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gamerwoo · 4 years
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[Tales from the Pack] Jihoon: Unfamiliar (Part Eight)
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Characters: Jihoon x female reader
Genre/warnings: werewolf au, familiar au, fantasy, fluff, smut (it’s kinda rushed bc i was lazy lmao, unprotected sex, fingering, super nervous jihoon trying so hard to act cool lmao, biting/marking, idk there’s not much to warn yall about) 
Word count: 2,008
Summary: Jihoon’s never really been considered a warm or affectionate person. His pack teases him about what it’ll be like when he finally gets a mate, but he doesn’t worry about it. Little do they know that his mate is a lot closer than they think.
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Despite how flustered Jihoon got whenever he was cuddly with you or you were affectionate with him, he couldn’t stop himself. He was almost always touching you in some way, earning soft chuckles or teasing smiles or almost inaudible jokes from his pack. The teasing did eventually become old, but Jihoon’s blushing never stopped.
But with you now knowing you were Jihoon’s mate, there was only one thing he had to worry about now other than you going to the market without hiding your ears and tail: marking. To say he was nervous was an understatement, but so would be saying he was excited. He just wanted you to belong to him in every single sense, and marking was that last step. But Jihoon was Jihoon and despite being unable to control his instincts to want to be near you all the time, he was still shy and awkward and couldn’t manage to initiate anything.
How he wasn’t a virgin was a mystery to just about everyone.
Then again, those were just random people before. You were his mate. This was special and important and something he didn’t want to mess up. He wanted it to be absolutely perfect. 
But he wasn’t going to show his nerves or how badly he wanted everything to be perfect. He knew when the time came, he was going to act calm, cool, and collected. He wasn’t sure when it would happen because he felt like planning it out might be too weird, but he knew when it happened, he would act like he was totally relaxed and ready -- not that he wasn’t ready, he just didn’t want you to know he was nervous about making it perfect. He couldn’t let it show that he was overthinking everything.
As had become an average night, the two of you laid in bed together with your head on his chest and him playing with your hair and ears until he happened to fall asleep. But neither of you were too tired considering you decided to take a nap in the middle of the day, and Jihoon had joined you about half an hour in. The two of you ended up sleeping three hours until Seokmin woke you up for dinner. So you were talking quietly together while the rest of the house slept or did whatever they did before going to sleep.
“Who do you think will have a baby next?” you wondered since the current topic of discussion was Mingyu and Danbi’s daughter who Jihoon could hear babbling down the hall in his brother’s room.
He hummed while he considered the limited options before deciding, “I’d put my money on Woo and Soomin.”
“Really? ...Huh.”
“Well the only other options are Jia and Minghao, but I have a feeling Minghao would tell her they’re not ready. And you can’t tell me that Jooyeon seems like she wants to have a baby anytime soon,” he snorted.
You lifted your head and rolled onto your stomach to look at him, “What about us?”
You almost burst out laughing from his face when you asked that. You’d clearly taken him off guard and he wasn’t sure if he’d offended you by not including you two or not.
“O-oh... I didn’t mean like--”
“No, I know,” you giggled. “Yeah, we’re not really ready right now, huh?”
“Can I ask a question that might be rude?” he wondered.
“Is it if our child would have cat ears?”
“Yeah,” he smiled cheekily as you started laughing.
“What if it’s part cat and part dog?”
His smile turned to a pout, “I’m not a dog.”
“How come Seungcheol doesn’t care when I say you’re dogs?”
“Because Jooyeon keeps saying it and at this point, he goes along with anything she says as long as it doesn’t get her or anyone else killed, arrested, or injured.”
You shrugged with a nod, figuring that was fair enough. Jooyeon was pretty stubborn and sometimes intentionally went out of her way to push everyone’s buttons -- all in good fun, of course. One could only correct her so many times before realizing it was useless.
You shifted so you were laying on Jihoon on your stomach, your arms resting on his chest as your chin sat on your arms. You stared down at him, and he raised his eyebrows at you expectantly. Because of your topic of conversation, it had brought up thoughts that you had in the back of your mind, but you weren’t sure when to bring it up or how Jihoon would feel about it.
But now was as great a time as any other, right?
“Why haven’t you marked me yet?” you asked bluntly, your tail flicking behind you.
