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Month 11 - Leafbare
Aldertail’s legs were more raw than they had been in a long time. She knew she shouldn’t lick them, she knew it wasn’t right, but every time she thought about the news - that another house cat was dead - she fell into a panic and the only thing that seemed to help was going over her pelt a few more times. Now not only her front legs but her hind legs and her back had patches of missing fur that grew dry and raw in the arid air of Leafbare. 
“Oh, you poor thing,” Oddstripe fretted as he examined her new sores. “We’ll have you feeling better soon enough.” 
“I’m sorry,” she said, holding very still, “I just can’t stop myself. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” 
“You’re sick,” grumbled Sagetooth. “It’s not a failing to cough when you’re ill. That’s all this is.” She snapped a root in half and began to chew it into a poultice. Aldertail recognized the smell as burdock, one of the several treatments she’d been given for her sores before. 
“I don’t feel sick,” she said dumbly. 
“Remember, sweetheart,” Oddstripe said gently and Aldertail blushed, “ it’s not a sickness you feel, it’s a sickness in your mind.” 
“Right…” she frowned. Maybe that was the reason she’d been marked as Chaff. The Folk could tell that her mind was broken. What use was a cat with a broken mind? Sagetooth spat the burdock mixture out with a grimace and pushed the leaf it was on over to Oddstripe, then fixed Aldertail with a scowl that made her want to squirm. 
“Look at me,” she said. Aldertail sat up straighter and nodded. Sagetooth continued, “I’ll have no more moping about this, you understand? It’s not your fault you’re sick. You’re not bad for being ill. In fact, if you’re sick for the rest of your life, that would be fine. Do you understand?” 
Aldertail nodded instinctively. “I-I think so?” 
Sagetooth gave a dissatisfied “Hmph!” and continued to stare her down. 
“Oh, I think your tone is maybe confusing her, Sagetooth,” Oddstripe said, taking Aldertail’s leg in one paw so he could spread poultice up her leg. Once he had his bearings, he looked up to meet her gaze with a soft smile. “You’re not in trouble. What Sagetooth is trying to say is this is normal and it’s okay if you’re sick because that doesn’t change how much we care about you.” Sagetooth grumbled but didn’t contradict him, instead wandering off into the back of the den. Aldertail glanced in her direction, then back to Oddstripe, then down at the ground. She didn’t know why such a kindly stare made her feel so miserable. 
Oddstripe sighed slightly but continued to apply the poultice. “Have you been extra worried lately?” he asked.
“Of course,” she said, glancing back up. “Aren’t you?”
Oddstripe’s lips flattened into a thin line for a moment and he glanced over his shoulder in Sagetooth’s direction. “I am worried about my boys, I’ll admit. But I have a feeling that’s not why you’re worried.” 
“I just…” Aldertail shifted uncomfortably, wishing she could groom her legs. “We’re all going to die. Me especially.” 
“I don’t know about that,” Oddstripe said. 
“Your warriors killed one of the Exalted!” Aldertail hissed fearfully. “They killed my brother for doing the same thing. And his mate. And my sister. And they wanted to kill me. Razor won’t stop until all of us are punished!” Oddstripe shifted uncomfortably, looking solemn. 
He sighed, switched to her other leg, and said, “That is a frightening thought, but I have faith in Goldenstar to keep us safe. StarClan will look out for us.” 
“StarClan…” Aldertail repeated. “Remind me which one that is?” She tried to picture the cats who had rallied in their camp the week before.
“StarClan are the spirits of the dead,” Oddstripe smiled down at his work. “They know things we can’t and they guide us from the stars.”
“So, magic?” asked Aldertail. 
“Yes,” Oddstripe nodded with a little laugh. “This time it really is magic.” 
Aldertail considered that. As powerful as the Folk were, they didn’t share their power with cats, at least not outside of social power. If the Clans had magic on their side, maybe there was a chance they could defeat Razor.
“Can they help us fight?” she asked.
“They rarely help in such a physical way,” Sagetooth said, stomping back over to them with a bundle of thyme leaves in her jaws. “Instead, they give us guidance and help us make the choices that lead to victory. For instance, they told us to attack on the night of the snow storm and in doing so we drove the rogues out and they haven’t returned since.”
“That doesn’t mean they’re not coming back,” Aldertail whined. “Has StarClan said anything else? Have they told you what to do?” The idea felt like something sturdy to hold onto, the idea that magic ghosts could give them all of the answers. If they just did what StarClan said, maybe everything would be alright.
“Not yet,” Sagetooth said. “But they will, in time.” She started separating the bundle of thyme into two piles. 
“Can we ask them?” Aldertail said as Oddstripe moved on to her back. “There’s a way to talk to them, isn’t there?”
“There is,” Sagetooth said, “but we can’t just demand they give us all the answers. Part of the test is making choices for ourselves.” 
“The test?” Aldertail squeaked. She hadn’t known she was being tested!
“The test of life,” Sagetooth clarified. “What would be the point of living if someone just gave us all the answers?” 
“I-I don’t know,” Aldertail shrugged. “Finding peace?” 
“Finding peace wouldn’t be meaningful without chaos,” Sagetooth shook her head. “Joy wouldn’t exist without pain. StarClan gives us trials and misfortunes so we can learn from them and fully appreciate the blessings in our lives.” 
“Okay, sorry,” Aldertail mumbled, realizing she had been speaking out of turn. 
“It’s fine,” Sagetooth sighed. “You’re learning. Now here, chew these for as long as you can before swallowing.” She pushed a bundle of thyme towards Aldertail who took a deep breath of the aromatic scent. It seemed to grab her and pull her thoughts into focus for a moment. Obediently, she leaned down, took the leaves into her mouth, and focused on chewing them as finely as she could. As she did, she started to feel her breath coming easier and her mind clearing. 
“Thank you,” she mumbled around her mouthful.
“Happy to help, dear,” Sagetooth said, offering a rare smile. Aldertail closed her eyes and focused on the herbs, on their smell and the texture of the leaves as it changed between her teeth. By the time Oddstripe was nearly finished with her hind legs, she swallowed and took a deep breath, the smell of thyme still thick on her tongue. 
“Good girl,” Sagetooth nodded. “Now, the burdock root should start numbing your sores soon enough. Be careful not to lick it off or your tongue might go numb too. Besides, you’ll get a stomach ache if you ingest too much of it.” 
Aldertail paled a little. “I’ll try,” she said weakly. That was going to be tricky.
“Oh,” Oddstripe frowned. “We can put cobwebs over them if necessary.” 
“No,” Sagetooth said firmly. “That’s a waste of supplies and who knows, a numb tongue might get her to finally kick the habit.” Oddstripe met Aldertail’s eyes sympathetically. Aldertail nodded, offering a smile as best she could. It was like a punishment. If she messed up and licked her legs, she’d get a nasty surprise and, hopefully, that would teach her a lesson. That felt right. 
“You’re good to go,” Sagetooth said, bundling up the rest of the thyme. “Keep your tongue away from your legs, you hear?” 
“Yes, ma’am,” Aldertail nodded. 
“You can get someone to help you groom your pelt if that helps,” continued Sagetooth.
“Oh, that’s a good idea,” Oddstripe said. “Let me know if you ever need help with that, okay?” 
“Alright,” Aldertail nodded again and stood to leave. As she did, her tail brushed up against something feather light and startled her. She turned around, fur bristling, to find a dead moth. 
“Oh, sorry about that,” Oddstripe said, “Barleypaw brought me that this morning. I’m not sure what to do with it, to be honest.” 
“You can’t just leave it around,” Sagetooth huffed. “Just get rid of it. She’ll never know.” 
“It’s so pretty though,” Aldertail said, tilting her head to admire the little trinket. 
“Here!” Oddstripe said, reaching towards the moth. Very carefully, he pulled the wings from the moth and then reached up to tuck them behind one of Aldertail’s ears. She blushed again, holding very still as he did, then tried to look at them without turning her head which proved impossible. 
“I saw Blazingbrush wearing cicada wings like that,” he said. “She’s one of the other healers.” Sagetooth huffed under her breath as she headed back to return the thyme to the stores. 
“Do they look alright?” Aldertail asked, still unable to look at them. 
“Oh, they look beautiful on you,” he said. Aldertail bit her lip and swallowed.
“Um, thank you,” she whispered shyly. 
“Don’t mention it,” purred Oddstripe, seemingly unaware of how he was affecting her. “Let me know if you need me to help you groom your pelt okay?” She nodded mutely and he turned and went back into the den with a little smile. 
Aldertail headed out into the snow. He had called her beautiful. No one had ever called her beautiful before, at least not genuinely like that. She decided she needed to find a reflection and see for herself. As she headed out of camp, Branchbark and Ospreymask passed with mouths full of fish and smiled in her direction.
“Aldertail!” Ospreymask squealed, dropping her catch. “I love the moth wings!” 
“Really?” she asked, blushing again. 
“Yes! Oh my stars, you look amazing sweetie!” 
Branchbark chuckled and gave a nod of agreement, then pushed the fish Ospreymask had dropped in her direction. She rolled her eyes and picked them up again, the two passing to head towards the fresh-kill pile. 
Aldertail bounded out of camp, feeling all bubbly inside. Was she pretty? She had always assumed that people were lying when they’d complimented her. She knew how she looked, she knew she was ugly and broken and stupid. Or… she had known. Now she wasn’t sure. She quickly made her way over to the closest stream to investigate. As she approached, she held her breath, wanting to believe what they had said was true. 
Her face swam into view in the chilly stream. She let out her breath, disappointed. She was still herself. She still had the same dull brown fur and ugly, scabby legs, the same unflattering wrinkle permanently affixed between her eyebrows. 
The moth wings looked nice though… She tilted her head back and forth, admiring them from different angles. She wasn’t as thin, she realized. Her cheeks had filled out, her pelt hung more neatly on her bones. She was sleeker, even, with a shine to her fur that only Exalted cats seemed to maintain in the city. Maybe, she reasoned, she wasn’t pretty yet, but she wasn’t ugly anymore. 
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She smiled, touched by the thought, and decided to go looking for herbs like Oddstripe had taught her. She needed to thank him for his lovely gift.
UPDATES:
- Aldertail starts wearing moth wings behind her ear.
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The initial concept for The Star Skipper Chronicles, done in MS paint
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clangenrising · 16 days
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Month 14 - Newleaf
“Hey, Bee Face?” 
Russetfrond had been starting to drift as he watched Mystique train with the apprentices but her voice pulled him back into focus. 
“Yes?” he frowned out of habit despite the fact that he and the kittypet had been getting along a lot better lately. They were honestly getting along a little too well for his liking, although the guilt he felt over his first major indiscretion as a warrior wasn’t enough to stop him from continuing to be indiscreet. It had become an excitingly ill advised routine to sneak off with her every couple days for a bit of private fun. She’d promised to keep it a secret even if she didn’t seem to understand why and he had been grateful. 
He realized he was drifting again when she said, “Hello? You there?” 
“What?” he blinked and Floodpaw and Barleypaw chuckled softly to themselves. 
“I said,” Mystique frowned, looking green in the face, “I think I’m done for the day. I don’t feel so good.” 
Russetfrond nodded. “Alright, then we’ll break.”
“Aw, come on,” Floodpaw groaned, “We barely did anything!” 
“She’s not feeling well,” Sparrowpaw chided him, “It’s not like we can’t train without her.” Russetfrond suppressed a smile of pride. 
“Yeah, come on,” Barleypaw said, “Why don’t we take turns doing two on one fights if you really want a challenge?” 
“Mm, alright,” Floodpaw relented. Russetfrong gave a grunt to Mystique that meant ‘let’s go’ and she nodded, falling into step beside him. They left the sandy training ground and started back towards camp as the sound of fighting resumed behind them.
“Ugh,” Mystique moaned, “I feel like I’m gonna puke.” 
“Please don’t,” Russetfrond grumbled. Still, he glanced sideways at her in concern. “Did you eat anything strange lately? Any rabbits?”
“What?” Mystique scrunched her nose at him. “No, why?”
“Sometimes they catch a sickness that can kill the cats that eat them,” he said, “but if you didn’t have a rabbit it's fine, then.” 
“Wait, why do you eat them if they could kill you!?” cried Mystique.
“Because we need to eat?” he rolled his eyes. “You can usually tell if they’re sick before you catch them. It doesn’t happen often.” 
