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mrs-gucci · 3 years
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Lucky Lady {Sir Clyde Logan x nobility!Reader}
author’s notes: KNIGHT!CLYDE LOGAN HAS ARRIVED!! and damn, I think he’s here to stay <3 <3 ((yes, I’m fully aware that southern drawl likely didn’t exist in medieval times, but it’s just a signature of Clyde’s character and I couldn’t bring myself to take it away lol))
warnings: fluff. some hurt/comfort themes/elements. blossoming romance. r.i.p. historical accuracy.
(possible) tw’s: brief depictions of battle & dead bodies (non-descriptive). injuries/wounds. blood (non-graphic).
word count: 1.9k
clyde’s taglist peeps!  @goddessofsprings​ @icarusinthesea my general taglist peeps! @safarigirlsp​ @babbushka​ ​@mrs-zimmerman​ @dirtytissuebox​ (if you’d like to be added to or removed from any of my taglists, the link to the google form is HERE or on the top of my masterlist)
terms to know:
mare is a female horse.
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Far off thunder gently rumbles the rain-softened ground and bolts of white streak across the darkened sky as you ride out of the kingdom gates towards the sight of the once raging battle. The vicious storm has passed, now, and despite your father’s warning, you rode out to search for any survivors. Bodies litter the ground and you have to look away, feeling sick to your stomach. 
Your horse begins to snort and whinny in distress, suddenly panicked. You can barely see through the hood of your cloak, but you’re pretty sure you see one of the soldiers moving.
You nudge your horses side and she lunges forward into a slow trot, carefully navigating through the maze of fallen soldiers. The closer you get, the clearer you can hear his groans of pain. 
“P-Please,” He breathes, voice hoarse. “Help m-me.”
Without hesitation, you jump down and rush over to him, trying not to slip in the thick layer of mud. 
“Sir? Where are you wounded?”
You pull out the few bandages you managed to fit in the saddlebag in preparation for his response. 
“Ma arm.”
Your eyes fall onto the limb, and you see that almost his entire lower forearm has been sliced off by a crude blade, leaving in its wake an open wound. You quickly and very, very gently wrap the bandages around it.
His half mud-covered face scrunches with every little bit that you wrap and small grunts of torment leave him, but he remains relatively still and calm. When you finish up, you can see the tears that have fallen and cut through the brown painted over his skin.
“Can you stand? I cannot lift you myself, but if you can mount my horse, I’ll walk you back to the castle.” You say, using your cloak to wipe away the rest of the mud, revealing the other half of the knight’s breathtakingly handsome face. 
He nods. “I t-think I can stand, but I might need a lil h-help at the beginnin’.”
You place your hand on the center of his back as he slowly sits up with a soft grunt. “There we go. Are you feeling alright still?”
The young knight chuckles, and you furrow your eyebrows. When he sees your confused and hurt expression, he shakes his head.
“‘m not laughin’ at ya, milady, I’m just not used t’ this sorta treatment. Them nurses n’ ma fellow brothers-in-arms, they ain’t usually so kind or nice t’ us. I’m used t’ gettin’ picked on n’ bossed ‘round.” He chuckles quietly, then blushes a bit. “And none of ‘em ain’t ever as beautiful as ya are.”
His nickname makes your heart skip a beat, and your cheeks warm as you laugh softly.
“Well, now, I never said I wouldn’t be bossing you around.” You jest, which makes him smile. “Only when you’re being stubborn.”
“That, I think I can handle jus’ fine.”
The handsome man chuckles before he begins to rise up from the ground, legs quaking as his weight is put on them once more. He eventually steadies enough to take his first step to where your horse is standing.
Your mare’s ears perk and her nostrils flare at the physically imposing figure approaching. You go to try and calm her, but the knight promptly stops you.
“I got ‘er. It ain’t you she’s ‘fraid of, an’ if ‘m gonna be gettin’ on ‘er back, she’s gotta know I ain’t a threat.”
He slowly walks up to her, taking one step at a time, holding his good hand out. 
“That’s it, ’m not gon’ hurt ya. Good girl, ‘m not gonna do ya any harm.”
