The Crimson Kimono (1959)
"He didn't mean it that way!"
"You don't have to mean it or say it, it's there all the time."
"It's what you think is behind every word and every look."
"You've got to wear my shoes to know what I'm talking about."
"But I do know."
"How could you know? Honey, how could you? You can't feel for me unless you are me. Take a good look, Chris. Do I look different to you than I did yesterday?"
"Joe."
"Did my face change?"
"Don't say that."
"I've got to say it! I never felt this in the army, in the police. Maybe it's five thousand years of blood behind me, busting to the front. For the first time, I feel different. I taste it right through every bone inside me. For the first time, I catch myself trying to figure out who I am. I was born here. I'm American. I feel it and live it and love it, but down deep, what am I? Japanese-American? American-Japanese? Nisei? What label do I live under, Chris? You tell me."
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