“If you say so…” said Mystique. She took several slow, deep breaths through her nose as they walked and Russetfrond realized she must really feel sick. 
“We’ll have one of the healers look at you when we get back to camp,” he said. “They’ll give you something for your stomach.”
“Okay,” she said, sounding strained. “You guys don’t have any pumpkin treats do you?” 
“No, we do not have pumpkin treats,” he growled, “It’s the middle of spring!” 
“Why should that matter?” asked Mystique. “The Folk have them all year round.” She dropped her gaze and mumbled, “they always make my tummy feel better…”
“Tummy? Really? You are such a child.” 
“No, I’m not,” she said defensively, then flirtatiously, “you would know.” He blushed and lashed his tail, glancing around to make sure no one had heard. 
“Shut up,” he hissed, fur prickling with embarrassment. 
She snickered impishly. “It’s fine, Russie, there’s nobody around!” That only made him more embarrassed. 
“You don’t know that for sure,” he snapped. “We’re almost to camp, just-!” He stopped and took a moment to flatten his hackles and lower his voice. “Just be quiet please?”
“Okay, okay,” she relented with a bit of a laugh. “You’re so touchy, Bee Face.” 
He grunted and said nothing else. 
They slipped down into the camp. Goldenstar and Scorchplume were sharing tongues by the Stoneperch, Fogkit and Slatekit were picking out prey for their meal, Pantherhaze was sunning on top of the warriors’ den. It was quiet and lovely. Russetfrond nodded to Goldenstar as he passed and she nodded in kind, then turned to listen as Scorch whispered in her ear. She smiled and twined her tail with Scorchplume’s and Russetfrond frowned. He still didn’t like that Goldenstar had fallen for such a scheming fox. Still, it wasn’t like there was anything he could do about it. When Goldenstar got an idea in her head there was no talking her down.
He and Mystique entered the healers’ den. Aldertail and Oddstripe were talking near the herb stores and when Aldertail noticed them she squeaked and dropped into a frightened ball. Oddstripe sat up straight, his big ears grazing the roof of the den, and smiled awkwardly.
“Russetfrond! Mystique! Oh, what brings you in today?”
“Mystique’s stomach is sick,” Russetfrond said flatly. 
“Oh, alright then, why don't you settle into one of those nests and I’ll come help you in a second,” said Oddstripe. He turned back to Aldertail and whispered to her a bit. She nodded mutely and then quickly slank out of the den, hugging the wall farthest from Mystique. The kittypet tried to shoot her an apologetic grin but she wasn’t looking. Mystique sighed. 
“I wish she wasn’t so scared of me,” she said as the warrior’s tail tip disappeared. 
“She’s been through a lot,” Oddstripe said, lips pursed tight. “We’re working on it. Anyways!” He stepped up to her and leaned in to sniff her breath. “Tell me about your symptoms.” Russetfrond settled into a lean against the wall, watching impassively. 
“Uh… I dunno,” Mystique shrugged. “I’ve been queasy since breakfast. It got worse just a little while ago.” 
“Any gut pain?” Oddstripe asked, “Dizziness? Fever? Issues making dirt?” 
“No,” Mystique looked away uncomfortably, “none of that.” 
“Hmm…” Oddstripe frowned in thought. “It couldn’t be… would you mind letting me look at your belly?” 
Mystique glanced back at him, tried to hide a grimace, and then said, “Sure.” She settled onto her side and lifted her arm to give him better access. He sniffed around, used his paws to push some of her fur out of the way, and then laughed to himself.
“If I had a mouse for every time this has happened,” he grinned, sitting back. 
“Every time what has happened?” Russetfrond growled.
“I’ve discovered a sudden bout of nausea was morning sickness!” Oddstripe said brightly. “Congratulations, Mystique, you’re going to have kittens!” 
“What?” Mystique and Russetfrond said at the same time. 
“You’re pregnant!” Oddstripe reiterated pleasantly. “Nausea is a totally normal symptom of the early stages of pregnancy. I’d say you’re probably a week or two into it based on how you’re pinking up.”
“That’s impossible,” Russetfrond was on his feet again. “She’s a kittypet!” 
“Not all of the Exalted are altered,” Mystique twitched her ear in annoyance. 
“Why-!” Russetfrond nearly shouted but caught himself. Gritting his teeth, he said in a more discreet tone, “Why didn’t you tell me?!”
“‘Cause it’s not a big deal!” Mystique rolled her eyes. 
“Not a big deal?!” His jaw was starting to ache with how hard he was clenching his jaw. “Mystique, did you get your brain replaced with bees? Of course it’s a big deal! I didn’t think that-” He stopped himself again when he remembered that Oddstripe was still right there. The healer was staring at him with wide-blown eyes and a mouth pursed into a tiny, scandalized line. 
Russetfrond swallowed. “Uh, Oddstripe, look-”
“Oh, don’t worry!” Oddstripe quickly said, waving his paws in front of himself. “I’m not judging you or anything! I just feel like maybe I shouldn’t be here, I can give you guys some privacy-!”
“No!” Russetfrond blurted. “I mean… Thank you, but you can’t tell anyone.” 
Mystique groaned loudly. “Ugh! This again!” 
“It’s important!” he said to both of them. 
“Of course, Russetfrond,” said Oddstripe, “I won’t tell anyone if you don’t want me to, but…” He glanced over his shoulder, “It’s not going to stay a secret for too much longer. I mean, Sagetooth is going to do the math and know it had to have been someone in the Clan, y’know?” 
Russetfrond shut his eyes tightly. This was a nightmare. “Right. Of course.” He started kneading the ground in an attempt to calm himself. “Just… I’ll handle it, just don’t say anything before I do, alright?” 
“Of course,” Oddstripe said again. “I’ll let you two talk.” He turned and stepped out of the den with a swish of his tail. Russetfrond sighed and started to pace. 
“This is bad,” he said. 
“No, it’s not,” Mystique said. “Look, I’ll just go back to my Folk and they’ll take care of it.” 
“What do you mean, take care of it?” he glared at her. 
“If you’re upset that there will be kits around,” she said as if it were common sense, “I’ll just go to my Folk and, once they’re weaned, the Folk will take them and place them with Folk of their own! It’s fine!” 
“What? No!” Russetfrond whirled on her. “Absolutely not!” 
“Why not?” protested Mystique, “I’ve done it before.” 
“I don’t care,” said Russetfrond. “You’re just going to abandon the kits?” 
“It’s not abandonment, the Folk find them homes!” Mystique was getting angry now, her claws sinking into the moss of the nest she was in. “If you don’t want kits then why do you care?!” 
“It’s not that I don’t want kits,” he said, trying very hard not to shout, “it’s that I don’t want anyone to know that we’ve been messing around!” 
“Why not?” she cried again. “Literally, who cares?” 
“I do!” he snapped, tail lashing. “You’re a prisoner of war! I’m not supposed to- to- fraternize with you!” 
Mystique laughed mean-spiritedly. “Oh, okay. That never stopped you from letting me pin you down and-”
“Stars Blood!” he hissed, blushing profusely. “Will you shut up for once in your life? This is serious! I’m the deputy! My- my reputation is on the line!”
“No one will care,” Mystique rolled her eyes. “Even Odd-face said she was fine with it-”
“He,” Russetfrond stressed.
“Ugh, whatever!” Mystique tore a line through the edge of the nest. “My point is, who’s gonna be mad? It’s fine! Stop stressing out!” 
“You don’t get it,” he shook his head. 
“Okay, then explain it to me, moron,” said Mystique, her voice catching in the back of her throat in irritation. 
Russetfrond snarled, tearing himself away from her steely gaze to start pacing again. “Fine,” he said. “In the Warrior Code it says that our Clan needs to come first. That means we aren’t supposed to form relationships that could compromise our loyalties, with members of the other Clans or rogues or kittypets.” He shot her a stern look. She rolled her eyes. “So when cats find out that we’ve been together, my loyalties will be called into question. I could lose my position as Deputy.” 
“Will you though?” Mystique frowned, “Cause Goldenstar is all over Scorch and that doesn’t seem to be an issue.” 
“Scorchplume became a warrior of RisingClan,” Russetfrond said, still pacing. “So if you joined the Clan then maybe it would be fine.” 
“Nah, I don’t think so,” Mystique shook her head. “I still wanna go back to my Folk so they can handle all this stuff.” 
“First off,” Russetfrond growled, “We’ve already told you why you can’t go home. You would be a liability and that’s not even accounting for what Razor will do when he knows you betrayed him.” Mystique’s ears pressed back against her head briefly. “Secondly, you’re not giving our kits away to become kittypets.” 
“I don’t want them!” Mystique protested. “I’m not in any rush to be a mother.” 
“So you’re just going to let them snatch your kits away from you?”
“It’s not like that,” she laid her head on her paws, lips skewed to the side petulantly. “I’ve done it before and it was totally harmless.”
“You’ve done it before?” he asked, paling. Did cats in the city just not raise their own children? He was horrified.
“Yeah,” she shrugged like it was no big deal. “I wasn’t even a year old, fooled around a bit too much, got knocked up. The Folk fed me twice as much and gave me extra attention and helped me through the birth. Then different Folk came to visit and play with the kittens and eventually they all went home with a new family.” 
“What happened after that?” 
“I dunno, I never saw them again,” she shrugged. “It’s not that big a deal.”
“Would you stop saying that?” he hissed, dropping his chest to the ground in a frustrated arch of his back. “It is a big deal! If you don’t want the kits, then that’s fine,” he spat the word, clearly not convinced that it was, “but they’re my kits too. I want to be there for them.”
Mystique groaned. “Ugh. You’re not gonna give me a choice are you… If I try and leave you’ll just drag me back to that stuffy old den.”
“Yes,” he said, glaring at her. She sighed and spread out over the ground like a kitten throwing a tantrum. It was moments like these where Russetfrond remembered how much he hated her. If only he had been able to remember the whole time, this wouldn’t have happened. 
“Then I guess we’ll do things your way,” she said eventually. 
“Good,” he said. “And we’re done messing around.” 
“Oh, come on!”
“I’m serious,” he said firmly. “I should have never been so weak in the first place. This is StarClan’s sign that I need to get my act together.” 
“No it’s not,” said Mystique, “it’s what happens when cats have sex together. Not everything is some magical sign.” 
Russetfrond lashed his tail one last time and said, “Just keep your mouth shut about our activities together. I’m going to handle this.” 
“Whatever,” she groaned to the ceiling. “I don’t caaaaare.”
He shook his head and stalked out of the den. Oddstripe was sitting a short distance away and looked up as he did, offering a hopeful smile.
“So?” he asked.
“I’m going to talk to Goldenstar about it,” said Russetfrond. “Just keep her and the kits healthy, alright?” He made sure to lower his voice just in case.
“I will,” said Oddstripe dutifully.
“Thank you,” Russetfrond sighed. At least he could take solace in that. His head was swimming. He was going to be a father. A single father, at that. He didn’t feel ready. He felt a thousand different dreams and plans shattering away like ice under his paws. He had dreamed of meeting someone strong but gentle, someone devoted just like he was, and courting them like a proper warrior until they were certain this was what they wanted. He had dreamed of raising kits with someone his mother could be proud of. He closed his eyes and tried not to think about what she must think of him now. 
“It’s gonna be alright,” Oddstripe said, brushing his tail over Russetfrond’s paws reassuringly. “I’m sure everyone will understand.” 
“It’s over anyway,” Russetfrond said, feeling sick himself. “I never should have been so foolish but I’m certainly not going to let it happen again.” 
“I know what you mean,” Oddstripe said, a pained smile on his face. “But have faith. Kits are a gift, even if they come from less than perfect circumstances. I’m sure they will be a blessing to you when they arrive.” 
“I know…” he sighed again. “If you’ll excuse me.”
“Oh, of course, Russetfrond,” smiled Oddstripe. “Don’t let me keep you.” 
Gratefully, Russetfrond stepped away to go find Goldenstar. This wasn’t going to be pleasant. It was time he started acting responsibly, though.
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clangenrising · 11 days
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Month 14 - Newleaf
“Thank you all for coming,” Goldenstar said to the assembled warriors of RisingClan. “This should be quick.” Everyone had gathered at sunhigh to talk while the kits were sleeping. Even Sagetooth and Oddstripe were in attendance. The only cat missing was Songdust, whose absence hung heavy over the group like an ill omen.
