#a few nights ago i woke up paralyzed by the absolute self assured KNOWLEDGE that a girl was standing in our bathroom doorway

[isa-ah]

been having some creepy stuff happen lately and who knows if it's paranormal or PTSD related ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

#while i was showering a few weeks back i glanced up and saw someones head peeking over the curtain like 7ft up #no face just hair. long and tawny #that night when we laid down to sleep we said our goodnights and a moment later i heard from the head of the bed #'i love you.' #but it sounded way yoo feminine and young yo be my husband so i asked what he just said and he was like ??? literally nothing #he didnt hear it at all even though it was perfectly audible to me #a few nights ago i woke up paralyzed by the absolute self assured KNOWLEDGE that a girl was standing in our bathroom doorway #except her feet were on the ceiling instead of the floor #i was 100% too scared to look bc out of a dead sleep i was so so so sure #i pushed my face into my husbands back and staid there bc i was ckncinced if i rolled back her hair would tickle my face #which yeah ok ive gotten paranoid delusions and hallucinations before bc my ptsd is. severe lol #but not like this really #this morning my dream was interrupted much how it is when an alarm starts going off and you hear it in your dream #its dismebodied and you can consciously recognize it was real life without necessarily realizing youre dreaming #i had that except whispering? moving around our bedroom coming towards me #and the more i focused on it the more i could hear the cricket ambience i was playing irl while we slept #and i had the thought thats weird. whos walking around my room whispering? #til it happened pressed right up against my ear and i JUMPED out of my skin instantly wide awake in bed #i have no clue if its real!!!! but man. what the fuck lol