#This takes place during the first snf meetup

[jjoneechan]

Sapnap would do anything for George. He’d fly over 9 hours to a whole other country despite his fear of flights. He lets George win arguments and laughs at his jokes. He lets him boast about his height, age and maturity. He lets George make fun of his insecurities. He’d let himself be held and kissed and even though it makes his brain fog up and his heart stutter in his chest, he knows George doesn’t feel the same. He’ll be whatever George needed, just so he wouldn’t feel sad anymore. Even if the heart on his sleeve bleeds too deep, shows too much how he cares. He’d squash his feelings down because that’s not what George needs right now. He needs a distraction. And when George begs Sapnap to make him forget how alone and trapped he feels, to kiss him so much he’ll forget he’s leaving again, even though Sapnap knows having this one night would kill him… he’d do anything for George.

George: It’s not fair.

Sapnap: I know.

G: I hate it here. I want to go home. With you

S: I know, George

G: I feel so trapped. So alone

S: I’m here now, I’m not leaving

G: But you will, and I’ll be left again

S: George…

G: I wish you had never come here

S: … i know

#artists on tumblr #do not repost/steal #no ai/ no nft #fanart #snf fanart #georgenotfoundfanart #sapnapfanart #sapnap is emotionally vulnerable #george is bad at feelings #Angst #Brainrot #This takes place during the first snf meetup #UGH #ANGST RAAAAHH #HURTS SO GOOD #KISSES #UUGGHH KISSES ARE SO GOOD AND SWEET #BUT OW MY HEART