#So I told her that the fact that her dog is sick isn't a reflection of her as an owner and the fact that she's taking her dog

[insanefemme]

Sometimes we all just need a bit of external validation

#My friend's dog is sick and I threw some ideas at her and then told her about times when my dogs were sick with something similar #And what worked for them but that we tried a lot of stuff first #Anyway and she was like she feels so much better knowing even an amazing owner like me (how sweet is she i don't think I'm that great) #Can have a sick animal and it's okay it's not your fault #So I told her that the fact that her dog is sick isn't a reflection of her as an owner and the fact that she's taking her dog #To see thw vet and now to see a specialist is actually what makes her an amaizng owner because she cares #And she told me she cried #And you know what #One tine I cried because I was buying vitamins/meds for my dog and the girl thought I had an elderly dog and I was like nah #She just got diagnosed woth something at 6 months so we've been managing it her whole life she's ypung and energetic just takes this stuff #So that we can keep her that way for as long as possible and she told me that that's amazing that most people don't do that #And that they just give up on their dogs #And i realized at that moment that wat seems like a given to me actually isnt #And it was nice to hear someone say that I'm a good owner cause I always think I'm normal or below average lol

[kittycatgundam]

The demon of song

Chapter 5

After Pixie and Alastor had finished cooking and everyone had their fill some of them went to their rooms and went to bed.

Pixie was so tired that she fell asleep instantly. She tossed and turned as the dream she having unfolded.

Pixie sat up in her bed but she not in the hotel. She down at her hands. Her hands look like they did when she was alive. She look across the room to see another bed. The bed belong to only one person. It was Alastor's bed.

She went closer to Alastor's bed and try to wake him. Shake him, begging with tears in her eyes to wake up. When nothing worked she took the cover and pull them off hoping this would wake him.

Pixie heart drop when she look at Alastor's dead human body bloody and look like it been chew up by some animal and some of parts of his body were missing.

She felt sick to her stomach but she too scared to throw up. She want to scream but her voice was gone all she can do is cry.

"Songbird wake up, Pixie wake up!"

Pixie eyes shot open and she sat up in her bed. The voice that had wake her up belong to the demon sitting on her bed and holding on her shoulders. Alastor! Tears roll down her cheek. She try to stop them but all she could do was wipe them away but the tears kept coming.

"Why can't I stop crying? I want these tears to stop!"

Alastor pull Pixie onto a tight hug.

"I'm sorry, I left you all alone. I should been there to protect you. From the day I saw you singing on stage when we first met all I want to do is to protect that beautiful smile of your."

Pixie couldn't hold her grief back anymore. That night Alastor didn't come back after his killing. She waited for a month for him to come home. She also tuned in to the radio new just hoping that they found him alive safe and sound. The radio host voice came on over the radio sound like he needed to learn to project his voice better before he come close to Alastor's level of hosting.

Pixie turn up the volume on the radio to hear the radio host talk. She wish she didn't hear what he had to say.

"Ladies and gentlemen it come with great sadness to report that our beloved radio host Alastor was found dead from dog attacks. Our hearts go out the deceased family and friends."

Pixie turn off the radio and fell to the ground and start to screaming.

"Alastor can't be dead, he can't be... I should been there to protect him or at least die with him! I let him die all alone! I'm the worst, he need me and I was not there! I let the one I love the most in the world die! I should been the one who should die not him! I want him here with me! Bring Alastor back to me now!"

Soon Pixie voice was gone but the tears still keep coming and that night cry herself asleep. When she woke up that morning nothing matter anymore the love of life was gone she wish was dead.

With Alastor dead Pixie didn't have job. All the money she had was the money they kept in the apartment. She went and got it put in her pocket.

The home they share was going to taking from her of course since it was in his name and the fact people were going to look through their stuff. She bet they going find something that tie Alastor to a few murder that were yet be solved and if she stay the cops would arrest her believing she was his accomplice.

