#THERE'S SO MUCH C*LLEN SMUT LORD HELP ME WHY DID I WRITE ALL OF THIS

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GOD AWOFEIJAOWIFE

i just got distracted looking through my writing tag and it's so unfathomably heterosexual????? this was only started in like 2017, that doesn't even feel that long ago. i really wrestled through the comphet in record time lmao

#THERE'S SO MUCH C*LLEN SMUT LORD HELP ME WHY DID I WRITE ALL OF THIS #AND WHY DID I CHOOSE HIM TO LATCH ONTO #okayokay i know why: i fucking hated myself so his hating himself was relatable and i was mostly writing him being completely and totally - #- enamored w a hot lady. okay. fine. yeah i get it BUT I DON'T HAVE TO LIKE IT #i have this horrifying realization every time i look at my old writing lmao aoweijfaoiwef i have deleted most of it but god #it's just aoiefjaoiwf so weird that i'm the same person that wrote all of this #and before anyone talks shit about me calling it comphet when i thought i was bi/pan: IT WAS COMPHET LEAVE ME ALONE IT'S MY EXPERIENCE TY #negative #delete later probably #*dykeposting