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#after watching barbie. lol and then i saw someone in the comments of some ig quote it w like 30 replies all positive like get a lifeee
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i do acknowledge i need to watch what i say wrt gender women men cis ppl etc just augh.
#its like. im a trans man 100% i want nothing to do w being seen as a women i acknowledge that. i also acknowledge that I am putting
#literally zero effort in my irl life to present as a guy at all. partially lack of resources and embarrassment etc stuff like that partiall
#the autism i literally look in a mirror and see a guy
#and i go to class go to work and until soemone explicitally refers to me as a woman i think of myself as a guy. so like its this weird
#disconnect of what i actually do vs what i percieve as expieriencing in my daily life where i am objectively living
#as a cis woman who just dresses and acts a bit masc. lol.
#and like that doesnt bother me atm until i get to a setting where i am gendered frequently. then i feel nauseas etc but whatever ill deal
#so i always hesitate whenever i talk abt women feminism men makeup beauty expectations etc (also i am mixed thai and white which
#def plays into everyhting ofc ofc) as i dont know rly what is like. not fine idc if i say smthn uncouth just i dont want to at all
#seem like im doing what these other trans guys do and latch onto my femininity and 'girlhood growing up' etc or like
#its all dumb to me ofc im a feminist i consider anything i speak abt feminism free the nipple being against gender essiantialism etc etc
#as in feminism (not that women arent/cant be femnists just in terms of im not trying to sound like a woman) and
#ofc growing up as and my current life experiences have obvi had a large impact on myself how i veiw the world my political beliefs and all.
#but like. im always scared it sounds like im idr the phrase someone else used but a i dont want to seem like im latching onto girlhood as
#a failsafe or whatever. its just mm ykwim its a weird feeling. cause like im a 21 year old man and read my posts as such el oh el.
#idk its all weird and idk if its a specific to me thing or whattttt it just like. i feel silly sometimes and i dont want my points to be
#misconstrued :) anyways me posting this after rewatching and posting abt pearl has nothign to do genuinly lmfao just timing its been
#on my mind after that dumbass trans guy posting abt the lonelyness he feels abt abandoning womanhood
#after watching barbie. lol and then i saw someone in the comments of some ig quote it w like 30 replies all positive like get a lifeee
#i understand it can feel isolating being trans and everyones relationship back to womanhood is diff and complecated but by god. shut up
#anywayyyyyssss mmm okay im done whateverr
#maybe all a fear in my head and literally none of this has every crossed anyones mind however it bothers me :(
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