Yarrowshade shrugged and said, “We’re happy to be here, Goldie.” She smiled and he grinned in return. It was good to see her smiling again. Beside her, Scorchplume’s tail was twined with hers, a development he had noticed a few days ago but said nothing about yet. Neither of them seemed to want to bring it up either so he left it alone.
“We all want to see the end of this war,” said Pantherhaze and the rest of the group concurred. Yarrowshade in particular couldn’t wait to pay the rogues back for all the grief they had caused him. His claws ached to sink into their fur. His skin itched for the satisfaction of a well-deserved wound.
“I’ve been discussing strategies with Scorchplume,” Goldenstar said, “and she thinks there’s a way we could manage to take Razor out of play, which would be huge.” 
“Yes,” Scorchplume said, less excited than Goldenstar was. “It’s risky though.”
“Risky is what we do,” Floodpaw purred proudly. Oddstripe clucked with worry. 
“Right,” said Goldenstar. “A risk with big pay off is way better than continuing to sit and wait. Go ahead.” 
“Alright,” sighed Scorch. Yarrowshade watched her shift uncomfortably and added another smack to the list of punishments he owed Razor. “When Smokyrose came to the city, they were discussing a peace agreement. Until Ghost arrived, it looked like he was going to arrange a one on one meeting with Goldenstar that he would use to ambush her and take out your leader.” 
A few cats shifted bitterly at the mention of Smokyrose. 
“The plan is to arrange that meeting,” Goldenstar said with a fiery conviction in her voice, “and then ambush him back.” 
“But it’s extremely dangerous,” Scorch cautioned. “Goldenstar will have to be basically alone with Razor for at least a few moments. If there are any mistakes, Goldenstar could die.” 
“I could lose a life,” Goldenstar admitted, “but that’s a sacrifice I’m willing to make. As long as the rest of you come in to corner him, we should succeed.” Scorch chewed her lip, tail rippling irritably, and Yarrowshade realized that she still didn’t believe in Goldenstar’s nine lives. 
“I think it sounds like a solid course of action,” Sagetooth said. “I’ll consult StarClan but I think we should plan on going through with it.” 
“We should ask the other Clans too,” said Pantherhaze. “We only won the last battle because of their help. We could use it again.” 
“Yeah, we don’t know how many cats Razor will bring with him,” said Sparrowpaw. “Best to be prepared.”
“I agree,” Goldenstar said, “and I’m sure something this important will get Flightstar and Snowstar to agree to it. Scorchplume believes that Razor thinks I’m the Clans’ only leader, so I’ll also be the one meeting him and taking on all the risk.” Scorch shifted again.
“Just don’t take any unnecessary risks,” Oddstripe said. “I don’t want to have more of you injured than is necessary.” Sagetooth twitched her ear. 
“We’ll train in defensive combat strategies and cooperative fighting in preparation,” said Russetfrond, looking more like himself than he had over the last couple days. Yarrowshade had enjoyed how miserable Mystique’s pregnancy had made him at first but by now he was just glad that the deputy had stopped moping. It was unsettling - too unlike him.
“Good idea,” Goldenstar nodded. “Russetfrond and I will come up with a more decisive battle plan and share it with you all during training. Are there any other questions?” 
“What are we going to do about Songdust?” Floodpaw asked impatiently. Barleypaw nodded. Sparrowpaw looked at the ground. Pantherhaze and Ospreymask leaned forward for the answer.
Goldenstar shifted. “That’s a little more complicated…” 
“I know a cat or two who might be able to help,” Scorch said, “but there’s not much we can do without going into the city which we can’t really do with Razor in power like this.” 
“StarClan will protect her if they can,” Sagetooth said. “Defeating Razor is the first step. Then we can think about rescuing Songdust.” No one seemed satisfied with that answer, but Scorch was right. There wasn’t really anything they could do. 
After a moment or two of silence, Goldenstar said, “Alright then. Meeting adjourned. Everyone focus on preparing for the battle. May StarClan guide us.”
“May StarClan guide us,” said Sagetooth, Oddstripe, Barleypaw, and Pantherhaze’s staggered voices. The cats began to disperse. Yarrowshade picked himself up and moved to talk with Scorch and Goldenstar. 
“Hey, you guys wanna go train or something?” he asked. Goldenstar looked to Scorchplume.
“You two can go,” Scorch said. “I’m not going to go anywhere near Razor.” 
“Still, it can’t hurt to get some practice in, right?” Yarrowshade asked. She looked at him and he swore he could hear her thoughts, how irritating she found him, how much she hated him for ‘choosing Nightfrost.’
“Fine,” she said shortly. 
“Great,” Goldenstar laughed a little and Scorch shot her a subtle glare. “Or what if we scout out places for the meeting instead? That’s something you could help with.” 
“I suppose,” Scorchplume hummed, seeming more inclined to that idea. Yarrowshade couldn’t help but feel like she just liked Goldenstar’s ideas better than his. He swallowed tightly and tried not to look disappointed. 
“Sounds good to me,” he said brightly. “Let’s go.” 
They set out towards the southern border. The day was warm for the season, bright and sunny with a welcome breeze. Yarrowshade tilted his face to the sun and tried to enjoy the warmth of it. 
“How’ve you been, by the way?” asked Goldenstar.
He tilted his head in her direction. “Good, I guess.” Lonely. “I’ve missed hanging out with you two though.” 
“Same, honestly,” Goldenstar said, leaning into Scorchplume’s side. “I can’t wait for all this business to be over so things can go back to normal.” 
“Normal is extremely relative,” Scorch hummed. “I for one am sick of normal.”
“We’ll just have to make a new normal then,” Yarrowshade tried, offering her a smile. She raised her brows at him but said nothing. He tried not to frown. 
“Scorch,” Goldenstar said softly. “He’s trying. Be nice to him.” Yarrowshade blushed at being called out like that. Was he so obvious? Scorch scowled at Goldenstar but there was no malice in her gaze. 
“I’ll do what I please,” she huffed.
“I know,” purred Goldenstar, “but you guys used to be good friends right? I don’t see the point in holding onto a grudge when you could just get along again.”
“Look,” Yarrowshade cut in, fur prickling in discomfort, “if it helps; I’m sorry for whatever I did.”
“Whatever you did?” Scorch raised her brows even higher somehow. 
“Yes?” he winced. This felt like a trap. 
“What was that, exactly?” Scorch asked. Goldenstar was mouthing something but he was terrible at reading lips. 
“For…” Yarrowshade hesitated. He had to find the correct answer. “For not choosing you?” There was a moment of silence where Scorch sized him up and he and Goldenstar held their breath. 
Then Scorch said, “Apology accepted.” Both Yarrowshade and Goldenstar sighed in relief. Scorch flicked her ear in annoyance. 
But after that, things were alright. Yarrowshade brought up a funny story from hunting with Barleypaw the other day and the others laughed. Scorch poked fun at him with an easy smile rather than a cold, defensive one. Goldenstar wouldn’t stop purring. He still felt like he was walking on thin ice, but at least for now Scorch was finding him entertaining. That was all he wanted, really. 
Discussion moved on to talk about how Barleypaw and her littermates would be warriors in a moon or two. Goldenstar expressed being nervous about her first real warrior ceremony as leader and Scorch and Yarrowshade told her she had nothing to worry about. From there, they started talking about Slatekit and Fogkit and their upcoming ceremony. 
“I still don’t know who should mentor Fogkit,” said Goldenstar as they paused to examine the sightlines on one hill. “I think I have Slatekit settled but Fogkit doesn’t like Ospreymask anymore and I’m not sure who else could mentor her.” 
“She’s a pawful, isn’t she?” Yarrowshade chuckled. “Yesterday I caught her ‘crafting curses’ out of claw sheds and bird bones.” 
“Crafting curses?” Scorch said skeptically. 
“Yeah,” shrugged Yarrowshade. “I don’t know where she got the idea but she said she was trying to curse the rogues to death.” He shook his head. “I’m honestly glad I already have Barleypaw cause I don’t think I would want to try and untangle that whole mess.” 
“Yeah, that’s the thing,” Goldenstar said. “I would take her myself but I’ve already got Floodpaw.”
“You can’t just take every apprentice who seems like they’ll be a pawful,” Scorch huffed. 
“Is that a challenge?” Goldenstar teased and Scorch rolled her eyes. 
“Look, if it’s really such a predicament, just give her to me.” 
Yarrowshade and Goldenstar fell into stunned silence. 
“What?” Scorch bristled defensively. “Is that so outlandish?”
“No, no,” Goldenstar said quickly, a smile spreading across her face, “I just didn’t expect you to want an apprentice! I mean, it’s a pretty big commitment.” 
“Does that mean you’re staying?” Yarrowshade asked excitedly. 
Scorch swished her tail back and forth, puffing up like a ginger pigeon. “For now,” she said. “By the time I leave, Floodpaw will be a warrior and then Goldenstar can take over her training.” 
Yarrowshade cocked a brow, smirking. “I don’t buy it.” 
Goldenstar was grinning like an idiot. “Oh, Scorch!” she purred, butting her head into Scorchplume’s shoulder. “I love you so much!”
“That’s it!” Scorch said, putting both paws on Goldenstar’s face and shoving her away. “I’m actually leaving right now and throwing myself in the river.” 
“Wait, no!” wailed Goldenstar through laughter. “I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to use the forbidden word!” She threw herself at Scorch’s feet and clung to her like a needy kitten. Scorch huffed a laugh through her nose. 
“Please, your excellence,” she said, pretending to be scandalized, “you forget yourself.” Goldenstar laughed, chest thrumming with an uncontrollable purr. 
Yarrowshade swallowed thickly. Grief, unexpected and overwhelming, flooded his mind as he watched them joke and flirt. Neither of them seemed to notice and he was grateful for it. He carefully turned away and started down the far side of the hill, breathing slowly through his nose to try and stop himself from tearing up. 
Get it together, Yarrowshade, he thought to himself. This was such a stupid thing to cry over! He wasn’t going to let them see him like this. 
“Look,” Scorch said smugly, “your pathetic displays have scared off Yarrowshade.”
“Ah!” Goldenstar cried, still laughing, “Yarrowshade, wait! I’m sorry!”
He paused and let out one last breath before forcing the frown off of his face. “I think this hill is too exposed,” he said, glancing back at them. “Maybe we should try somewhere with trees?”
“Oh, that’s a good idea,” Goldenstar had gotten to her feet and was halfway to him, Scorch trailing behind. Both of them looked so happy it hurt to watch.
“Do you think Orangestar would let us hold the meeting on EarthClan territory?” he asked, looking away. He focused his eyes on the trees up ahead and tried to pretend that he was fine. 
“Maybe!” Goldenstar said. “I’ll bring it up at the Gathering.” 
“Hmm,” Scorch chewed her lip. “Could we take a look anyway or would that be inappropriate.” 
“I’m not sure,” Goldenstar said.
“Probably best to wait for permission,” Yarrowshade said. 
“Yeahhhh,” Goldenstar sighed. “Oh well. Why don’t we catch some lunch and head back?” 
“Sounds good to me,” said Scorch. 
“Yeah,” Yarrowshade turned back to them, smiling again even if it felt a little forced. “I’d love that.”
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Month 14 - Newleaf
As usual, rumors spread through camp like a wildfire in greenleaf. When Sagetooth got back from tending the garlic patches, she immediately overheard Ospreymask and Branchbark whispering about something scandalous. 
“It’s just ironic, isn’t it?” Ospreymask was saying. “Like, he’s always getting on me for being too chummy with Pebblefall or whoever and then he goes and has kits with a rogue.” 
“Yeah,” agreed Branchbark, tail twitching. “I honestly don’t think it’s that big a deal, but it’s a little funny that it’s him. Like, I guess now he’ll get a taste of his own medicine.” 
“Who will?” snapped Sagetooth. Both warriors flinched, fur brushing up, and turned to look at her like they had been caught eating prey on patrol. 
Ospreymask recovered quickly, though. “Russetfrond,” she whispered conspiratorially. “He got Mystique pregnant.” 
Sagetooth sighed heavily. “That fool boy. What was he thinking?”