He might’ve stopped breathing when you asked that, his eyebrows raising but his expression staying the same for the most part. And it wasn’t because he was calm, cool and collected like he hoped to be when the time came. No, it was because he was too taken off guard to even look like it.
“Um...well...d-did you want me to?” he wondered slowly, trying his best not to stutter so he wouldn’t show his nerves despite the fact you were laying on his chest and his heart was beating a million times a second.
“Of course I want you to,” you chuckled. “I’m your mate.”
“...Now?”
You shrugged, “Why not now?”
He nodded, “Okay, then kiss me.”
Jihoon asking for a kiss was easy. It was something he did all the time without thinking twice about, so when you did kiss him, he didn’t feel exceptionally nervous. The feeling of your lips on his and the way your lips moved together was something he was used to by now and no longer got flustered about. 
When things started to get more heated, he managed to stay calm. As you began grinding down on him and feeling him slowly grow hard in his pants, you let out soft moans that had his hands gripping your hips tighter while his eyes spotted red behind his eyelids. Your lips moved down to his neck, nipping and sucking as he let out a sigh of your name, continuing to guide your hips. It was like his instincts were kicking in and he forgot about how nervous he was to do this with you.
As you left hickeys on his neck and collarbone, his hands explored your body. One went lower, though, moving underneath your bottoms and going between your legs. His fingers started rubbing your clit over your underwear, smirking to himself when he felt your hands squeeze his shoulders harder as you let out a moan of his name.
"You sound so pretty,” he mumbled, his eyes closed as he listened to your breathing and your quiet whimpers.
You broke away from Jihoon to roll on your back and tug your bottoms off. Once they were gone, you tugged on Jihoon’s shirt to pull him on top of you. But before you kissed him again, you pulled his shirt off and tossed it off the bed like you had with your shorts. He smiled down at you before kissing your lips briefly, kissing down along your jaw and down your neck while his fingers went back to work on your clit. His fingers soon pulled your underwear to the side before he was dragging his index finger up and down your slit, making you whimper and buck your hips up. He slid his finger inside you and slowly pumped it in and out, letting out soft grumbles as your moans filled his ears.
Gradually, more clothes came off until your naked bodies were pressed against each other while Jihoon worked you open with two fingers. You reached down to grab his wrist to keep his hand from moving, looking up into his eyes.
“Are you ready?” you asked quietly.
And that was when calm, cool, and collected Jihoon suddenly disappeared. It hit him what was about to happen, and he was hit with a wave of nerves that had his face turning red as his red eyes raked your naked form beneath him.
“U-um... I’m-- Y-yeah,” he stammered.
“Are you sure?” you wondered. “It’s okay if you’re not.”
“N-no, I am,” he insisted.
You smiled, reaching up to run your fingers through his hair, “Nervous?”
“...Yeah.”
“Aw, that’s cute,” you giggled.
He frowned, grumbling, “It is not...”
“Here, maybe this will be a little better,” you said as you rolled on top of him, straddling his lap. He stared wide-eyed up at you his hands almost immediately going to your hips as he admired how you looked naked above him. “I’ll do all the work and then you have nothing to be nervous about.”
You lifted your hips, holding the base of his cock and aligning his tip with your entrance. Jihoon opened his mouth to protest, but you had already sunk down on him and silenced anything he could’ve said -- though he wasn’t even very sure himself what he planned on saying. He let out a moan, his head falling back against the pillows as he squeezed your hips.
After taking some time to adjust, you began slowly moving your hips. Jihoon groaned out your name softly as he enjoyed the feeling of how you felt around his length, his eyes never leaving your body. His hands moved up your torso to your breasts, squeezing them and rolling your nipples between his fingers. You whimpered as you pressed your hands against his chest for leverage, increasing the speed you were riding him.
“You feel so good,” he growled lowly.
As you increased your speed and adjusted your angle, your tail twitched and your ears flattened on your head. You let out moans and whimpers as you chased your release while Jihoon began to thrust up into you. He eventually got impatient and needy, holding your hips in place as he fucked up into you. You mewled as your nails scratched his skin, letting him do whatever he wanted with you.
