#a friend told me recently they didn't know whether I forgive people easily or if I'm impossible to get forgiveness from at all

[meltedhorror]

I always hoped we'd rot together, that the day the earth reclaimed my bones it'd be by the side of you. . . Maybe if I close my eyes and believe enough, it'll come true eventually. . .

#my art #own art #oc #ask to tag #wewo #ik I'm drawing wewo a lot rn but he's just become my comfort character atm #comfort character that I hurt and project all my hurts to <3 #it hurts so fucking bad when you just want things to be okay for once and want to get a chance to breathe and then it just... ends up worse #a friend told me recently they didn't know whether I forgive people easily or if I'm impossible to get forgiveness from at all #and at this point I don't know either #I'm a puzzle even to myself at times and it's frustrating when at least I should know what's going on in my own head #to quote a great game #now all that remains are our regrets #and I have a lot of them for a lot of things #can never take back what happened but can at least try to look towards the future and make the best of whats to come #if I pretend enough maybe it never even happened and everything would be okay again #could have life back to normal again #it would be easy to just lay down and never have an opinion again and take the fall for everything like I've always done #depression is a vile thing that only ruins everything it touches and I wish I didn't have it