOUGH TO TAKE THE SECOND TEST? | Watson Scott Test - Part 2 Nothing happens (surprising, after the previous episode), but after the outro he asks us “are you playing a game right now?”
Jack likes a post pointing out some altered text, and familiar Chase poses.
December 1st
We get a video with a title word for word from a past Anti quote.
Where the facecam glitches after a jumpscare, and after the outro, as Jack asks us “do you remember?”
Though both the title and last question said were HEAVILY reflected by the game, ensuing fire still rages, and Jack clearly enjoys with a reblog.
December 7th
A week later we get WAIT FOR THE ENDING! | Sally Face - Chapter 4 - Part 1(Full Game). Earlier, there’s bulletin board in the game, and Jack says “this is what Antisepticeye theorists’ boards at home must look like“. Ha-ha.
Then, true to the title, we have a full-blown glitchy Sam outro, which is later compared to the “there are no strings on me” scene from Kill JSE.
December 15th
It’s the one year anniversary of Overnightwatch; a 20 hour community sleepover filled with spooks between a 2-day Charity Christmas Livestream. On such a day, Jack posts this to his instagram story;
Jack likes a single post acknowledging his story.
Later that night...
Jack posts another story. It’s nothing but a black screen with the song Silent Night directly from ONW playing. We all react very accordingly.
December 16th
The next day, Jack uploads QUIT THE GAME TO WIN. The last game he plays is exactly what the title is named after- and how you win.
But after finishing, he says “OK, well, I guess that does it for this video, uhm, there’s no real way to end this other than, like, you HAVE to quit this video...
... I’m just gonna be here all the time. Staring. Watching. Waiting. You haven’t met me in real life, how do you know I even exist? Or if I’m just existing here, on youtube, on the platform; forever. How do you know I’m a real person? You don’t. The only thing you know, is how to quit the video. Right now.”
He then stares at us.
Before his right eye twitches.
And he continues to stare more ominously.
After almost a full minute, Jack says “still here I see. Very good”. Then, “can’t do it can you? You can’t just end the video. You HAVE to stay, you HAVE to watch- you HAVE to know what happens. Just in case; something’s hiding, something’s lurking. Just in case you miss something, you have to be in the know. You have to know what’s going on, don’t you? You can’t just let it go. You can’t just move on- otherwise it will always be in there; scratching at your brain. What happened when I clicked off the video, was there more?”
Some more silence. Then-
“You passed the test. Now let’s move on to the next pha-” and the video ends.
Observations fly all over the place as we try to figure out what that ending meant- including comparisons to Monika from DDLC, and overnightwatch (one of which Jack likes).
Jack likes a post pointing out the right eyeball specifically, how when we exit any video we literally do “win”, and reblogs a theory.
December 18th
Jack plays a spin-off game of Simulacra with a worrying description. Sometime after it’s upload, the title changes. We note a strange green glow in the eye noticeable in the thumbnail.
Later in the game, when Jack says “trying to have an adult conversation here”, there are some worrying glitches.
Immediately afterwards, Jack says “OK that was weird- my entire audio cut out and the game wouldn’t play any sound, and my mic stopped working. Weird.”
Later, we realize the thumbnail changes (which Jack likes), there is a “20″ hidden faintly in the top corner and we guess spells out “2019″.
Jack likes how it’s the right eyeball we should be worried about that with a face overlay from “quit the game to win”, and a later post also pointing out the “20″. And that did it for anything ego-related for the rest of 2018.
THE.
END.
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January 4th-January 10th, 2020 Creator Babble Archive
The archive for the Creator Babble chat that occurred from January 4th, 2020 to January 10th, 2020. The chat focused on the following question:
What goals do you have going forward with this new year for your story?
carcarchu
well i basically have the same goal every year which is to cover more ground, i made the mistake of making my first comic be a super long 3 part epic so it feels like it's going to take me years to make it even part way through when i try to make my chapters longer however it generally leads me to feeling burned out so i still have a way to go when it comes to finding the right length per chapter that i can put out consistently
LadyLazuli (Phantomarine)
In Phantomarine (http://www.phantomarine.com/), this year I finally reach the chapter where all my main characters meet and start interacting - it's where the story truly kicks off. I've spent almost 2 years in setup/exposition mode, and I finally get to exit it properly. I'm so. SO. Excited. And I really want to take my time and do it properly. It's about to get very fun for me, and I hope it will show in the work!
