#a very important bit of the ASPD experience is the fact that we are unable to mold ourselves into the normal human experience so we dont

[ladynicte]

Adding Ashely into my pile of ASPD girlies together with Makima

I really think ASPD fits her so well though, like that inability to really connect with others, that inability to stop herself and do things accordingly.

That feeling of never fitting in even though she did have friends, of never being able to be fully liked by anybody else.

The lack of empathy of natural understanding for the direct suffering of others.

ASPD people like Ashley who never manage to become accepted into any group from early age who are too different for anybody else to really like and accept so they have to force their own group into existence or else they won't be able to survive on their own.

So Ashley sees herself forced to keep Andy with herself by all means possible, feels good when they are locked up together and he can't escape her, feels threatened by any other girl who could come into his life and astray him away from her, feels that if she doesn't personally isolate him he will end up running away from her.

Knows that she has to get her brother stuck with her because he's her only social circle and without him she won't make it.

#a very important bit of the ASPD experience is the fact that we are unable to mold ourselves into the normal human experience so we dont #enter into the group and as social animals thats very dangerous therefore ASPD people have got to create and control their own group #that wont abandon them and leave us to our own luck surviving and that's exactly where Ashley's codependency to her brother comes from #she depends on andy to be the only person not to abandon her be in her group and help her survive without him shes doomed #therefore she has got to do anything and everything in her power to make sure he can never get away from her #oh i love this two messed up codependent emotionally incestous siblings so much #the coffin of andy and leyley #Ashley #Andrew #Luna's meta #and #luna's headcanons #as well because Ashley being aspd is a headcanon but her codependency is just canon