#This one boss now? She's a belittling prick and makes me feel dumber each time we speak

[pluvicor]

ooc: Well, got to that point where the first doctor (who I lovingly call "brain doctor") I saw about some problems took a look at me, didn't bat a lash and went "yeah, you're getting checked for ADHD with correlated GAD" so that's where I am currently: in hell.

#As Luiza said: The ADHD theory is getting progressively closer. #Unrelated but related: my boss is truly a disrespectful woman but much of what she disrespects me for #is caused by difficulties I have related to these problems I saw a doctor for. #The main difference is that though my previous job was hellish by virtue of what kind of department I work for #I had a boss who understood these difficulties and adapted to my needs instead of yknow treating me like I'm a dumb bitch. #This one boss now? She's a belittling prick and makes me feel dumber each time we speak #which has made my performance worse but woe is me. #I'm really looking forward to the therapy sessions with a neuropsychologist as prescribed. #If not ADHD then at least I'll get some guidance to the things I can't control and impact me in my everyday life. #ANYWAY. Rambling over just throwing it out there #tbd. #ooc.