Cronaj
My goals mainly consist of reaching page 100. I'm over 1/4th of the way there, and I believe I can get there before 2021. I also want to reach the introduction of one of the main characters, but I don't think that'll happen this year. This character doesn't appear until the end of Ch. 5, which is somewhere around page 170-180. Am I waiting too long to introduce this character? Absolutely.
eli [a winged tale]
I am almost halfway through Arc 1 and almost at 10% of the story Looking forward to chugging away at it and hope to reach the First Plot Point by the end of the year
kayotics
I guess one of my goals is to reformat chapter 1 for printing (I drew it at the wrong size), and then update chapters 1 & 2 for colors. I’d like to compile the first four chapters into a book, but I’d like all the chapters to be visually similar in color at least.
Tuyetnhi
Gonna try to finish two chapters this year and clean up ch.1 and 2 for printing its gonna be a lot of work but I know it can be managed~
snuffysam
In terms of where the main story will go - Book 3 just started, and Chapter 1 should be finished mid-March. Chapter 2 will be finished early-mid July, maybe even late June? Chapter 3 will be finished sometime in September. And then it's Chapter 4... which won't be finished until like June 2021 lol. But anyway, by the end of the year we'll be introduced to all the important characters of this arc (though we won't have had much time with some of them). Including a character who's so important, I'd almost call them the deuteragonist of the entire comic if not for the fact that they're only showing up 700 pages in, lol.(edited)
Past the actual story aspects - the comic will be celebrating its fourth birthday at the end of February! And, given that the first page of the comic was started on a leap day, it's technically the first birthday the comic has actually had. The upcoming short stories for the year are some of my favorites so far, so that's exciting. I'm also interested to see how the shipping contest & fan-art contest turn out. We'll also be reaching page 750 at some point this year, which is a pretty big milestone.
Deo101
I have a goal for my second comic to get it off of hiatus, and for my main one I would really like to make improvements in the areas I've received critiques! Mostly, I just want to keep making them for another year <3 I don't really have any goals other than to keep on going with it
(also, a preemptive congrats on four years!)(edited)
AntiBunny
Well, having fully reuploaded my archives, I'm letting them update gradually to hopefully attract a new audience over on comic fury. When it catches back up I intend to finish up Chapter 10, and with it book 2. Then I'll finally launch book 3, Coast to Coast, which will allow me to tell more different stories by changing locations.
Kelsey (Kurio)
Hey Vinnie! How goes it?
AntiBunny
Still chugging along.
Holmeaa - working on WAYFINDERS
The big goal for Wayfinders off course is first of all to launch! In start February (we will find a date today iiih!!) Then at the end of 2020, if everything goes accordingly we should have produced 7 chapters enough for a book Ah! This is all so exciting
Cap’n Lee (Flowerlark Studios)
Pretty much my goal is to just keep swimming. I hope to complete more chapters this year. I should be able to finish chapter one of my comic, Eryl, unless I have to take a long hiatus (which, honestly, is looking very likely). Ashes is less time intensive than Eryl and the chapters half as long (only 16 pages each; Eryl chapters are usually 30-35 pages), so I’m going to try and finish at least two, if not three chapters before 2021. But honesty, just getting what I can done and continuing to push forward is my biggest goal.
Mei
I only started My Husband is a Cultist last year in April (https://tapas.io/series/MyHusbandisaCultist) and my goal is to reach that first year anniversary and to keep the train rolling for this comic! I initially wanted to have the rest of this arc completed in 2020, but I've decided to be realistic as I will be making a grad film at the same time (yay), so I just plan to do as much as I can, and to at least have Chapter 4 completed before March, and maybe Chapter 5 after that! I have a lot of story I want to tell and it's hard to stay focussed on it, but I'm doing my best, doing a little at a time!
Phin (Heirs of the Veil)
My goals are mainly to become a little quicker and finish the second book in time for the Heirs of the Veils (http://heirsoftheveil.fervorcraft.de/) fourth anniversary next October. Story-wise we want to have all the bits and pieces in place to slowly approach the actual meaty parts of the comic and prepare well enough to finish it in the coming 3 years.
FeatherNotes
Our goal is to have our book fully edited, with help from editors and friends, so we can be more confident in it's true rendition. Im not one to stick to making pages perfect, but there are definitely parts that could use some attention! Other than that, book 4 is on it's way and it's always a main goal to get to print for upcoming cons!
varethane
My goal this year is to get to the end of the first arc of Wychwood! After a year of working on it, I'm roughly halfway there. I'd also like to lern 2 colour better.
Capitania do Azar
This year I hope to get a new book out!! That would be great and also you know, just keep going. If all goes well I can get a chapter out until the end of the year and that'd be cool (but also perhaps a bit too hopeful, since my chapters have started to...get bigger with time..)
SAWHAND
This year my goal is to start posting the comic! And, if it works out, I'd love to get the whole thing thumbnailed out by the end of the year. Fingers crossed!!