“Who knows,” Branchbark huffed. “Maybe he thinks the rules don’t apply to him now that he’s deputy.” Sagetooth wasn’t listening anymore. She stalked off towards her den, rehearsing the scolding she was going to give Russetfrond when she saw him next. 
She couldn’t believe it! She knew that the world was going insane these days - both Stormwhisper and Blazingbrush having broken the code and had kits - but if there had been anyone she had expected to stick to tradition, it would have been Russetfrond. He’d always had more sense than his mother. Honestly, Sagetooth liked the boy. It was that small affection that was feeding her massive disappointment now. 
She wasn’t expecting to see him in her den. He was talking with Oddstripe and both of them looked up when she entered. Russetfrond’s ears slid backwards in shame. 
“There you are,” she said, scowling at him. 
“Sagetooth,” Oddstripe started, surely about to counsel her to go easy on him, but Russetfrond raised his tail to stop the other healer. 
“It’s alright, Oddstripe,” he said grimly. “Would you give us a moment?” 
Oddstripe hesitated but nodded, lips pursed. “Alright.” Ears back against his skull, he slank out of the den, leaving them alone. 
“I can't believe you,” Sagetooth said. “How could you be so foolish?” 
“I don’t know,” he sighed, looking down at his paws. “I’m sorry Sagetooth. This never should have happened.” 
“Damn right!” she huffed, stomping past him to deposit her garlic in the herb stores. “Goldenstar has always had trouble respecting Clan tradition so I would have expected this from someone like her but you? You must have known this wasn’t acceptable behavior!” She sat down and turned to look at him, making her disapproval clear on her face. 
“I did,” he said, and Sagetooth was surprised by his melancholy. “I knew the whole time that it was wrong and I still did it. I thought it would be fine if I kept it a secret, as if StarClan didn’t already know. I’m lucky they didn’t pick a harsher punishment.” Despite herself, Sagetooth felt her heart soften. 
“Yes, you are,” she said firmly. “I’m glad you at least seem to understand what you did wrong.” 
“I do,” he nodded, meeting her eyes with a hollow, hopeless gaze. That broke her heart. That expression didn’t belong on his powerful face. 
“Tch, come here,” she sighed, spreading her tail to invite him close. He obediently approached and settled down against her flank, leaning down into her despite his superior height. Sagetooth stretched up to give him a few licks around the ears. 
“What’s done is done, kit,” she continued. “All that’s left is how you make it right. You’ve told Goldenstar?”
“Yes,” he huffed sullenly. “She said it wasn’t going to be a problem. I hate how accepting she’s being about it.” 
“It’s her way,” scowled Sagetooth. She pushed down the complaints she had that were begging to be voiced. Her duty now was to guide Russetfrond, not gripe about Goldenstar. “Have you tried convincing the kittypet to join the Clan?” 
“Yes,” he sighed. “She’s not going to cooperate. It was all I could do to keep her from taking the kits back to her twolegs.” Sagetooth growled lowly. Kittypets…
“Well, good on you,” she said definitively. “Once they’re born they’ll need a strong paw to raise them up. I’m sure you’ll be able to foster their loyalties properly and turn them into excellent warriors.” 
“Thank you, Sagetooth.” Russetfrond closed his eyes and leaned into her. She wrapped her tail around him and purred reassuringly. 
“It’s going to be alright,” she said into his forehead. “The Clan will be there for you. StarClan is forgiving. This is a blessing in disguise, mark my words.” Russetfrond grunted tiredly. The two of them sat there for a good long while, Sagetooth letting him take comfort in her presence. It was good, she thought, to feel like her guidance was needed again. 
She closed her eyes and sent a silent prayer to StarClan. Let him learn his lesson, she prayed. Let these kits be loyal warriors. Let their mother cause no problems. 
After a few more long, quiet moments, Russetfrond gathered himself and stood up with a deep, slow breath. “I should get back to work,” he said. “Sparrowpaw has a lot of training to do before he gets his warrior name.” 
“Good,” Sagetooth nodded. “Devote yourself to your Clan. It will make these next few months easier.” He nodded dutifully, looking a little less defeated. “And don’t be afraid to come to me if you need advice. It’s what I’m here for.”
“I will,” he said. “Thank you, Sagetooth.” 
“StarClan guide you, kit,” she dipped her head and he returned the gesture.
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Month 14 - Newleaf
“The desert?” Oddstripe stopped halfway through scoring his claws down the stones framing the entrance to the healers’ den to look at Scorchplume, unsure if he had heard her question properly. 
The ginger she-cat cocked her head and smiled. “Yes, you came from out east, didn’t you?” 
“Oh,” he melted out of his backbend into a more natural sitting position, “why, yes, I did.” 
“I thought so,” purred Scorchplume sweetly. He smiled back. He noticed the tired lines under her eyes had started to disappear. It seemed she was finally getting proper sleep. 
“I was wondering if you could tell me about it,” she continued. “I’m considering traveling that way and I’d love to know what I should look out for.” 
“Alright,” he shrugged, happy to be helpful. “Um, I’m not sure where to start though.” 
“Start with the basics,” she said, swishing her tail over her paws as she settled down. “I’ve heard they’re hard to survive in, is that true?” 
“They can be,” he said, thinking back. “You have to stay out of the heat during midday but you need to get into a burrow at night to keep yourself warm or you’ll freeze, especially during leafbare.”
“Really,” Scorchplume mused. 
“Oh, yes,” he nodded. “It’s sweltering in the day and shivering at night. Most animals come out around dawn and dusk so you’ll want to hunt then but also be careful for things like hawks and coyotes.” He shuddered at the thought of those massive, cackling things. He’d been lucky enough never to see one up close but their laughter was not something he could easily forget. 
“Coyotes?” Scorchplume’s eyes flickered over his movement. “Are they hard to avoid?” 
“Um,” Oddstripe frowned in thought. “Not terribly? If you’re hunting and you run into one, just leave the food and it won’t bother chasing you most of the time. I’m sorry, I’m not very familiar with them. They seemed to stay away from where I lived for some reason.” 
“Interesting.” Scorchplume’s eyes glittered coldly in thought. 
“I’d worry more about snakes, honestly. They like to hide in cool places so you have to be careful not to run into them when getting out of the heat.” 
“It sounds terribly dangerous out there,” frowned Scorchplume. “Why didn’t you leave sooner? Was there something dangerous on the other side?” 
“Oh, no, nothing like that,” laughed Oddstripe, flapping one of his paws idly. “I grew up there. It felt like home. When my mama disappeared it felt wrong to leave the den empty - it was such a nice spot after all - so I stayed. There were a few cats in the area, I tried to get to know them but they didn’t seem all too keen to get to know me. Until Stranger showed up, of course.”
“Stranger?” Scorchplume cut in, her voice edged with interest.
“Oh, yes!” Oddstripe brightened. “Stranger! She taught me everything I know about healing in exchange for a place to stay and help finding food. She’s actually how I learned about RisingClan! I guess she was from here?” 
Scorchplume nodded politely. “Yes, I remember hearing that. Redleaf, they said she was called.” 
“Yeah, that’s what Sagetooth said. She never gave me her name, though,” Oddstripe said, remembering her fondly, “not in the whole time we knew each other. So I just called her Stranger. She seemed to like it. Anyway, after she became my teacher cats stopped by more often to get help. Mostly we treated heat stroke and coughs. It was lovely. I hope she’s alright. I think she’s still there, in mama’s old burrow.” 
“Do you know what’s on the other side of the desert?” asked Scorchplume and Oddstripe pursed his lips in embarrassment. Of course, she was here for information, not to hear him ramble on about a cat she would never meet. 
“Not first hand,” he said, ears wilting. “The mountains run all along the north side. I think there’s a forest if you go far enough east but I’ve never seen it.”
“Mm,” hummed Scorchplume. “Thank you, Oddstripe. I appreciate you taking the time to talk with me.” 
“Of course!” he purred. “Let me know if you have any other questions.”
She nodded and excused herself, leaving him alone once more. He sighed a little and flexed his claws against the earth. Sometimes it felt like people only ever spoke with him when they needed a problem solved. He wondered what other people had that he didn’t. Even his kits were visiting less and less as they prepared to become warriors. It made him ache.
He finished scratching his claws across the stone, abandoning a few shed claws in the dust, and headed back inside the den to look at the stores again and see if anything needed replacing. After a brief examination, he decided they could probably do with some more borage and started out of the den. 
“Ah!” jumped Aldertail who had been heading the other way. “Sorry!” 
“It’s alright,” he smiled, stepping back to give her space. “What can I help you with? Are your legs bothering you?” Aldertail looked down at them and he watched her use all of her mental strength not to lick them. He kicked himself for saying anything. 
“No, they’re fine,” she said. “I was just coming to see what you were doing. It’s fine if you’re busy, I can-”
“No, no, I’m not too busy,” he said. “I was just going to look for some borage.” 
“Oh, okay,” she nodded, chewing her lip. “Um, could I come with you?”
“Oh!” he blinked in surprise. “Of course! I’d love to have you along!” 
“Thank you,” Aldertail smiled, visibly letting her shoulders relax a little. 
“Don’t mention it,” he purred, rubbing his cheek on hers as he passed her. “Come on, I’ll show you where the best patches grow.”
“Okay,” she purred shyly and scampered to catch up with him.
Oddstripe smiled to himself and led the way out of camp, glad for her company. He could always count on Aldertail to be there to brighten his day. He shook himself out, deciding to leave the moody thoughts in the past where they belonged. Today was bright and sunny and he had great company. What more could a cat ask for?
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Month 13 - Newleaf
It wasn’t fair. 
No matter how much Fogkit thought about it, she came back with the same conclusion. It wasn’t fair. 
Ospreymask had told them the terrible news just after lunch. Fogkit had refused to believe it at first. Slatekit had started sobbing immediately and Fogkit had held her tight, glaring at the messenger with the kind of anger that made her whole body shake. 
“Did she not want us?” Slatekit had managed to ask. “Did she- did she go to be with Ghost instead?” 
“Oh, Slatekit, no,” Ospreymask had tried to lean in but Fogkit had hissed to keep her away. “She didn’t want to leave you. She was just trying to do her job in a really dangerous place and things went wrong.” 
“Why did she go, though?” Fogkit had frowned. “Didn’t she know it was dangerous?” 
“She did,” Ospreymask had said with a smile that felt mean somehow, like the older cat thought she needed to be handled with soft paws, “but she knew her job was really important. She wanted to keep you both safe and stop the fighting.”
“Well she should have thought about it more!” Fogkit had decided. That had made Slatekit cry even harder and Fogkit had insisted Ospreymask go away. She and Slatekit had gone back to the nest, still smelling faintly of her, and cried for a long time. 
“I’ll never leave you,” Fogkit had sworn. “I’ll stay with you forever, Slatekit. I promise.” Eventually they’d fallen asleep, tangled in each other's embrace. When Fogkit woke up, Slatekit was gone.
She jumped to her feet and hurried out of the den to try and find her sister, her tail growing bottle brush. The evening was warm for the season, a gentle wind rustling just above the camp hollow. Someone had dragged a large husk of bark into the middle of camp and Slatekit was sitting with Barleypaw and Oddstripe, organizing flowers on its surface. Fogkit looked around and quickly scampered over to stand beside them.
“Hello, Fogkit,” Oddstripe said gently. “How are you feeling?” 
Fogkit gave him a dubious side glance and turned to focus on Slatekit. “Hey, what are you doing?” she asked.
“Um…” Slatekit fiddled with one of the flowers she had in front of her.
“We’re getting ready for the funeral,” Barleypaw said. “Do you want to help us with the decorations, Fogkit?” 
“What?” Fogkit scowled. “Why?”
“It’s supposed to be mama…” Slatekit mumbled, running her paw over the bark.
“But it’s not.” Fogkit’s brows furrowed deeply. “It’s wood.” Slatekit sniffled.
“It’s an effigy,” Oddstripe explained. “We don’t have a body for your mom so we’re going to pretend this piece of bark is her instead. That way we have something to put flowers on and sit with while we think about her.” 
“That’s stupid,” declared Fogkit. 
“N-no it’s not!” Slatekit fretted, shrinking into her fur. 
“Yes it is.” Fogkit would not be budged. “It’s not our mama. It’s wood.” 
“We know,” said Barleypaw, “but pretending can help make it feel less sad.” 
