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karmamain · 6 years

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Even in the face of God he believes he's not corrupted, he would swear he isn't because he's blind to his actions, he's those Americans who believes they do everything right just because the Lord is by his side. I doubt his Lord is real because I'm sure He doesn't want His people to suffer and die

He used to be part of a parish and held Sunday sessions, he used to be a sniper in the army and talked about his killings as if it's so normal, he bragged about it. He's so delusional he wanted to marry me within the year after we talked for barely 5 days, I never felt loved or safe with him, I talked to him because his son broke up with me and that's a mistake because he doesn't know how to act properly as an adult, I did say I liked him because he's nice (he was until he got freaky) but he took it another way and became pushy and horny, wanting to do shit with me, asking for nudes and camming and sent a picture of his dick and all that, I'm 18 and he's like what 40? So just because I'm legal doesn't mean you can start an onslaught with this kinda treatment (thank lord we live in different countries) and he was inconsiderate, he even calls himself a man, I never knew a man means being a fuckboy.

This taught me a quick lesson on the type of men I should avoid and just because he's old doesn't mean shit, he's stingy as well so I doubt he would give me a life I deserve, (I was kind of wanting to attempt some kind of sugar thing but like it's just to risky!) which is why he has such a messy romantic history with how many kids he has I don't know.

I want women to avoid him but maybe there are people who might love him. He doesn't understand boundaries and needs you to be firm and repeat which I suck at because I don't like him not caring enough to listen properly to what I say, he likes to make you agree that he is never wrong and all that, but I'm too weak, tired to argue so I just get it over with and say my goodbyes. I should've done it earlier like legit talk to him for 30 minutes and realise he ain't here to cheer me up without getting something out of me and avoided those extra 4 days.

A real man would be responsible for his children and not abuse them when he's drunk. I doubt he's changed because even if he apparently never hit a woman, they haven't struggled enough with him because he does have a mean face but I've never seen him angry.

once he misunderstood my friend for working as a contractor, he thought my friend was in the army and talked shit about them pissing in bottles but I never said my friend was even part of that. After he ranted about what a shit head my friend is and I finally was able to say he wasn't even contracted in the army, he was just some project manager guy I think? Where you are hired to a company to bring a proposed plan to real life and you handle big bucks and have meetings everyday-- the guy was silent, not sure if he's holding in his anger or wanted to tell me why didn't I say so sooner (uh well I could if he stopped bashing at something that doesn't even exist) and then I forgot what happened after that but that's it. I don't feel like I was able to say much in conversation, he talks a lot and I don't feel like I'm really there so I might as well leave right. Ughh he was such a headache why did I even bother.

He shouldn't have abandoned his children to his older brother to take care of in another country. If he knew he fucked up with his first child that he wasn't supposed to have, he should've done better in preventing it from happening, at least again. The one I dated was an absolute nightmare where if I left he would threaten to kill himself. I'm dumb.

I might rant about the son in another post, like dude it's just yucky. I wouldn't consider my time with him as being dating but if you think that me hanging on to a dead beat and trying to help him while I suffered is a relationship just because he says he loves me and I'm kind of forced to say me too back then I guess that I did date him.

He shouldn't have joined the army, I'm sure there are other opportunities, he should know killing is bad, I don't know what happens in the field for people to be okay but wars are never okay and that you shouldn't even support it by signing up. I know it's not realistic to want people to not have wars and all that but that's another topic, all I'm saying is that a religious person should value what the Lord has created and not laugh about in their deaths to try woo a girl.

He's the basic American but with ADHD who is in a high position in a company and would fire people mercilessly. He's such a dick for basically sending this woman to the streets, a single struggling mother just because Amazon thinks she works like shit or something (a mother trying to bring up 4 kids is stressful, don't know much about the backstory with her but she's trying to do her best by herself. I'm sure you can help others out of your work hours right? 'be like the Lord' he sneers as he fired her, I don't know why he didn't feel bad for her, he literally laughed when he told me that like brooo you're fucked). I'm sure I've read that Amazon treats everyone like shit anyways.

Although he's taught me more about the Lord, that's about as good as it gets. I was new into being a Protestant.

Being a Protestant doesn't mean much. He glorifies himself to the point where he just thinks that he deserves everything. Like yeah man we follow the Bible and that's as close as it gets with the Lord man, I'm like superior to all others and like having a big ego helps, not knowing how my actions can hurt others helps because I don't need to worry about them as long as I send my message, like I don't care and like I'll treat my woman with mad respect but because you aren't my woman right now I'll not do that because you know, not every woman deserves respect I guess.

(I read that how a guy treats you now is how he gonna treat you forever, don't expect him to change just because you changed titles, like legit a title means nothing but for others to understand a relationship, he doesn't love you unless you cross a river? Well shit I ain't even gonna try cross it for a fool).

Like his son, he also says that he would find a (redhead) chick that's better than me, which I doubt because it's either she is dumb and would let him trample her, or a cool chick who dated him but soon realises what a cunt he is and hopefully leaves him for her own good, I'm sorry that I'm so against him but I just think he's breeded enough of his own kind to pass on his disgusting ways and teaching them how to treat a woman like shit U hardly even have a wife to even treat her properly enough to be together forever with, he can't fucking take care of his own children and would like to have more for crying out loud, yeah I want to spend the rest of my life with someone I love but I don't know how to love because I'll try exploit them instead and blah blah blah. His favourite character is the slut boy and would laugh 'giggly diggly' I think that's how he says it? Creepy, yeah, one of the best friends of peter from family guy, says a lot huh.

I'm tired. I don't know if I should say his name because who knows what'll happen. But I also want women to have a heads up on what kind of person he is. He didn't do anything illegal, or that he hasn't told me the shit he did. (Does killing people while in the army count as murder?) He's as great as he claims to be if he did love the Lord and read the Bible he would've known a 3some was a no-no, and wanting to marry me while doing that kinda shit makes me uncomfortable, I don't think he even took me seriously to even know what to say to a girl. Literally just stop talking about your kinky ass shit and your dick being hard, and if that's all you can talk about besides the Lord then that's the reason why I blocked him. He believed we were dating the moment I spoke to him that I broke up with his son. That's whack. Ew.

Thanks for reading because I just had to get this outta my head like, bad stuff like this doesn't extinguish itself unless I vent it out yanno?

#disgusting piece of shit

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