DanitheCarutor
My goal is to finish chapter 5 in less than a year. Up until now it's taken a year to finish a chapter thanks to work, chores and the occasional procrastination spell. But in December I quit my depressing job that was a two hour drive away, so I'm hoping to be more productive, even if I get part time work somewhere in town.
twothirty
along with finishing chapter 6 and 7, im also hoping to have all of book 2's script written and edited~
renieplayerone
My goal is id love to get the first chapter or two of kate blast printed
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Team SH Real Quick Q&A 48 – Gui Chu-Chu
~WHAT?! Man of Steel Gui Chu-Chu??!!~
Rule: each guest member would be given 48 questions, and she should answer each question in 10 seconds.
1. Name?
-Gui Chu-Chu.
2. How old are you?
-21!
3. How do you feel right now?
-Good. Happy.
4. Introduce yourself in one sentence.
- I’m Gui Chu-Chu from AKB48 Team SH. I want to be a powerful idol.
5. Hobbies?
- Recently I’ve been watching videos of cute animals.
6. Favourite food?
- Meat.
7. Are there food that you would never try?
- Bitter gourd.
8. Best dishes?
- Cake. Cake by rice cooker. (picture: Chef Chu)
9. Biggest fear?
- Bugs. Moths.
10. Childhood dream?
- When I was really little, I wanted to be an astronaut.
11. Every outfit style?
- Whatever makes me comfy.
12. Which animal are you?
- Puppy or bunny.
13. What kind of superpower do you want?
- Teleportation, or curing. (picture: you can cure)
14. What would you do, if you won 5 million from the lottery?
- Travel with my families!
15. What would you do, if today were the last day of your life?
- I would go visit people who I wanted to meet. Families and fans.
16. What would you want to be in your next life?
- (long silence) Girls! I want to be human whatsoever.
17. What would you do if you became the CEO of AKB Team SH?
- I want to make Team SH the most popular group that can start a world tour, like a super super awesome group.
18. What would you be doing now if you were not an idol?
- I would be a student.
19. Which member is the one that you want to travel with her the most?
- Zeng Si-Chun, I think.
20. And why did you choose her?
- Well, being with her with all the noises and laughter is fun enough for me.
21. Which character would you be in a Team SH vs. Wild reality show?
- I want to be the caring one, because I think I’m able to sense anything wrong with members’ physical or emotional well-being, and help them get through it.
22. Name the place you want to go the most right now.
- Bed.
23. What’s the luckiest thing that happened to you recently?
- I was the first to choose the unit!
24. How do you feel now since we are half way through the Q&A?
- I’m alright.
25. The last Moment*? (*Like Facebook but private)
- Words without picture: Man of Steel Gui Chu-Chu.
26. What’s the reason for staying up late last time?
- To learn a new position in theatre.
27. Do you give signs when you are angry?
- No talk and no eye contact.
28. How do you release pressure?
- Talking to myself, I think.
29. When do you feel the most satisfied?
- Hmmm, a lot of things make me feel satisfied. For now I would say when I’m with fans, I am very satisfied.
30. Which word do people use to describe you a lot?
- Firm.
31. What is the most touching gift you have received so far?
- (thinking) All of them but, the most of the most touching one would be the radio my fans made for me on my B-day. Yeah, I like it so much.
32. What would you give to fans if you had the chance?
- I want to give them… I have not made up my mind, but it would definitely be something with my characteristics, maybe something hand-made.
33. What’s your biggest progress this year?
- I think about things more comprehensively now, like, perhaps I’m more mature now.
34. Among all the memories with members, which is the most influential?
- Debut and anniversary concert.
35. Who is your idol?
- My idol is… no, my many idols are… but if I had to choose one, she would be Watanabe Mayu senbai.
36. Do you love yourself?
- Absolutely!
37. Which part of you do you like the most?
- I can’t decide but yeah I really like myself.
38, 10/10, how do you rate your talent in comedy?
-6. It’s okay.
39. And which talent gets the 10/10?
- Hmmm, I would go for attitude.
40. What is the one wish you want to realize the most right now
- The one wish I want to realize the most… becoming awesome.
41. What is the best thing that ever happens to you?
- I’m able to do things I enjoy!
42. What would you be in five years?
- Five years? I wish I would be an awesome idol, five years from now, yes.
43. Which 48Group Song is your favourite?
- My favourite – recently my favourite one is Bingo!
44, What does AKB48 Team SH means to you?
-My school, and my home.
45. What do fans mean to you?
-You are my comrade-in-arms, as well as my families and friends.
46. Short-term goals?
- My short-term goal is to give better performance in the theatre.
47. Long-term goals?
- I want to be the idol of the idols, like an all-around champ.
48. Final question: burst shot 5!
(video)
Questions end!