She looks a bit hesitant still, but allows the tall, limping man to come up to her. He lets her inspect him for a moment and briefly sniff his outstretched hand, then she relaxes a bit. 
You’re amazed at his natural ability to work with horses, smiling as you step up and put the excess bandages back into the saddlebag. He rubs her head and strokes her muzzle, laughing softly when she starts nudging him with her head whenever he stops petting her.
“Woah now, don’t get too rough with him, Lucky.” You say, smiling shaking your head. “He’s still on the mend.”
“Lucky, hm? Well, I guess now that I know ‘er name, it’s only fittin’ I know yours.”
Your cheeks warm again. “Y/N.”
“Mm, Y/N.” His hand extends to yours. “A pretty name fit fer a pretty girl such as yerself. ‘m Clyde.”
The two of you shake hands, then Clyde gives Lucky one final scratch before approaching the saddle, climbing up onto her back with a surprisingly swift ease. You go to walk up and hold her head to walk back to the castle, but he stops you.
“An’ where is it ya think yer goin’?”
You look up at him, confused. “I told you I was gonna take you back to the castle.”
“Yer not walkin’ all that way, I ain’t allowin’ it.” He pouts softly, huffing as he thinks up a plan. “C’mon up ‘ere. Ya can lay right ‘ere in front ‘a me an’ hold on.”
Your eyes widen for a moment. Surely he can’t be serious... “I’m not so sure that’s a good idea.”
His good hand drops the reins and extends down to you. He looks at you with a kind expression.
“I’ll make sure ya don’t fall. Do ye trust me?”
For some unknown reason, you really, really did. You nod, allowing him to help you lay across the front of the saddle, legs hanging off one side of the horse. You look up at the handsome knight and he looks down at you, smiling.
“Hold on tight, milady. We can’t have ya fallin’, now can we?”
You bite your lip, nodding as you wrap your arms around the back of his neck. Once you’re secure, Clyde nudges Lucky forward and heads off towards the palace at a slow gallop.
This close proximity and angle allows you to truly drink in his natural beauty under the low glow of fading sunlight. His dark hair flutters in the evening’s breeze, brilliant alabaster skin splattered with all sorts of freckles and moles, each one even more perfectly placed than the last.
Lucky’s hooves soon hit the cobblestone and you look out between her pricked ears to the scarcely-populated streets of the villages. Everyone who happened to be out on the street gave bewildered looks as the bloody and muddy scene trotted by them.
You direct Clyde to the castle entrance and jump down, already missing the heat of his body pressing against you, informing one of the guards that you had an injured knight that needed immediate attention. He nods and rushes off to grab the doctor.
Clyde smiles when you walk back up to him, hopping down from the saddle slowly and carefully. He strokes Lucky’s neck as he speaks.
“So, will I be seein’ ya again sometime, m’lady?
Your cheeks burn and you giggle softly, biting your lip. “Only if you’d like to.”
“I’d love nothin’ more than to see ye again.” He says with a smile.
“How about I have the doctor inform me when you’re all stitched up and I’ll come down, if you’re feeling up for a visit?”
He nods, pausing his strokes along Lucky’s neck to scratch the back of his own. “I’ll always be feelin’ up for a visit from a pretty lil lady like ya, Y/N.”
You feel your heart flutter for what must be the thousandth time since you met the handsome young knight. Somehow, his words seem so much more genuine than anyone’s have before, and you find yourself truly believing them.
His head dips down a bit and you look up at him, instinctively leaning up towards his lowering face. You can feel his hot breath spread over your skin, noses touching now, and your eyes begin to flutter shut as his lips reach just over yours--
“Milady!” The guard says from behind you, jolting you and Clyde apart. He turns a soft red color, looking down at the ground while you spin around and try to keep some wits about you as you approach the guard and doctor.
A brief visual inspection of the wounded knight is done and immediately, the doctor insists that Clyde come to the medical ward right away. He hands Lucky’s reins to you with a small nod, then allows himself to be escorted up through the large castle doors.
You take Lucky back down to the royal stables before rushing up to your bedroom, eagerly awaiting the doctor’s arrival. The night draws on and, before you know it, you’re fast asleep.
