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#actually i am stupid and mediocre and useless and unemployable
elesssar
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3 years
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don’t get to progress to the next stage/get hired for a job yet again. which is fine. but i feel really really bad about myself :))))))))
#i have always felt that i’m really mediocre as a grad student
#and i’m mediocre as an employee and mediocre as a person
#and no is going to hire me and my mum will be on my case every single day
#wanting to know why i’m not writing journal articles and not applying for jobs
#and why i’m not working all day every day
#and i feel so at a loose end i’m BORED i want a job
#but the longer i Don’t have a job the more i feel like
#actually i am stupid and mediocre and useless and unemployable
#and my degrees aren’t worth anything and i don’t know why i bother
#i also feel angry that i get my confidence knocked so hard every time i get rejected
#but everyone else in my cohort seems smarter and better than me
#i don’t know what’s wrong with me :(((
#i don’t like whining for attention in the group chat so tumblr post it is
#also like why can’t i fucking even. write some stories whilst i wait
#or do journal articles
#why can’t i just be better and smarter
#sigh.
#beth vs life
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