As Jihoon got closer to his release, his instincts outweighed his nerves. He suddenly flipped you on your back and began pounding into you as he growled in your ear. His fangs began elongating as he rubbed your clit with one of his hands, the other still having a hard grip on your hip that would probably bruise in the morning. You whimpered and gasped, writhing beneath him as you grabbed onto any part of him your hands would touch.
“Are you close?” he asked, his fangs grazing your neck so you knew that meant he must’ve been close.
“Y-yes,” you mewled.
It only took a few more thrusts before you felt warmth fill you. Jihoon released inside you with a loud moan before you felt something sharp in your neck that you thought would’ve hurt, but somehow caused your orgasm to come crashing down on you. You arched your back off the bed, seeing stars behind your eyelids as you came around Jihoon’s cock, crying out his name.
After riding out your orgasm, you relaxed back onto the bed. You didn’t even realize Jihoon had pulled his fangs out and was lapping at the mark to heal it faster, but his softening length was still inside you as your release mixed with his and dripped down your thighs.
“That was fun,” you giggled breathlessly.
Jihoon lifted his head from your neck to look at you, the hints of a smile on his face, “You’re the only person I know who would giggle after being bitten.”
“I’m also the only person you know who’s part cat, so,” you shrugged, “I guess I’m a little weird.”
“And I love it,” he told you before pressing a kiss to your nose. Then he pulled out of you and pushed himself off the bed, “I’ll get a towel.”
You reached out and grabbed his wrist, pulling him back to you before you snuggled on his chest like you always did, humming, “Five more minutes.”
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jiminrings · 3 years
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HELLO MISS HANNAH! I AM HERE AGAIN JUST TO TELL YOU HOW I AM HOLDINg UP AFTER READING THE THIRD PART (again).
okay, so I just rambled in your comment section (is that what you call it) last night cause my mind was a mess 🥰 after reading it and I cried and then fell asleep :D
honestly, I first cried after reading the soomin part. it feels as if I know soomin myself after reading heartburn, so I felt the pain as if that actually happened irl. the "I saw y/n" part. yeah, I nearly lost it.
even though I kept saying "as he should" when jimin felt sad and realized his mistake and the pain and everything, I am glad he has realized his mistake, and can hopefully forgive himself like y/n did. being hung up on that will bring nothing but pain to him. and as much as he did the wrong thing, I think he deserves peace, happiness and love himself.
eunji can suck ass and choke on air for all I care. I don't even care though so.
I am quite happy to see y/n doing great. I liked how she didn't rush into a relationship with taehyung, took some time to heal and how she handled the news of Hoseok. I have no idea how it feels to know suddenly the existence of a half sibling, but it must have been hard to take it in. kinda like a mini earthquake maybe. knowing that someone you are supposed to know existed all this time. does that make sense?
the way you wrote the ending was just - it broke me while also making sense. I have a thing for reading angst, and let me tell you unrequited love ones hurt the most. but heartburn just came and BAM! decided to share the spot.
and let me tell you, the following lines JUST-
"You are Jimin’s favorite pain; his favorite ache and his favorite grief.
You are his favorite roof and his favorite warmth.
You are the only grasshopper.
You are his favorite lifetime if there are four — a lifetime with you is a lifetime he’s pick four times over; one that sows, one that waters, one that reaps, and one that consumes.
He can love you from afar.
You are Jimin’s religion.
There is a home within you."
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writing soomin’s part was perhaps the most painful for me </3 i would risk it all for her actually 👍👍
u know what,,,, ME TOO BFF
eunji’s character is v interesting to write to me simply because she’s so flat 😭😭 no character development for her at all!!! love that for her </3
makes total sense!!! that’s why i kept emphasizing the three years bc miss girl oc went through like a decade of hurt in like a month alone
FULL CIRCLE MOMENT HEE-HEE I LOVE THEM FOR THAT!!!!
