#Youre not entitled to shit- I am not entitled to Mat staying just cause Im attached

[sharkylad]

ILL MISS YOU MATPAT

Please, enjoy spending time with your family and spreading your wings. You've more then earned it

#its 2am AND I AM HYPER EMOTIONAL #I NEVER THOUGHT ID BE THIS EMOTIONAL OVER A YOUTUBER GOODBYE #HES BEEN WITH ME SINCE I WAS 12 MAN WHAT THE FUCK #I fucking love that man. Always have. Such an incredible individual and even when he fails he tries his best #I hate that I gotta clerify- But not parasocially of course. #I mean. #I love him more then I can love a stranger but less then I can love a friend but not by much- you know #? #The connection between content creator and viewer doesnt HAVE do be deep- But I am tired of pretending you have to distance yourself #Dont invade their privacy and dont feel entitled to thejr time and attention by any means- #Youre not entitled to shit- I am not entitled to Mat staying just cause Im attached #But I have seen him grown. I have grown with him. He has taught me a lot and even if he will never know me- #I should be allowed to care for the man and his family. #I love them all and wish them everything good that has come their way #I hope they have a good rest and nothing but love and smiles in their future #The Game Theorists #One of many and he will be deeply missed