#UGHHH. i shouldnt order food j shouldnt just bc i got paid... i have 150 dollars that im allowed to spend and i havent ordered delivery in

[nomaishuttle]

i think paypal messing up and not letting me place my order and me getting 3 yogurt cups and an apple muffin (i had the yogurt for lunch and im abt to eat da muffin) from residents is a sign from god that i shouldnt order food bc its way too expensive both kinds of food that i was wanting . like 30 dollars. but god i want the food really badly though is the thing

#i want a warm food...... i wanted either broccoli cheddar soup Or butter chicken #i rly want one of those 2 things. but theyre both so expensiveeee but i want them 😭😭 ill see if i can cut the orders down a bit... #im not ordering both lol just trying t see #bc i had lkeee. with the broccoli cheddar its panera sry. but i was gonna get the bread bowl + #+ an additional thing of soup bc i always finish the soup and hsve like the whole entire breadbowl situation left and im like fuck it #back in ye olde times (last year) id have the broccoli cheddar and then id save the bread to put beef stew in #and well. delicious. beef stew and bread is a match made inheaven #UGHHH. i shouldnt order food j shouldnt just bc i got paid... i have 150 dollars that im allowed to spend and i havent ordered delivery in #like. no idt i ever have. while living here at least #and i wont do it very often at all NRDBJDNF i can usually skate by with my snacks/sneak into the kitchen after everybody else is in bed and #scavenge for food. so maybe if i just donit this once... #but alsoo its like 30 dollars THE DEVIL IS LEGIT REAL!!! #bc ik i have 150 which is awwwdome im oroud of myself for earning that much money im glad ive been ontask enough t like. yk. #but its also likee. 30 dollars.... if i did that 5 times id have 0 money. yk. and what if the devil gets me..