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Birds chirp as the sun begins to rise over the land once more. You’re roused from night’s slumber by the light peeking through the luxurious curtains and you instantly arise from bed, acutely panicked by the fact that the doctor never came to retrieve you last night. 
You quickly re-pull your hair up before scrambling to find something suitable to wear down to the medical ward, settling on a simple blue villagers dress. As soon as you open the door, you’re startled to find the doctor standing just outside, his hand raised in preparation to knock.
“Milady.” He greets you. “Sir Clyde has been unwavering from his desire to see you all throughout the night. I assured him that I’d come to get you first thing.”
Thanking the doctor and pushing past him without another word, you quickly rush to where Clyde’s laid on a cot in one of the closed-off areas. You smile at the sight of him before knocking gently on the wall outside his room.
“I believe my presence was requested.”
Clyde’s entire being lightens when his eyes land on you, content pout pulling up into a soft smile. 
“It was indeed, m’lady.”
You walk up and sit at his bedside, trying to ignore the way your body warms at the sight of his bare chest. Your hand slowly slides over to meet his, resting atop it.
“How are you doing? Are you in much pain?”
He nods. “The pain ‘s pretty bad, but ‘m doin’ alright. But, ‘m doin’ much better now that I get t’ see ya.”
“Always happy to help.” You smile, biting your lip. “I’m glad to hear that you’re okay, Sir Clyde.”
His cheeks turn pink and he shyly threads his fingers through yours. 
“So, now that yer here, I was hopin’ that we could...” He trails off and you smile, moving up a bit closer to him, leaning in slightly so that your faces are close together. The breath catches in his throat. “F-Finish where we left off, ‘fore I had t-t’ go.”
You laugh softly and, as soon as you nod, Clyde closes the space between you, lips pressing on yours gently. Both of you let out a soft sigh of relief at the feeling of finally being joined in this way, and his good hand comes up to cup your cheek. His lips tug up into a big, face-splitting grin as he pulls away slowly, still cradling your cheek.
“Thank ye fer savin’ me, Y/N. I dunno what I can do t’ repay ya.”
You smile and chuckle. “I think saying ‘thank you’ a few more times is a good place to start.”
Clyde laughs softly, pressing his forehead against yours.
“Whatever yer heart desires, m’lady.”
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jynzandtonic · 3 years
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Oooooooohweeee, fam—I’ve got my feet up, cozy socks on, gin in hand, and a fic rec list a miiiile long... CHEERS TO THE WEEKEND!
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desiraypark · 3 years
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Alright. 
So.
I really wasn’t trying to get too deep into the mess. Why? For a couple of reasons.
1) Because when I joined this ADCU fandom--I was very aware that I was going to see racist shit. A lil’ internalized sexism. All of that. I’d mentally prepared myself for it before I came through, or tried my very best. As I stated in a post a week or two ago, I was very vocal about these things in my younger adult years, but now, I am tired and just no longer interested in letting racism, misogynoir, microaggressions, and other things on the internet get my blood pressure up (because I’ve gotta deal with it in real life). I simply block, filter, and move on. This is my path. Not saying that it’s right, that’s just the stage that I’m in right now. 
2) What I’ve heard of this controversial fic is offensive to me. More so, the erasure of certain elements about the Civil War is what I found offensive. Did it piss me off or enrage me? No, because again, I’m tired lol. Offended, yes? Angry--me? No.
Now, I’m not writing this as a “woman of color”. This is a BLACK woman about to tell you what HAS pissed me off over these last few days. And I’m saying it straight from my account--not on anon or some account that just blossomed a couple of days ago. 
I’m writing this as a Black woman who lives in a neighborhood that used to be a plantation (big house and slave cabins still up and intact up the street from my home) - because there is barely a place in my city you can walk where your feet don’t touch land that used to be a plantation, or a slave trading station, or an auction block, or a public whipping post, etc. I live in a city that is ENTRENCHED in “memories of the Civil War” -- “good” and bad memories. 
I’m writing this as a Black woman who once worked next door to a Confederacy Museum--MUSEEEEUM--and watched old white men sit outside of the building with their flags. Or, who once had an old white man come to into my job, walked up to me with a shady, condescending glint in his eye, to ask me questions about “the museum next door” that he hoped to visit one day.