“No it can't.” Fogkit was getting angry again. “This is bee-brained, you guys don’t know anything!” 
Oddstripe frowned a bit. “Hey, let’s not say hurtful things, okay?” 
“I can do what I want,” insisted Fogkit. 
“Not when it hurts people,” he said. 
“Yes I can,” she said. “You’re all stupid bee-brains and this effeegee is dumb. It doesn’t even look like her!” 
“Fogkit, stop,” Slatekit sniffled. “I like it.” 
“Why?” Fogkit’s tail lashed. “I can’t believe you left me to come play with a stupid piece of wood. I told you I would never leave you, didn’t I? I thought you were gonna do the same.” 
“I’m not leaving you,” Slatekit protested, mumbling into her own chest fur, “I just wanted to make a good funeral.” 
“Who cares?” Fogkit said, anger boiling up inside her. “Come on, let’s go do something else.” 
Slatekit shook her head. “No, I wanna stay.” 
“Why?!” Fogkit raised her voice. “This is stupid! Stop being such a bee-brain, it’s just wood!” Barleypaw looked at her father with a worried purse of her lips. 
“Fogkit,” Oddstripe said, “This is what Slatekit wants to do. You have to respect that.” 
“Don’t tell me what to do,” Fogkit spat back. Every part of her body felt like it was on fire and she had to get it out. She swiped her claws out to knock some of the flowers onto the ground. “This whole thing is stupid! Putting flowers on some bark doesn’t fix anything!” She stomped on them for good measure but it wasn’t enough. She wanted to rip the whole world apart. She reached for more flowers but Slatekit shoved her away.
“Stop!” she wailed. “Fogkit, I picked those ones special!” 
Fogkit lunged and bit Slatekit on the paw as sharply. “Don’t push me!”
Slatekit fell back, scrambled into Barleypaw’s chest, and started to cry, staring at Fogkit with big wet gold eyes. Fogkit hated how much she saw her mother’s face there. Suddenly Oddstripe’s teeth were in Fogkit’s scruff and she squirmed and thrashed as he picked her up and dragged her away. 
“Alright,” he said around her fur, “that’s a time out.” Her face burned in fury at the indignity. 
“Let me go!” she screamed, swinging her claws wherever she could throw them, “I’ll tear your rotting legs off!” She could hear people whispering and it only made her more upset.
“You’re very angry,” Oddstripe started towards the nursery, “and that’s okay, but you can’t be out here biting people and yelling at them.” 
“You’re not my mom!” she shouted and immediately she started to cry at the thought. “You’re-” a sniff, “You can’t tell me what to do!” Oddstripe finally let her go, sending her tumbling into the nursery. She jumped to her feet and tried to push past him but he blocked her with his chest and shoved her back in.
“I understand that you’re very upset,” he said. “You’re allowed to be upset. But just because your mom is gone doesn’t mean you get to act however you want and be nasty to other people. There are still rules. We still have to be kind to each other.” 
“I hate you!” Fogkit spat, her fur bristling like it wanted to leap off of her body. 
“Okay, fine,” Oddstripe sighed. Behind him Slatekit was staring. Fogkit looked away sharply. 
“You can throw a tantrum if you want,” Oddstripe continued, “but you have to do it here in the nursery. If you want to come out you have to stop screaming and attacking people and destroying their things, understood?”
“That’s not fair!” Fogkit protested.
“Yes it is,” he said sternly. “What’s not fair is everyone else not being able to feel safe because you want to be a problem. Those are the rules. If you break them, I’ll have to speak to Goldenstar about postponing your apprenticeship or something.” 
“What?!” Despair lumped in Fogkit’s throat. “You can’t do that!”
“Watch me, young lady,” said Oddstripe with an edge of a growl in his voice. With that, he turned away and went to rejoin Slatekit and Barleypaw near the effigy. Fogkit wanted to tear the thing to shreds or storm off into the fields or hit Oddstripe really, really hard but the looming threat of being delayed kept her from stepping outside. 
It wasn’t fair, she thought again. Her mama went off and got killed and now she was getting punished for it. She stomped around the nursery looking for something to break or thrash or ruin. The only thing there was the nest she and Slatekit shared, the one that still smelled faintly of her mama. She screamed at the unfairness of it all. She fell on the ground and writhed in circles, screaming and sobbing as loudly as she could. If she had to hurt like this, she felt like everyone deserved to know about it. 
She sank her claws into the base of the wall and pulled herself along it, tearing out clots of dirt with her hind claws. She pushed herself to go faster and faster. When she reached the entrance, she rolled over and went back the other way. After a few loops, she collapsed halfway through, completely exhausted, and lay flat on her stomach. A high, keening cry built up in her chest and seeped out between big, wet gasps for air. 
It wasn’t fair. 
Eventually she got tired of crying and went to sit in the entrance of the den. She wanted to go out but she also didn’t and she knew that if anyone made her angry she might end up getting held back so she hunkered down on the boundary instead. She watched the others finish adorning the effigy with flowers and pine branches. 
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Once they were done, they called everyone together and the whole Clan gathered around the stupid piece of wood. Even Scorchplume and Aldertail came to sit on opposite edges of the clearing. Goldenstar said some ceremony things and invited other people to start talking. 
Pantherhaze told a long, boring story and finished with, “Smokyrose was the kindest cat I ever knew. Her absence will be sorely felt… May StarClan light her way.” There were a series of nods and mumbled agreements then a moment of silence. Fogkit huffed sourly.
Russetfrond cleared his throat and said, “She was like a second mother to me. She, uh… She never had any expectations for you, just love. Whatever you were, that was enough.” He let out a shaky breath. Fogkit scowled. She’d never even seen him stop by the nursery to say hi to her mama, what right did he have to get all sad about it? 
“Yeah,” said Goldenstar. “She was the best of us.” 
There was another long pause. Fogkit’s attention started to wander, unable to keep staring at all of these people’s sullen faces. Unexpectedly, she locked eyes with the kittypet sitting in the entrance to the elders’ den. Floodpaw was sitting guard next to her, attention fixed on the strange funeral, but the kittypet was staring right at her. Fogkit frowned.
The kittypet smiled lopsidedly and waved a paw, looking worried but hopeful. Fogkit frowned deeper. 
“Did you want to say anything, Slatekit?” she heard Barleypaw ask. Her attention immediately moved back to her sister. Slatekit glanced back over her shoulder to look at Fogkit as well. Guilt pooled in Fogkit’s mouth at the sight of her sister’s worried expression. 
“Um…” Slatekit looked back at the effigy and said, “I miss her.” Barleypaw and a few other cats nodded. 
Goldenstar looked over at the nursery and called gently, “Did you wanna come say something, Fogkit?” Fogkit shook her head. “Okay.” 
There was another long pause and then Goldenstar said, “Well, Smokyrose, wherever you are, we wish you well. May you find good hunting in StarClan.” Several of the other cats meowed their agreement. 
“Okay, Slatekit,” Barleypaw said, “we’re gonna take the flowers over to the graves now, yeah?” 
“Yeah, okay,” said Slatekit. She and Barleypaw started gathering up the flowers they had spent so long organizing and making pretty. Fogkit shook her head. What a stupid thing to do.
The kittypet was watching her again. She could tell the grown up was thinking and that made her pelt crawl. Shaking herself, she retreated into the den and curled up in the solitary nest. Feeling heavy and hollow at the same time, she curled around herself and shut her eyes. She just wanted to sleep now, to stop being here and now. 
After a while, Slatekit came inside and curled up next to her. Fogkit sniffled and wiggled closer to the warmth of her sister’s body and suddenly she felt Slatekit wrapping her paws around her neck. 
“I love you, Fogkit,” she said.
Fogkit sniffled and started to cry.
It wasn’t fair.
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Month 13 - Newleaf
Oddstripe was up early as usual and quickly heard the news. His heart ached for the kits who were going to be told later that day. He didn’t envy Ospreymask there. 
Sagetooth was strangely quiet about the whole thing and he thought he knew why. She had been furious with Smokyrose before she left and this was exactly the sort of thing she had been warning against. Oddstripe had a feeling she was torn between vindication and grief over someone who used to be, if not a friend, a lifelong Clanmate. That must be taking a toll on her. 
Since there was no body, she had told him they would try to find a piece of wood to stand in during the funeral. He’d asked Sparrowpaw and Barleypaw to help gather wildflowers as well and was just about to head out looking for a sufficient effigy when Aldertail skidded into the healer’s den looking twice her size.
“Woah!” he exclaimed, “What’s wrong, sweetheart?” 
“Everything!” Aldertail wailed softly, like she didn’t want to be heard. “Haven’t you heard? Razor’s sister is here! She’s going to kill me!” She pressed herself up against the wall of the den where it would obscure her from the elders’ den where Mystique was being kept. 
“Oh, she’s not going to kill you,” Oddstripe said instinctively. 
“She is!” Aldertail whimpered, chest heaving with frantic breaths. “Or she’ll bring someone else to kill me!” She ran her tongue over her forelegs three times each. They were both raw again, red and sore looking. Oddstripe frowned sympathetically. 
“That’s not going to happen,” he said, sitting down to curl his tail around her. “Goldenstar won’t let it.” 
“There’s nothing she can do!” Aldertail sobbed. “Scorch is right, all we can do is run! Why won’t they run?!” Her sides shuddered hard against his as the crying overtook her. Oddstripe clucked sadly and started to groom her pelt with long, gentle strokes of his tongue. 
“I’m so sorry,” he said. “I know you’re really scared right now. But it will be okay. StarClan is looking out for us.” 
“What if that’s not enough?” sniffled Aldertail. She looked up at him with her big, wet eyes. 
“Then we’ll do the rest,” he said. “Goldenstar is very smart and resourceful. She’ll find a way to keep everyone safe, I know it.” Aldertail shook her head, once more consumed by tears. Oddstripe sighed. 
“Why don’t we sit here for a while,” he said. “I’ll help you groom your fur.” 
“No,” she cried, “you’ve got important stuff you need to do, I- I’m sorry, I shouldn’t-”
“It’s alright,” he said, “I want to do this. Come here.” He reached around her neck and pulled her closer to carefully groom her forehead for her. He made sure to use firm licks in calming patterns in the hopes that it would help. He probably went over her face more thoroughly than was needed but it didn’t matter. Her breathing started to slow and he smiled to himself. 
“I’m sorry,” she said by way of ‘thank you’. 
“There’s nothing to be sorry for,” he said gently. “Take as much time as you need.”
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Month 12 - Leafbare
Sagetooth’s ear twitched irritably as she listened to Smokyrose’s proposal. “This is nonsense!” she huffed. “You want to try and make peace with these rogues?! You’d sooner teach a fox to fly!” Smokyrose tried to hide her scowl, focusing her attention back on Goldenstar. 
“I think we have to try,” she said. “And we ought to try as soon as possible. If we can put an end to the fighting before anyone else gets hurt, we should do that, right?” 
“I see what you’re saying,” Goldenstar said and Sagetooth waited eagerly for the ‘but’, “but these city cats don’t seem interested in any outcome besides getting what they want. I’m not sure there is a peaceful solution.” 
Smokyrose frowned and said, “We should do our due diligence. If we don’t, the ‘what ifs’ will weigh on our minds for the rest of our lives.” 
“Maybe for you,” Sagetooth growled, lashing her tail. “I will sleep soundly knowing we refused to negotiate with these barbarians.” 
“That kind of talk isn’t helpful,” Smokyrose pouted. “We need to empathize with our enemy, not demonize them.” Some things never changed. Smokyrose was still as self righteous as ever and accustomed to using her pretty face to win arguments. It made Sagetooth simmer with rage.
“I beg to differ,” she retorted. “There’s a reason the Code expects us to refrain from making friendships within other Clans. Too much empathy loses battles.” 
Goldenstar chirped to get the two older cats’ attention then sighed. “Look. I would love to be able to agree with you Smokyrose but I’m worried about your safety. Maybe we can find a compromise, yes?” 
“I’m listening,” Smokyrose smiled and Sagetooth rolled her eyes.
“It’s been a while since we actually ran into any rogues,” Goldenstar said. “Next time we do, we’ll ask them for a meeting and then we’ll arrange a time and location that I can feel confident you’ll be safe in. How does that sound?” 
“I guess…” said Smokyrose. Sagetooth huffed.
Goldenstar looked at her and asked, “Sagetooth, do you have any objections?” 
