#THIS IS MY CRACK OK ITS GOUNG STRAIGHT INTO MY VEINS

[fregget-frou]

Do you think that when Freelancer grows old with Gavin he’ll hold their hand as they go and sing the same song he’d sing to put them to bed? Do you think he’d hold them in his arms and brush their hair in the same way when they’re hungover and sick? Do you think even as they age he’d still look at them with the same stupid grin as they fold laundry on a Sunday afternoon?

When eons pass and freelancer and the rest of the world are gone and replaced by something anew Gavin will still be there, mind long eroded from the suns, to never remember their face again?

But when he looks into his lovers eyes he recognizes a glint, a warm smile as they laugh at him? Do you think when he’s sleeping he’d remember the wrinkles and lines in freelancers hand and trace the exact replicas on his lovers palms? Do you think he’d hum a familiar tune that always seemed to put them at rest, just like something he could just barely remember?

Do you think Gavin looks at his lover, his jaded and old mind long forgot you with time but when he folds some laundry and stands next to them, he asks them if they remember this? Even if he didn’t remember it himself?

Do you think they’d give the same smile, the same crinkle and say, “Let’s do it again, to jog my memory.” And they do it again. They fold the laundry on a Sunday afternoon and even if neither remember or even know what that was about a star in the evening seem just a bit brighter.

#I just like reincarnation ok #shit like this is my crack #deja vu of past lives #Gavin falling in love with your core again #and singing the same tune as he sang as you slept to you again #thousands of years later and nothing but same fragments of the notes are left to be held in his lips #the rest stays with time and freelancer as they seem to almost finish the hum #THIS IS MY CRACK OK ITS GOUNG STRAIGHT INTO MY VEINS #AUGGHHHHHH #redacted asmr #freggzocs #redacted asmr freelancer #redacted asmr gavin #redacted audio fanfic #redacted audio #redacted asmr listener #redacted asmr au #redacted audio au