Chu-Chu: there are more, aren’t there? I saw it!
Raiders Move! What are there in girl idols’ phone?
~I want to see your Bilibili* history!~
(* local video website, like the combination of Niconico and YouTube)
Ah… Bilibili history, I don’t think there’s any problem. I’m totally okay with this. I just watched the record of my live-stream, if my memory is correct. I check on them every time.
Video titles:
1. [AKB48 Team SH Gui Chu-Chu] 07.02 – Do you want some late night snakes?
2. [AKB48 Team SH Gui Chu-Chu] 07.06- Do you want some late night snakes?
3. TSH Thumbnail Unit-Shift Performance, Who Got Coin Toss?
4. [United Translation] 160222 Takahashi Minami Produce [Sa, Idol Performance]
5. [AKB 48]2014 Tokyo Doom [First Day]+Backstage (Chinese Subtitle)
Q: Why do you always check on the live-stream records?
A: It’s just that I worry about, like if my verbal expressions and mannerism are alright after the live-stream, so I check on them every time. I also want to know what happened in the two hours, so I just go watch the records. Yeah. Apart from the records, I also watched the Unit-Shift stage from our official account, and the performances by senbais. That pretty much all I watch privately in Bilibili.
Thanks everybody! It is actually super interesting to do the Q&A tests. Thanks to the couches too, I hope you all know me better now. Bye bye!
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Lover
(wrote this on a whim, :3)
Also been in love with this cover please give the artist some love <3
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Today, the first tear fell as I closed the door. I leaned against it and let out a heavy sigh.
This fucking hurts.
I took a deep breath first before moving to the kitchen. I scanned the fridge before pulling out a can of beer. I picked up the sweater you left at my place about 11 days ago.
Typical… it still smelled of you.
I pulled it over my head and wore it over my shirt before sitting on the couch.
My mind was plagued by every little thing that reminded me of you. I grabbed the mallow plushie you won for me on our first date when we went to a carnival. There was a photo of us on our first anniversary.
It was a Sunday and you took me out on a picnic date because you remembered how I used to spend my Sundays reading under the cool shade of a big tree at the local park.
I took another swig of the beer and looked away. Then, I grabbed my bag and managed to head upstairs to the bedroom. I took off my shoes and quickly went to the bathroom.
I caught a glimpse of my reflection as I passed the sink. My skin was paler than usual. I lost a bit of weight and my cheek bones stood out. My hair was a mess but my eyes were the worst.
I turned on the tap and sprayed cold water on my face repeatedly until I felt numb. I went back, grabbed my phone and crawled into bed, hiding under the covers. I was looking through some old photos of us on my gallery.
I paused and looked at my favorite photo of you. It was just an ordinary day. You picked me up from work and walked me home just like you did every time you were back in town and you had a week off.
I sneakily took a photo of you as you laughed when I shared a joke my colleague told me at work. You were laughing so hard your eyes looked like they disappeared. The sun was setting and it gave you a warm glow.
It almost felt like a movie scene if you hadn’t tripped on your own two feet. I smiled as I remembered how you sulked when I laughed at you for being such a klutz.
I swiped through a few more pictures of us before deciding to call it a night. Then, I saw a video thumbnail of you that I haven’t seen before. It was probably buried on my camera roll. My heart sank when I heard your voice again as I pressed play.
“Three years. We’ve been together for three long years but to be honest, for me it felt shorter. We’ve been through a lot. All the ups and downs. All the times I thought that I would give up… that you would give up… but we always pushed through. Each time learning to love each other more… understanding each other better. I thought we’d still have more of that… unfortunately we don’t.”
You wore my favourite hoodie. Your dark hair tousled. Your tired eyes crinkled when you gave the camera a sad smile. Even though you had an IV injected at the back of your left hand, that didn’t stop you from reaching for the guitar beside your bed. You began playing a few strings and cords.
“I know a song won’t suffice, but I’m singing you one anyway. I know how much you love hearing my voice even though I sound like a dying whale….which I am by the way.”
I chuckled bitterly at your silly joke.
Even when you’re not here, you still manage to make me laugh.
“We could leave the Christmas lights up ‘til January. This is our place. We make the rules. There’s a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you, dear.”
You looked back at the camera while you sang the next lines.
At that moment,
I never wanted something impossible to happen so bad.
Even when my voice cracked, I sang the song with you. Ours was my favorite duet.
“Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever? And ah, take me out and take me home. You’re my, my, my, my...”
Your hands shook so you paused your strumming. I can see that you were trying to be brave, to be strong for me, for us.
Darling, you were… and you were so much more.
“You’re my, my, my, my lover.”
That night, I went to bed wishing I’d meet you in my dreams.
And I did..
And I was so happy..
even though it was the last time.
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