“No, I suppose not,” said the old healer. Aside from the fact that this clearly won’t work. She was just going to have to let Goldenstar learn the hard way. 
“Good,” Goldenstar sighed tiredly. “I’m glad we could come to an agreement.” Sagetooth and Smokyrose both frowned and shifted their weight but they didn’t protest. 
Neither of us are happy, Sagetooth thought sarcastically, the sign of a perfect compromise. 
“Thank you for hearing me out,” Smokyrose nodded, standing. 
“Always,” said Goldenstar, smiling despite her weariness. Sagetooth frowned deeper. The war seemed to be taking a heavy toll on the young cat and she didn’t like it. 
“Did you want me to bring you those sleeping herbs like we discussed?” she asked, knowing Goldenstar had been against them from the start. 
“I guess…” Goldenstar shrugged. “I… trust your judgment.” 
“Good,” Sagetooth said, standing as well. “Trust me, a night of deep sleep will do you some good.” She headed for the exit to the leader’s den but nearly collided with Smokyrose in the tunnel. She bristled, baring her teeth, and Smokyrose pulled back to let her go first. With a satisfied ‘humph’, she hobbled out of the den and back into her own. By the time she got there, a rant was starting to spill from her lips. 
“She’s got no sense,” she grumbled, “She wants to talk with them? Hah! That will go well. I’m sure everyone will toss a moss ball around and share tongues too!” 
Movement drew her attention and she snapped her gaze up to glare at the perpetrator. Sitting side by side, Aldertail and Oddstripe were refreshing the sick beds. Aldertail had fallen over, tail tucked and ears pressed back, as if instinctively apologizing for being in her way. Oddstripe winced sympathetically and smiled at Sagetooth.
“Evening, Sagetooth,” he said. “Everything alright?” 
“It’s Smokyrose,” she grouched, disregarding them as she stomped back to the herb stores. “She’s insisting we try to ‘make peace’ with the rogues. Ridiculous! She seems to think every problem can be solved if you talk about your feelings enough.” 
“Well, that is her job, isn’t it?” Oddstripe offered with a bashful laugh. “You know, as a mediator.” 
“Pah!” Sagetooth lashed her tail to toss the remark away. “Mediators! We went plenty of generations without them just fine!” She scowled in focus. She had to portion out the herbs without making a mess and her temper was not making it any easier for her achy paws to manage.
“Oh, really?” Oddstripe asked. “I just assumed mediators had been around as long as every other position.”
“Nope,” Sagetooth said. “Time was, we knew how to settle our disputes like warriors. These days all anyone wants to do is talk.” Finally, she managed to fold Goldenstar’s herbs into a little leaf for easy carrying.
“Isn’t that better?” he ventured carefully. “I mean- don’t less cats get hurt?” 
Sagetooth scoffed and turned around, the bundle of herbs in her teeth. “Youngins!” she hissed. “Too afraid of pain.” Her eyes briefly landed on Aldertail and the warrior impulsively went to lick at her paws. Sagetooth’s tail lashed again. 
“Stop that!” she ordered. 
“Sorry!” Aldertail squeaked, slamming her paw back down. 
“Stars, girl!” Sagetooth groaned, “I ought to put garlic on your legs!” 
“I-it’s alright,” Oddstripe tried, laying his tail around Aldertail’s shoulders. “She just wants you to be kind to yourself.” Sagetooth’s fur prickled. 
“Don’t put words in my mouth,” she spat. “We’re not doing her any service by coddling her. She’s a full grown cat, she should be able to take control of herself and stop tearing up her own skin any time someone looks at her sideways!” 
“I’m sorry,” Aldertail said again. “I’ll stop, I promise!” 
“You’d better,” Sagetooth growled. 
Oddstripe’s big ears turned backwards. “Sagetooth! She can’t help it!” 
“Excuses, excuses,” scoffed Sagetooth. 
Deep down, she knew she was being harsh. As much as she disliked it, Aldertail’s condition wasn’t something she had too much control over, but Sagetooth was angry and her hips hurt and it seemed like everyone had forgotten what it really meant to be a warrior and she wasn’t in the mood to keep her thoughts to herself! She also wasn’t in the mood to put up with Oddstripe’s bleeding heart at the moment and she stalked out of the den, tail arched at the base as it lashed side to side. 
“It’s okay, Oddstripe, really,” she heard Aldertail say as she left. “I know I should be better about it.” 
“Oh, you’re fine,” Oddstripe said firmly. “Why don’t you finish these nests? I’m going to have a word with Sagetooth real quick.” 
Sagetooth growled, low and long, as the sound of pawsteps quickly caught up to her. The sun was starting to set, casting the camp in a soft purple. On any other day it would have been beautiful but, today, for some reason, it was very annoying.
“Sagetooth!” Oddstripe hissed, easily keeping stride with her. “That was entirely inappropriate! I- I know you have your own way of doing things, but I-” 
“You what?” Sagetooth stopped to glare at him and his stupid, giant bat ears. 
“I-” Oddstripe recoiled under her gaze. She huffed in satisfaction which only made him more upset. “I won’t let you talk to her like that.” 
“Oh, really?” she growled, setting down the herbs. “What will you do to stop me?” 
Oddstripe squirmed but kept that annoyingly determined look on his face. “I- I don’t-” 
“Sagetooth!” a voice called out from the eastern hill. Sighing, she turned to face the patrol returning to camp with a grimace. 
“What now?” she said before she saw them and all thoughts seemed to fly from her head. 
Pantherhaze was in the lead, with Yarrowshade, Barleypaw, and Stormwhisper in tow. Each of them carried a kit about four weeks old in their jaws. Sagetooth’s eyes snapped onto Stormwhisper and he immediately wilted under her gaze. 
“There you are!” she shouted. “Where in the Dark Forest have you been?!” She stormed towards them, the herbs and her argument with Oddstripe completely forgotten. Cats started emerging from their dens to see what was going on.
Stormwhisper set the kitten down between his paws and said, “StarClan led me out past the territories where I found a pregnant queen. I helped her deliver the kits and she asked me to take them back to be raised in EarthClan so I did. I’m still not sure why StarClan set me on this path, but I assume the kits must be important somehow.” Sagetooth narrowed her eyes. His response seemed rehearsed to her and far too vague for her liking.
As he spoke, the others set the kits they were carrying next to the first and one of them, a little white and ginger tom, started to squeal hungrily. The others joined in, becoming a pitiful, sickly sounding chorus. 
“Oh, the poor things!” Oddstripe said, moving over to inspect the kittens. “They’re half starved!” 
“I’ve been trying to feed them,” Stormwhisper said, “but it’s been hard since they’re still getting the hang of food.” 
Sagetooth was still glaring. “They’re not even weaned yet and their mother sent them away with you?” 
Stormwhisper frowned and shifted his weight uneasily. “Yeah. I tried to convince her to come with me but she wanted nothing to do with them. B-besides, I figured I’d been gone long enough already-”
“You sure have!” Sagetooth hissed, tail bristling. “Oddstripe and I have been covering for your absence! There’s a war on! And you just went off for three moons, completely neglecting your duties and oaths?!” 
“A war?!” Stormwhisper reeled. “Between whom?” 
“Everyone and a bunch of bloodthirsty rogues,” Sagetooth snapped. “You’d know that if you’d stuck around.”
“Easy, Sagetooth,” Yarrowshade said, stepping forward a little. 
“He said StarClan was guiding him,” Pantherhaze added, eyes wide. “Maybe these kits are going to save the Clans some day!” 
Oddstripe whispered, “Barleypaw, would you grab me some drinking water and a bird of some kind?” Barleypaw nodded and bounded off towards the nearest stream.
“I’ll go grab the ones we cached earlier,” Yarrowshade offered.
“Thank you,” Oddstripe purred. “Stormwhisper, why don’t you help me get them to the healers’ den?” Sagetooth’s jaw hurt from the ferocity with which she was clenching it. It seemed no one there cared at all about Stormwhisper’s transgressions. She wished that she could set him on fire with her glare alone. She couldn’t, of course, and he eventually broke her gaze to smile at Oddstripe.
“Of course,” he said. Stooping down, he started nosing the kits towards the healers’ den and said, “Come on, little ones. Food is this way.” Sagetooth watched the fondness on his face, the way he gently picked up the smallest one and helped him along, and her expression darkened. The kits were skinny and weak, that much was clear, but if their mother had abandoned them at birth they would have died within the week. The situation wasn’t adding up right and it didn’t sit well with her.
That night, she watched from the back of the den as Oddstripe and Stormwhisper fawned over the kittens and tried to help them eat. They laughed together. Oddstripe shared stories about their own litter. Stormwhisper shared his names for the litter. 
They were all toms. The biggest and strongest of them, the ginger and white one, he named Bluffkit. The blue tabby he named Finchkit. The little grey-brown one with the white tail he named Erminekit. The white and grey speckled one he called Rainkit.
“You know,” he admitted to Oddstripe after he’d said it, “I always wanted a kit named Rainkit.” Sagetooth’s eyes narrowed. 
“Really?” Oddstripe purred. 
“Yeah,” said Stormwhisper. “You know, Stormwhisper. Rainkit. I thought it was cute.” 
“Oh, it is!” Oddstripe said, waving a paw around for the kittens to bat at. “I’m glad you were able to use the name, even if the kits aren’t yours.” 
“Yeah,” Stormwhisper said, falling quiet, a strange smile on his face. 
That was enough for Sagetooth. She didn’t know why or how but she was certain these kits were Stormwhisper’s. It made her sick. Still, it wasn’t a surprise. Stormwhisper had never been very committed to his duties as a healer, especially not the spiritual ones. As she saw it, a part of him had remained stuck in his time as a warrior and no amount of lectures ever seemed to get him to behave. And now he had used StarClan as an excuse to cover for his blasphemous actions. What a disgrace. What a betrayal.
“StarClan are the ones who betrayed us, Sagetooth. Wake up already.” Redleaf’s words reared their ugly heads, as they often did at the most inopportune times. Sagetooth shook her head. At least she had managed to keep Stormwhisper away from-
Her eyes widened in shock and her entire pelt bristled with unease. 
No… Surely not.
She studied the kits as they settled down against Stormwhisper’s belly to sleep. A ginger kitten was a guarantee that their mother was a tortoiseshell. The more she looked, the more she saw her old apprentice in their features, in the shapes of their faces or the pattern of their stripes.
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She shook her head again, shutting her eyes. She was imagining things. There was no way to find such a strong resemblance, not when they were this young, not when they were all toms. Still, the fear lingered with her. She wondered what had become of Redleaf. What reason would she have had to stay so close to the Clan? How would Stormwhisper have even known?
Sighing, she settled herself down for sleep. She had more important things to worry about. That didn’t stop her from worrying about this for at least another hour before she fell into a fitful sleep.
UPDATES: - Stormwhisper returns from his mysterious absence with four kits, Bluffkit, Finchkit, Erminekit, and Rainkit. They stay the night in RisingClan before returning to EarthClan.
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Now that they're named i can officially share the ref art for Oddstripe and Scorchplume! I'm so glad, i've been waiting forever (like since the start of the blog) for this. And soon Oddstripe is having her kits! So exciting!
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Month 6 - Greenleaf
After a lot of thought, Oddstripe decides to try out being a tom. He asks Ospreymask to help him explain it to the kits who take it pretty well! Floodkit spends the next week aggressively correcting people on Oddstripes new pronouns and reminding anyone who will listen that his mama is his papa now. Sparrowkit excitedly declares that he wants to change his gender too but by the end of the night he decides to go back to being a boy. Barleykit just wants to make sure that Oddstripe is still her parent and relaxes as soon as she is assured that the only thing that's changing is the words everybody will use. UPDATES: - Oddstripe decides that she-cat doesn't really fit him and starts going by He/Him pronouns
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An unused drawing that i didnt get around to finishing in time. The kits are much bigger than this by now, but I figured you would all like to see this anyway.
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Month 9 - Leaffall
Scrap still wasn’t used to eating animals with fur and feathers and everything. She wished that these Clan cats had kibbles or sausage or cheese. Luckily, Branchbark had taken her fishing that morning. She was terrible at it, but he wasn’t that bad and had managed to snag her a small river fish he called a dace which she had scarfed down so quickly she had nearly choked. If she weren’t so worried about upsetting her new hosts, she would have devoured the entire prey pile, fur and feathers be damned. 