That mean she had to leave tonight! She grabbed a bag and put food, some bottles of hard alcohol, and some Alastor clothes. His clothes were a little big on her but it would keep her warm and they smell like him. She even soaked a handkerchief in his cologne so she could smell it and remember him it might even put a smile back on her face but she was betting it was just make her cry again.

She took the bottle of his cologne with her so could look at it. It been a gift she give Alastor a few Christmas ago. He told he love it. He always put some on everyday she didn't understand why.

Pixie started to think of little things Alastor did that made her happy. It made her chest hurt more and tears roll down her cheeks.

This wasn't the time to grieve over Alastor at least not yet. She grabbed a few more things and left the apartment. Pixie went down a few streets until she came to a hotel. She stay until she ran out of money then she be on the streets for good.

That night she didn't sleep she just cried. She didn't even want to look in a mirror she knew her eyes were red from crying. She couldn't even think she just missed Alastor.

It took a week for the money ran out and now she living on the streets. It wasn't something new to her some nights when she was hitchhiking to Louisiana she had to sleep outside at least she had a little money to get food with but soon that run out too.

One day a man told her he had a job that he could give her. Pixie knew what kind of job the man was trying to sell her and was he kidding himself if he through she going to fell for it.

Pixie told the man that she was not interested in being one of his flappers for hire girls. Pixie was not interested in sex unless it was with Alastor.

She walk down the street to get away from the man. The man became angry and grabbed her.

Pixie found herself with a gun in her back and was soon lead to a hotel room. She was push on to bed. She knew what was about to happen and she not going let it happen to her again. She took out her blue poison bottle, took off the top, and before the man could stop her drink all the poison that was left in the bottle. The poison work fast and Pixie die in seconds.

She was hoping that in the afterlife she get to be with Alastor again. Tell him that she love him and that she missed him.

Pixie woke up in a alley way in the same blue showgirls dress complete with boa and heels she wore the first singing gig she did in Louisiana where she first met Alastor. She came out the alley way and found the first reflective surface she could find and look at herself. Her beautiful dark auburn hair was now blue and she had cat ears! Her nails were blue too.

"Where in the hell.."

Seen some of the signs she knew didn't need to finished that sentence. She was in hell. Of course she never through she going to heaven be a serial killer and all.

A smile spread across Pixie's face but she didn't know why. She couldn't remember alot from her life before she die was it because she committed suicide or were you not supposed to remember anything about your life before you died. It doesn't matter anymore she fine her place in hell one way or the other. It time to see what hell had to offer.

Back in her room in Hazbin Hotel Pixie tears stop coming and she was feeling a little better. Memories of her life that she couldn't remember came flooding back. Along with the memories came secrets that she had forgotten. Secrets that she and Alastor share. One big secret!

"Al can we go to your room please? My room isn't set up yet and I don't want someone especially Angel hearing our biggest secret."

"If that what my songbird want."

With a snip of his fingers they disappeared and reappeared in Alastor's room. Pixie was sitting on his bed which was so soft and smell like him. She let herself fall on his bed.

"Al I want your bed! It so comfortable!"

"Get off my bed Antoinette!"

Pixie got off his bed and lean her back against the nearby wall folded her arms and looking at the floor.

"Feeling really privilege because you know my real name I bet you fine it really entertaining calling me by that name knowing how much I hate been called by that name."

"Sometimes but I'm the only who get to know you by that name."

"Good, then I stay in lobby with other so you won't be able to call me by that name."

Alastor grabbed Pixie chin making her look at him.

"Listen I can't stress this enough that our biggest secret stay a secret."

"Because I'm such a failure as a Overlord that it would hurt your reputation as the big bad Radio Demon wouldn't want that now would we!"

Alastor roll his eyes at this joke or lest he through was a joke.

"No, if our secret is revealed then you become a target for the other Overlords or any demon for that matter to hurt you to get to me."