I love historical AUs and write them myself. Me, personally, I’m not gonna tell anybody they can’t write romantic/smutty Civil War AUs (I’m just gonna fucking block them). Because people are gonna do what they want and as we’ve seen demonstrated, there are some people who are gonna do the shit HARDER if it’s called out. But I DON’T have the privilege of reading something in that setting and being able to imagine myself as a landowner. This is a fact. 
People can say “oh, well there were Black landowners back then!” But could they own that land without a  “guardian”? Could they walk around town without “papers” to “prove” that they were free? Do we think that free and/or landowning Black people were just walking around untouched in the 1860s and AFTER? We LITERALLY just commemorated the 100th Anniversary of the Tulsa massacre. Come the fuck on, now. 
I can BARELY write my 1920s AU shit without thinking about how race impacts the my OCs. I just CAN’T make that separation. And it must be nice that some of you WOC and white readers can do that. I’m happy for you. Whatever. 
Now, from what I’ve gathered, I believe that this is the point that was originally being brought to SH--that not only could some of her audience not see themselves in this story, but some of them actually might be hurt by it. And instead of being thoughtful of that, excuses were made. The “colorblind” card was thrown out and it was stressed that “sides” in a Civil War setting were written “vaguely”. The dismissal and denial is what has frustrated me. 
But ah, here’s the thing.
This is a pattern. 
I think some of you might be under the impression that this might be the author’s “first misstep” (that is, if you think that is the case at all). I’m going to tell you a quick story. And this story is not secret--these incidents and the posts (pro-cop posts) that correspond to them were shared publicly. 
I’ve long had SH blocked for awhile. Why? 
You remember when another writer whose name started with an “S” went  through this whole thing about all cops not being bad? I was actually quite friendly with that writer and expressed among people (including SH) that I wanted to reach out to S because I knew she was young and probably just hadn’t lived enough life and been around others to understand why their stance was problematic (and wrong). But then, I found out that she’d done the whole deleting POC’s comments thing...
She’d reached out to me wanting to talk, but at that point, after learning about commentary deletion, I didn’t want to be bothered. I decided that I would not reach out to her. I unfollowed her and moved on, because as I later told SH, Aiyana Stanley Jones was born around the same year that S was--but unlike Aiyana (who was murdered by WHO?), S will be fine. And I don’t regret my decision. I would have been a fool to try to be the Black person who “reaches out” to try to educate somebody. And I would have regretted doing so.
So, anyway. SH tried to encourage me to talk to S anyway, because S felt so bad and hurt. I politely declined, gave my reasons why, and me and SH left it at that and remained cordial. This is something I do regret because I should have known better. Because guess what? About a month later (IF THAT), SH made a post regurgitating S’s same pro-cop sentiments. 
But I made no fuss. I simply unfollowed and blocked. She’d shown me who she was and I finally decided to believe her. No need to argue. I had no desire to “call her out” because she already knew how I felt--and she’d only shown me that (as history has shown my ass time and time again), I don’t matter to her and I don’t count in the world she’d rather exist in--(edit: or at the very least, the fanfic worlds she’d like to create). Calling her out would have been fucking pointless.
So, I can’t let this week end with y’all thinking that this is just some “slip up” or misstep--or some “sudden attack” made out of jealousy or whatever other shit people are spewing. These recent events are merely a day that has long been coming. 
Now. 
I’m about to put “Civil War” in my filtered tags and content, and go on about my day. Bye.
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mrs-gucci · 3 years
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Fourth of July Celebration 2021 Masterlist
here’s a compiled list of all of the works I wrote throughout the course of my Fourth of July celebration :)
(the things in italics are the original requests that each piece is based off of)
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CONSTELLATIONS {Ronnie Peterson x Reader fluff drabble} May I please request watching fireworks with officer Ronnie please??? I adore the idea of snuggling in a hammock, enjoying the view and company ❤
HILLSIDE PICNIC {Mr. Pennyham (“Sleepover” SNL) x Reader fluff blurb} Mr Pennyham needs more love! Fourth of July shot with him and reader watching the fireworks after a picnic with a months old baby they dressed up in a July 4 onesie?