Now she sat on the edge of the little clearing, grooming her paws over and over and over again. Last night, Goldenstar had come to her and discussed the possibility of her joining the Clan, officially changing her name and becoming one of their ‘warriors’. She couldn’t imagine herself being a warrior, a fighter. She pictured Razor and his bruisers, or even Van Pelt and the other zealous Chaff, and her legs started to shake. But Goldenstar had assured her that being a Clan warrior was very different from that. If she wanted to, she wouldn’t be required to fight so long as she helped keep the prey flowing and the dens clean and that didn’t sound so bad. Goldenstar had even offered to change her name which was an exciting idea. 
After a bit of thought, she had agreed, and Goldenstar had told her there would be an official ceremony the next day. Scrap was consumed by nerves. She couldn’t help but worry she would muck the whole thing up. What would the Clan cats do? Would they laugh at her? Would they beat her? Starve her? All three? Branchbark had assured her no harm would come to her but, any time she sat still, the thoughts began to overflow. 
And so she sat, grooming her paws over and over and over again. 
Nearby, she spied Branchbark’s friend, Oddstripe, grooming her- his kits similarly. It was still odd to Scrap, being so close to a pretender like that. Back home, Razor would have taken the cat’s massive ears or worse until she had renounced her foolishness. But here she was free- he was free to do as he pleased. Dammit! She had to remember! He, he, he, he, he. She was a he, or- curses! He was a he. Shaking her head, Scrap gave herself a few quick whacks over the head to try and drill it into her brain. 
“Oh, don’t do that,” Oddstripe said, startling her. 
“Sorry,” Scrap said quickly, pulling both her paws beneath her. 
“Oh, It’s alright,” Oddstripe said, blushing. “I didn’t mean- I just meant it makes me sad to see you hurt yourself like that.” 
“Yeah, you gotta be nice to yourself,” chirped the fluffiest of the kits. 
“It didn’t really hurt,” Scrap laughed anxiously. To tell the truth, she liked the pain of it, it was satisfying in a way. 
“Okay,” Oddstripe said gently, “As long as it doesn’t hurt.” 
“Papa!” the girl of the litter whined, “My feathers aren’t right!” Oddstripe turned back to his kits and leaned down to help fix a series of cardinal feathers into the kit’s fur. 
“Here,” he said, placing a few more licks over her shoulders to get the feathers to lie straight. “How’s that?” 
“Better,” frowned the girl. “Thank you, Papa.” 
“Look!” the blue boy whispered loudly, “Goldenstar’s coming out of her den! It’s time!” 
“Shh! She’ll hear you!” hissed the other boy. Oddstripe chuckled and gave them a few more licks over the head. Scrap gave her own paws a few more licks, wincing slightly as her tongue pulled at the skin her previous grooming had made raw. She pulled her paws underneath her and curled her tail close around her, hoping to be as small as possible until she was called upon. Her eyes flitted across the camp to Goldenstar who was speaking softly with Scorch. 
Scrap swallowed dryly. In the time they had shared the camp, Scorch had mostly avoided her, thank the folk, and had not been nearly as smooth and gregarious as she was used to. Still, it seemed she had once again found favor with the local leader. She wondered if Goldenstar had the same kind of fondness for her that Razor had. Given their tolerance for pretenders, there was a decent chance they didn’t mind that kind of behavior either. There had always been rumors Scorch went both ways so Scrap wouldn’t be surprised. 
After exchanging a few words, Goldenstar bunched her powerful muscles and leapt onto the stone above her den. Scrap flinched as Scorch’s eyes fixed on her for a moment. Thankfully, they just as quickly moved away as Scorch turned and padded to the edge of the clearing and settled down. 
On top of the stone, Goldenstar raised her tail and called out, “Let all cats old enough to catch their own prey gather beneath the Stoneperch for a Clan meeting!” Her voice cut clearly through the open air of the plains and soon all of the cats had emerged from their dens to listen. Scrap felt a strange prickle of unease when she realized how relaxed they all were. Some were excited, sure, but none were afraid. It was like she had stumbled into a garden meeting somehow and she felt intensely out of place. Unconsciously, she gave her tender paws a few more licks. 
“Today,” Goldenstar said, smiling proudly, “We gather together to name three apprentices, the first since we survived the Red Gut plague and my first as Leader. I know we have all been looking forward to this. Naming new apprentices is a sign that our Clan is still strong and thriving and lets us look forward to the day three new warriors are welcomed into our ranks.” Looking down at the kits, who were fidgeting by their father, Goldenstar said, “Barleykit, Sparrowkit, Floodkit, would you please step forward?” 
The two boys bounded eagerly into the middle of the clearing, staring up at Goldenstar with their tail tips curling excitedly. The girl paused nervously until Oddstripe gave her a gentle nudge forward and she scrambled to stand between her brothers.
Goldenstar purred, “The three of you have reached the age of six moons and today you will begin your training to become warriors. Sparrowkit, from this day on, until you receive your warrior name, you will be known as Sparrowpaw.” The fluffy brown tom grinned and nodded, puffing up his chest with pride. Scrap watched the ceremony enthralled. What strange traditions these Clan cats had. 
“Russetfrond,” Goldenstar said, and Scrap followed her gaze to a burly ginger tom with handsome cheeks and cardinal feathers in his tail. “You have proven yourself to be a dedicated and loyal warrior and I believe it is time for you to take another apprentice. You will mentor Sparrowpaw. I hope that you will teach him to focus his enthusiasm into a similar dedication to his Clan.” Russetfrond grunted with a nod and stood to join the apprentices in the middle of the circle of cats. He leaned down to touch noses with Sparrowpaw who beamed up at him, golden eyes sparkling. 
The rest of the cats suddenly called out, “Sparrowpaw! Sparrowpaw!”, startling Scrap. She took a deep breath and held her ground, wishing there was something close by to hide under. 
Once they had finished, Russetfrond murmured in his apprentice’s ear, “This way.” Laying his tail over Sparrowpaw’s back, he guided the young cat off to the side to sit and then the ceremony continued. 
“Barleykit,” Goldenstar said, causing the kit in question to squeak and straighten herself. “From this day on, until you receive your warrior name, you will be known as Barleypaw. Your mentor will need to be able to teach you a warrior’s skill and how to have confidence in it, and for that reason, I have chosen Yarrowshade to be your mentor.” The creamy ginger cat who had greeted Scrap at the border sat up excitedly, seemingly surprised by the news. “Yarrowshade, I expect you to look out for Barleypaw and help her grow into a brave and powerful warrior.” 
“I won’t let you down,” Yarrowshade said, moving to touch noses with Barleypaw. Again, the cats began to cheer the young cat’s name until she and her new mentor moved off to the side - the opposite side, Scrap noted. The final kit of the litter squirmed in anticipation as he waited for Goldenstar to resume.
“Floodkit,” she said, “From this day on, until you receive your warrior name, you will be known as Floodpaw. After some consideration and discussion with Nightfrost and your father, I have decided that I myself will be your mentor. I look forward to working with you to teach you the skills and mindset of a warrior.” 
Floodpaw was stiff with excitement as Goldenstar leaped down to touch noses with him. The cats raised their voices again to chant his name. Goldenstar smiled, giving her new apprentice a playful cuff over the ear, and then leapt back up onto the Stoneperch. Scrap’s stomach flipped when she realized that she was next. 
“In addition to these new apprentices,” said Goldenstar, “we are proud to name a new warrior. While Scrap has come to us for protection and would be welcome to stay regardless, she has expressed interest in taking a warrior name and learning to follow our code.” Scrap tried to lift her head proudly but she couldn’t manage to rise from her crouch and ended up feeling like a ridiculous turtle. 
Goldenstar continued, “Now, the last time I inducted a cat into the Clan, I changed the words of the ceremony in order to make them more comfortable and I know that that upset many of you. It was never my intention to permanently change the oaths our warriors swear or to turn my back on StarClan and I apologize for giving you all that impression. I simply did not want to ask a cat to swear to something that they don’t fully understand, especially to the death. For that reason, I propose a Soft Oath that new cats can swear. The oath would allow them to take a name and participate in Clan duties until they feel comfortable swearing the True Oath that our warrior apprentices will swear. Are there any objections?” 
Cats shifted, considering the thought. The big ginger tom, Russetfrond, opened his mouth and then closed it. 
After another moment, he said, “No, I see the logic in that.” 
“Agreed,” nodded Nightfrost, the big she-cat who seemed to be second in command. The rest of the cats all nodded or shrugged, except for the elderly Healer sitting near the edge of her den who sat silently, eyes closed. 
“Good,” Goldenstar sighed in relief. “With that in mind, Scrap, could you please step forward?” Scrap flinched at the sound of her name, instinctively. Forcing herself to stand and step forward. The moment she left the safety of the crowd, her skin began to crawl. An overwhelming compulsion to clean her pelt began to tug on her brain. It felt like a fog was closing around her psyche and it took all of her effort to stare through it and focus on Goldenstar’s voice.
“Scrap,” said Goldenstar, “is it your wish to join RisingClan as a warrior, to learn our ways, and to serve your fellow warriors?” 
Scrap had agreed to this last night, but somehow her throat wouldn’t move. Fighting against her own nerves, she managed to eke out a shaky, “Yes.”
“In return, the Clan will serve you in kind,” said Goldenstar. “Would you like to take a new name or keep the one you already have?” 
“Um,” Scrap shifted. “A new one, please.” She had no attachment to her name. It had always been a point of mockery for her, or a term of derision. She honestly wondered what these strange cats would think to call her. Suddenly, she was struck by the fear that they would give her something even worse than scrap. Why hadn’t she considered that sooner? They had all been so kind, but that didn’t mean-
“Then by the powers of StarClan, I give you a warrior name. From this day forward, you will be known as Aldertail. Your resilience and bravery shine through and we welcome you as a member of RisingClan.” 
The cats cheered her new name. “Aldertail! Aldertail!” The cries were slightly less enthusiastic than those given to the kits, which was to be expected, but they surprised her nonetheless. She looked around in awe. Goldenstar jumped down again and pressed her nose to Scrap- no, Aldertail’s forehead gently. Aldertail blinked up at her, unsure what to do. 
“With that our meeting is concluded,” Goldenstar said to the crowd then, more softly, she added, “I hope you like the name. I tried to pick out a good one.” 
“I’m sure it’s a good one, your excellence,” the new warrior said, bowing her head. 
“No need to use titles,” Goldenstar reminded her, “we’re friends here.” 
“Right!” winced Aldertail. “I’ll remember, I promise.”
“It’s fine, really,” Goldenstar said with a little laugh. 
Floodpaw, who had been waiting nearby, finally decided to cut in. “Goldenstar, can we go do battle training or something?” 
“Ah, yeah, sure, one second,” Goldenstar said, looking down at him. “Why don’t you go grab the others and we’ll talk about what we want to do on your first day.” 
“Okay!” he nodded and sprinted off to the spot where Russetfrond was talking with Sparrowpaw. 
“I have to go,” Goldenstar said, “but make yourself comfortable. Our home is yours now too.” 
“Thank you,” Aldertail nodded. “I will.” With that, Goldenstar headed off, and the rest of the crowd dispersed as well. Branchbark and his friend, Ospreymask, approached. 
“How are you feeling?” asked Branchbark. 
“Good,” Aldertail said, feeling nauseated. 
“Your name is so perfect!” chirped Ospreymask. “Your tail looks just like a catkin!” 
“A what?” Aldertail asked.
“A catkin!” Ospreymask said, “They’re the flowers that hang from alder trees.” 
“Oh,” she nodded in response. “That’s what the name means.” 
“Have you never seen an alder tree before?” Ospreymask asked. 
“We don’t get many trees in the city,” she said, shaking her head. 
“We can show you one,” offered Branchbark. “They might not have a lot of catkins on them though.” 
“S-sure,” Aldertail nodded. “If it’s not too much trouble.” 
“It’s no trouble at all,” he smiled. “Come on!” 
The two Clan cats turned and led the way out of camp and Aldertail, turning her name over in her head like it was a toy, followed. She wasn’t sure she was happy, but she felt better than she had. Perhaps she could put the horrors she had seen behind her, out here in the open fields. Perhaps she could bury Scrap and start over. She liked the sound of that.