"Yes, I know Al. Even though I'm as strong as you they use every trick they can demon don't fight fair no one does."

"No matter what you're still my sassy songbird!"

Alastor pull Pixie to him.

"Al!"

He held her tightly in his arms.

"You're enjoying this too much Radio Demon!"

Pixie face was hot from blushing but she smiles happily. Alastor laughed at how cute his songbird was been right now.

"You know I hate seeing your fake smiles."

"I only it has a strategy so I don't seem weak."

"Never use that strategy on me again understand."

"Don't worry I won't you're not my enemy you never were. So if we're finished here I'm going back to bed."

"You could spend the rest of the night with me. Come on one night won't hurt."

"I got two words for you Al, Angel Dust. If you ok with that pervert see me coming out of your room in the morning then I guess it will be ok."

"Good point."

Pixie was about to leave Alastor's room.

"Hey songbird catch!"

She felt a pillow hit her in the head as Alastor laughed.

"Take my pillow and I'll take your pillow."

"Fine, good night Al!"

With that she close his door went back to her room. She got back in bed and hug Alastor's pillow tightly to herself. It smell like him. Her heart was skipped happily in her chest. She lay her head on his pillow breathing in his scent and falling back into a deep sleep.

The next morning after breakfast and she and Alastor had their coffee. Everyone went to the lobby.

"Can I ask you something Pixie?" Charlie asked her.

"Sure Princess, ask me anything." Pixie said as she curtsied to Charlie.

"You don't have do that and you can just call me Charlie. Do you think a demon can be rehabilitated?"

"Most demons will tell you no and I bet they already have but I think there is way you can do it but it's a very slim chance. It's like quitting smoking you can't do it how does that saying go the one kids use... cold turkey that it. You have to let demons in indulge in their sins or they will just keep failing."

"But it's possible?" Asked Vaggie as she and Charlie look at Pixie with a hopefully looks.

"In theory maybe, I have see what I can do and what have to work with." Pixie told them.

"How the hell would know anything about psychology? Did you go some big name college or something?" Asked Husk.

"Nope, I never went to high school." Pixie told Husk.

"I die in the 1930's going to college wasn't a real goal for women in my time."

"So what are you some super genius?" Joked Angel Dust as Pixie just smiles at him. "Aw come on there no fuck way. Don't tell me she is a super genius!"

Alastor put a hand on Pixie's shoulder and smiled widely.

"Pixie will be the hotel new psychologist and therapist as well as been another Overlord like myself she will also provide protection for the hotel." Said Alastor.

"Pixie as The Siren you can make any demon do your will after hearing your Siren song right? Can you do us all a favor and use your Siren song on your pompous, cheesy, talk-show shitlord boyfriend and control him so he doesn't destroy everything we work on so far." Vaggie asked Pixie angrily.

"Vaggie!" Yell Charlie.

"Ok, first off Alastor not my boyfriend and second he a Overlord and just as powerful as I am my Siren song only work on less powerful demon. Alastor basically immuned to my Siren songs." Pixie explained to everyone.

"I'm so sorry Pixie." Said Charlie as she pat Pixie arm. "Thank you helping the hotel."

"I'm happy to help in anyway I can." Said Pixie sweetly.

"Good, then you help me make lunch for the hotel guests and staff." Alastor said as he grab Pixie hand and pull her toward the kitchen.

"Ok, Al I'm coming you don't have to pull me so hard. You're about to pull my arm out it socket." Pixie told Alastor as she followed him.

Finding her place at Hazbin Hotel, making friends with Charlie and the rest, and most importantly been by Alastor side. Pixie became the Overlord The Siren to protect this hotel and her new friends. She get to be by Alastor side again which made her happier then she ever been since coming to hell. If helping out this hotel mean she get to spend eternity with Alastor then she do what she could to help. She couldn't wait to see how entertaining this was going to be.

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