BEER BOTTLES & BOB ROSS TUTORIALS {Paterson x Reader fluff blurb} Hello dearest!! If it's not already been asked, I'd love to request a fluffy something about Paterson not liking fireworks because of his time in the military, and the two of you trying to celebrate the 4th in your own way to distract him from the noise? Sending you love!
A PROPER THANK YA {Clyde Logan x Reader smut & fluff oneshot} For the 4th of July prompt: Obviously Clyde is the best bartender in town. But you his lovely girlfriend come up with all the festive drinks for the holiday and they are a hit! What better way to thank his lady than to sneak off to his office and show her a hood time????
RED WHITE & BLUE {Charlie Barber x Reader fluff blurb} Reader and Henry making blue/red/white popsicles for July 4, and Charlie coming back from work or an errand and helping them?
BATHROOM RENDEZVOUS {Paterson x Reader smut & fluff oneshot} For a Fourth of July fic, could you write something to do with Paterson and the reader at a party with some smut?
MOUNTAIN VIEWS {Henry McHenry x Reader smut & fluff oneshot} I can see Henry as being the super sexy type to take you somewhere like a mountain overlook or a private rooftop dinner and have his way with you while the fireworks light you up! Thank you 💗
MAKING FIREWORKS {Flip Zimmerman x Reader smut & fluff oneshot} Here’s a thought for your July 4 requests. Laying on piles of blankets and pillows in the bed of a truck watching the fireworks with Flip or Clyde and making fireworks of your own. Thank you for sharing your writing with us!
BENEATH YOUR SKIRT {Charlie Barber x Reader smut & fluff oneshot} I bet Charlie would enjoy some nice cockwarming on a picnic blanket, while you way the fireworks and try not to get caught lol! What if your in laws are there too? 🤣 just a thought! I can’t wait to read all your stuff!
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jynzandtonic · 3 years
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It’s time for me to speak up.
A rather prominent writer in the ADCU community decided to write an enemies-to-lovers Clyde x Reader Civil War AU—as in the American Civil War of the late 1800s. They chose not to specify "which side" Clyde or Reader was on to "avoid getting political." Reader was described as a wealthy land-owner with an estate, horses, material possessions, etc. Clyde was described as a Civil War major. The fic did not address the cause of the war whatsoever. It had a shockingly good reception. 
At first glance, one should be able to infer how inappropriate the premise is—but to break it down, there are three glaring issues. 
First and foremost, it trivializes and romanticizes Black trauma. This was a war fought over the literal ownership of Black bodies. Human beings. This is the history. There was a complete failure to address ANY of it. Sure, there are plenty of romances and dramas (films, books, etc) set in the period, but many of them are extremely racist and problematic—think of Gone With the Wind. 
Second, we know that by the construction of the story, ONE of the two characters is on the side of the Confederacy: either Reader or Clyde. One of the characters is on the side fighting for the enslavement of Black Americans. That is absolutely abhorrent, and extremely alienating and insulting to many readers of color.
Third—and it ties into this—the reader is irrevocably coded as white. There's already a 50% chance that they are a Confederate, and they are a wealthy landowner. It's not difficult to make the inference. There may not be any defining physical descriptions of the reader but there don't need to be. We already know. 
Several people reached out to me expressing hurt and concern about the story, including friends of color. I approached the writer politely and objectively about the above issues in a private message, and they responded with defensiveness. With every following message, they only doubled down on their viewpoint and espoused more blatantly racist rhetoric including sentiments like 'I don't see color' and 'I've talked to POC about phrasing so what I write is okay.' After a very long and extremely unproductive conversation, I disengaged with the person and blocked them. My goal was never to “cancel” or chastise this person—it was to make them aware of their hurtful actions, hold them accountable for the ways racism manifested itself in their work, and ask them to make amends for it. 
Now, people are brushing this off as simple "fandom drama" when the issue is blatant systemic racism. 
Multiple blogs are now receiving anons expressing disappointment that this author is being "policed and harassed" for their content.
Calling out racism is not policing. Calling out racism is not harassment.
When you see it, don’t stay silent.
We need to do better as a community to stand up for our friends of color.
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