tysm for noticing n appreciating bae <3 am v sorry for making u cry bUT IM BRINGING OVER TISSUES RN :-D
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jiminrings · 3 years
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omg hi miss hann im so sorry for the late feedback :(((((((( i finished heartburn like 4 hours ago but i fell asleep because i thought that it was a good idea to lay down while reading heartburn because i was crying but no lol i got tired from crying and then i eventually fell asleep and i woke up like just now but thats another story here it is now omg i talk too much i know but its so sad that that happened to soomin.... my face was literally like this :( when i read that part she just wanted to have fun and explore new things and i relate to y/n because my dad also cheated on my mom and i also have a half brother and i understand that its so hard to take in and accept but i love her because she accepted it and she understood and jimin..... im happy too see that hes finally realized and repented from what he has done to y/n i hope he still continues to change for the better and motherfucking eunji oh my lord i hope she trips and smack her face at the floor as an awakening to all of the things she did to jimin and y/n heartburn was so good believe me or not when i say this but i have read so many stories here in tumblr but heartburn was the only story that i am so hooked up on like it is so heartbreaking and comforting in a sense that i relate to some of the characters it is so beautifully written that i have literally lost words to describe it i have so many words in my mind right now but theres literally not one word to describe it i hope u are doing good right now please and dont stress urself out too much :( take a rest or me time and please take care of urself i lobe u <3 i hope to see more of ur stories in the future esp late skate jk :D my jimin photocards are ready :D im just joking :D unless u want to :D no im just really joking i hope u have a good day/night there!! <3
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nothing to be sorry for bff!!! <3 i’m in so much awe reading your ask from start to finish pLS i kept smiling and i will literally give u the first bite from my cake later with how much i love you 🥺🥺 U DESERVE NOTHING BUT THE BEST ILY
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jiminrings · 3 years
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hey bestie!! idk if you’ll get this but just wanted to say heartburn has been on my mind ever since i read it ! not only bc it’s phenomenal but also i’m a psych major and i’ve been literally just trying to analyse how OC is going to process all of these events and heal. my personal take is, given her family history, the relationship with jimin would be the one to ‘defy’ the impression of love OC grew up around; i think she struggles with this idea of being inherently unloveable and the relationship with jimin and his family was reassurance like “no, you ARE worthy of unconditional love”. but because jimin emotionally cheats, OC instead views his actions as a reflection of her self-worth. she believes it was bound to happen bc why wouldn’t it? she was not ‘enough’ for him and that will reinforce the idea of her being unworthy of love. she will instead view her ‘not being enough’ as conditions that she needed to satisfy to be ‘worthy’ of attaining love. this could be a stretch, but based on my take, i think in the process of moving on from the relationship i could see OC shifting to a mindset of “i’m just not the type of person who people fall in love with” and “love just isn’t for me” and “i don’t really believe in marriage in that i think i’m not a person who is meant to be in long-term committed relationships.” this would develop as a self-defence mechanism, where the idea of “love isn’t for me” sets up a safety net for OC where she removes the expectation of her idea of ideal love and would protect her by keeping others at a distance. depending on OC’s processing of what’s happened, she could engage in various self-destructive processes, ranging from throwing herself unhealthily into work to even starting casual flings in an effort to desensitise her/make her comfortable with the notion that love and intimacy are not meant for her. i want to know what your thoughts are (only if you’re comfortable discussing this!!). sorry i went on an entire spiel, i just get really excited trying to analyse characters !! anyways, you did a great job and i am so excited for part two !! -psych major
bestie first off let me start to say that i LOVE u thank u so much for reading n loving heartburn <3 the fact that you’re a psych major and are analyzing it awes me so much!!
i agree!! given her “comfortable” upbringing in which she never really struggled for much but no one was really there for her, having this pressure from her dad and being alone as a lonely child, never really knowing her parents enough bc their relationship was long broken even before she gained consciousness, etc.... she found a home within jimin and his family and she never really wants to let go of it!! not until jimin cheated :((
i agree!! oc started to resort to that mindset ever since yoongi started texting her. even up until jimin breaking up with her, oc blames herself and looks at what could’ve been her shortcomings and not jimin’s — as much as she’s mad n distraught over what he did, she can’t help but blame herself because now that she’s conscious of her actions, now that she’s in a different situation compared to her family by blood, what did she do now to deserve this?? was it her fault? was it doomed from the start?
jimin’s family, especially soomin, plays a big part on her whole morality :(( she loves soomin as a sister, as a separate entity entirely, and it’s not just because she’s jimin’s sister or since she feels obligated to please her fiancé’s (now ex) family. she will definitely throw herself in self-destructive processes but won’t even notice that she’s doing it.
pls don’t apologize!!! i’m sO SO happy to have received your ask n i wanna give a big kiss to ur brain <3 ily thank u for being here
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