UPDATES:
Scrap joined RisingClan and took the name Aldertail. Floodkit, Sparrowkit, and Barleykit have been made apprentices! Floodpaw was apprenticed to Goldenstar Sparrowpaw was apprenticed to Russetfrond Barleypaw was apprenticed to Yarrowshade
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Month 7 - Leaffall
Smokyrose felt deeply unwell. She’d only taken a few bites of her lunch when suddenly her stomach had twisted and she had barely been able to keep from wretching. Songdust had helped her to the Healers’ den, her heart hammering as they walked, and Sagetooth and Oddstripe had immediately stopped what they were doing to take a look. 
“Was it maybe a bad mouse?” Songdust asked, hovering anxiously. “She had just started eating.” 
“No,” Sagetooth huffed, standing back a bit. “It would have taken at least a half hour for that sort of thing to take effect.” 
Smokyrose looked anxiously to Sagetooth, speaking in between slow, nauseated breaths. “You dont think it's… Red Gut, do you?” Behind the older healer, Oddstripe gasped softly which didn’t do anything to make her feel better.
Sagetooth narrowed her eyes and asked, “Have you felt any other nausea recently?” 
“A little,” Smokyrose admitted. “Nothing this bad though.” 
“Any stomach pains, bloody dirt?” 
“No, none of that.” 
“That’s good,” Sagetooth nodded to herself. “But we might need to isolate you, just to be sure.” Smokyrose nodded grimly, mind racing. She would have no way to tell Ghost if something happened to her. Silently, she fretted over the idea of him returning to their meeting spot for ages even though she would never return. The thought was so deeply miserable, she almost couldn’t fathom it. 
“Really?” Songdust frowned, “Red Gut? In the middle of Greenleaf?” 
“It’s unlikely, yes,” Sagetooth said, “but not impossible. Better safe than sorry.” 
Oddstripe’s eyes roved over Smokyrose as if searching for some visible sign of disease. Suddenly, his ears snapped forward and he quietly piped up, “Is it possible you might be pregnant?” 
Everyone fell silent.
“Pregnant?” Sagetooth snorted indignantly, “with whose kits? No, I think not.”
Smokyrose dazedly managed to say, “Well…” 
Songdust reeled as if hit with a pawful of water. “Wait, seriously? With who?” 
“Yes,” Sagetooth said, much more sternly, “with who?” Smokyrose squirmed. Sagetooth sounded like a mother whose kit had a mystery thing in their mouth. She couldn’t help but feel like she was about to be in trouble. 
“Y-you wouldn’t know him,” she managed, “He’s… He’s not from here.” 
“Really.” Sagetooth didn’t seem convinced. 
“It’s alright,” Songdust urged, “you can tell us.” Sagetooth’s tail twitched and Smokyrose shook her head a little. 
“He’s from the city,” she said, “You wouldn’t know him, honest.” 
“The city?” Oddstripe blinked. “Oh, how exciting.” Sagetooth stepped forward and nosed Smokyrose’s leg out of the way so she could look at her stomach. 
Frowning, she sat back and said, “Well, you’re pinking up alright. Looks like you’ll be moving to the nursery soon.” She glanced at the other Healer and muttered, “Good eye, Oddstripe.” He blushed under her praise. Smokyrose assumed it must be rare, knowing Sagetooth. Still, she didn’t have time to dwell on Sagetooth’s sour mood. She was going to have kits!
“Congratulations,” Oddstripe purred. “Oh, I can’t wait to find out how many there are! Is this your first time?” 
Smokyrose nodded, “Yep. My last mate was a she-cat, so we couldn’t conceive, but we had always considered it.” Oddstripe blinked in surprise but pursed their lips to ensure they stayed quiet. Smokyrose chuckled. It seemed he hadn’t considered the possibility despite his recent discoveries in gender. It was cute. 
“I’m so happy for you, Rose,” purred Songdust. “You ought to bring the tom around sometime. Maybe we can convince him to stay.”
“That’s the dream,” Smokyrose purred in reply. “You really think it would be alright?” 
Sagetooth chuffed harshly, “It seems anything goes these days.” 
“It’ll be fine,” Songdust said, side eyeing Sagetooth. “I look forward to meeting him.” Smokyrose beamed. She felt well and truly blessed to be so lucky.
Eyes widening she said, “I have to tell him!” She went to stand in excitement but was suddenly reminded of her overwhelming nausea. 
“Maybe we should go lie down instead,” Songdust winced. “You can go when you’re feeling better.” 
“Yeah,” she laughed woozily. “Let’s go lie down.”
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Month 9 - Leaffall
“Go home,” Russetfrond insisted for the third time. 
Nightfrost shook her head again. “If Razor comes back, you’ll need me to be here.” She was still rattled from the encounter with him and Ghost earlier that day. It wasn’t just that the city cats had come so close to their home, that Razor had been so close to starting a fight, that they had clearly intended to return. It was the way that Razor had leaned in close and tasted her scent like he owned it while making a threat in the same breath. She knew that he was probably just trying to upset her but that information didn’t make it feel any better. 
Even from her small interaction with him, she could tell that Razor was a tom who had power and liked to wield it. She wasn’t going to let him catch her or her Clan unawares. And so she had stayed out when Russetfrond, Sparrowpaw, and Ospreymask had come to relieve her and intended to join Goldenstar and Branchbark for the night shift. Her replacements had been less than pleased.
“We need you to rest,” Russetfrond said, stomping out in front of her path. “If they show up now you’ll be no use anyway.” 
“I’ll be fine,” she grumbled. She tried to ignore the fact that her paws had been numb for a while. 
“Nightfrost, please,” Ospreymask cut in, leaning up against her side. “We’ve got it. If something happens we’ll send Sparrowpaw to get you and you can come right back.” 
“Yeah!” the apprentice piped up. “Please, Nightfrost?” 
She looked at him, his bright golden eyes shining with the courage of youth, and she imagined him breaking between Razor’s teeth. “No,” she shook her head firmly. “No, I’m fine. I want to stay.” 
“Fine, then,” Russetfrond huffed, squaring his shoulders confrontationally. “Maybe I’ll send Sparrowpaw to find Sagetooth instead and she can talk some sense into you.” Nightfrost glared. He had picked the one cat she knew she couldn’t argue with and she knew it wasn’t an empty threat.
“You snake,” she growled, half joking. 
“Yeah, yeah, go curse me out back in camp,” he said. Sighing, Nightfrost turned towards camp. She didn’t like being beaten but even more she didn’t like that he was probably right. Already, as she crunched her way through the snow, she felt exhaustion starting to creep into her bones.
“Rest well!” Ospreymask called after her. She flicked a disgruntled ear in response. 
Her paws felt like clumsy chunks of ice at the end of her legs as she picked her way through the snow drifts. Now that she had agreed to return to camp, the desire to curl up and sleep was starting to take hold of her mind. She closed her eyes, imagining Yarrowshade’s warmth and weight against her flank. 
Oh, stars. Yarrowshade had been waiting for her this whole time. She groaned at the thought of facing him now. She had been so harsh with him lately and she hated it. She knew he didn’t deserve it, but for some reason, his insistence on his continued friendship with Scorch had been getting on her nerves. She knew she was being petty about it. She knew she was being unreasonable. That didn’t stop her from taking her frustrations out on the both of them. She’d started scheduling them on separate patrols, started inserting herself between them every time he tried to reach out. 
She was hurt. How could he stand to be around her now that they knew the truth?! Didn’t he understand what she had done? Did he care more about her than his Clan? She knew that wasn’t fair. Yarrowshade was a relentlessly kind cat. It was one of the things she loved about him. Like Goldenstar, he somehow saw something worth caring for in Scorch, something she was probably too guarded to see. 
Was she jealous? Maybe. She didn’t think that he was interested in Scorch like that. He had promised her he wasn’t and she was inclined to believe him. Still, she realized, she was jealous that he cared about her at all after everything she had done. How could he still spend so much of his time worried about a cat who had been so favored by Razor? 
Razor. She shuddered again at the thought of him. Or maybe she was just shivering. She sniffed hard at the snot dripping from her nose. The longer she walked the more she felt like she might collapse. Luckily, she could hear the sound of cats speaking up ahead. She spied a dip in the white sheet of snow and knew she was nearly home. She sighed in relief. 
As she headed down into camp, she found Yarrowshade standing by the nursery talking softly with Smokyrose. The moment he saw her, he sat up straight and stared as if he’d thought he’d never see her again. She smiled fondly. 
“Nightfrost,” he started then, realizing his mistake, said, “Excuse me, Smokyrose. Thank you.” 
“Anytime, dear,” purred the mediator, turning a kind eye in Nightfrost’s direction. She slipped inside the den as Yarrowshade stood to meet Nightfrost at the edge of camp.
“Hey,” she mumbled. 
“Are you okay?” he asked, eyes wide. “When you didn’t come back, I…” 
“Yeah, I’m okay,” she said. “A little cold, but fine.” She sniffled again and swiped her tongue over her nose to clear the snot away. 
“Why don’t we go see if Sagetooth has some herbs for your nose,” he said, “and then we can curl up in the Warriors’ den with a fat dove, yeah?” 
“Sure,” she nodded. She didn’t particularly want to go see Sagetooth, but she was so tired. She didn’t have the energy to protest. 
Yarrowshade smiled and pressed his pelt against hers, spreading warmth through her thick, frosty fur. Together they padded to the Healers’ den and Nightfrost felt at home, perfectly fitted to his side. 
“I think I love you,” she mumbled without thought. 
Yarrowshade stopped. “What did you say?” 
She blinked, drowsy, and said again. “I think I love you. I don’t know why it took me so long to say that.” Yarrowshade was staring at her, open jawed. She smiled. What a ridiculous adorable face he had. 
“Nightfrost, I…” he laughed breathily. “Wow! I’m sure you don’t need me to say I love you too.” 
“It would be nice,” she hummed. Stars, her eyes were so heavy. 
He smiled and stepped closer, pressing his forehead against hers. “I love you too, Nightfrost. I have for a long time.” She leaned into his warm touch, purring, and he purred in kind. She bobbed tiredly and he laughed as he reached out to steady her. “Woah. Let’s get you inside before you pass out, alright?” 
She nodded and leaned against him again, letting him guide her into the warmth of the Healers’ den. Oddstripe was sitting in the back of the den, carefully winding cobwebs around a stick. Sagetooth supervised from her nest, probably resting her old joints after the storm. She looked up at the both of them with a scowl. 
“What do you two need?” she asked. 
“Nightfrost has a runny nose,” Yarrowshade laughed, his tail twining with hers. Sagetooth sighed. 
“I can handle it,” Oddstripe offered, but the old healer shook her head.
“No, no, you stay right there. I’ll handle it,” Sagetooth said as she heaved herself from her nest and plucked a few mint leaves from the stores. She padded over and placed them in front of Nightfrost. “Chew those.” Nightfrost obeyed, already salivating over their menthol smell. She purred at the taste and settled down to warm her freezing paws under her belly as she did. Yarrowshade curled up beside her, also purring. 
“You’re awfully cheery,” Sagetooth observed with a frown. 
“I am,” Yarrowshade chuckled, glancing at Nightfrost. 
When he said nothing more, Sagetooth grumbled and rolled her eyes. “Alright then. You’ve had your mint. Off with you.” 
“Aww, you don’t want to enjoy our company?” Yarrowshade said playfully. 
“No,” Sagetooth said flatly, turning away. “I have no time for lovesick fools.” 
“Is it that obvious?” Nightfrost asked with a tinge of embarrassment. 
“With Yarrowshade?” asked Sagetooth. “Always.” 
Yarrowshade chuckled and stood. “Okay, okay, we’ll get out of your fur.” He looked at Nightfrost and she smiled. She couldn’t wait to go take a warm nap beside him. 
“Thank you,” she said and Sagetooth grunted. Nightfrost moved to stand and then hissed in pain. Suddenly her paws felt like they were on fire. While she was sitting on them, they had started to prickle, but she had thought nothing of it. Now that prickling stung up through her paw pads under any kind of weight and she thumped back onto her side. 
“Are you alright?” Yarrowshade asked. 
“My paws are stinging,” she said, lifting one to give it a lick.
“Ah-ah!” Sagetooth snapped, interrupting her. “Don’t you touch those paws! Let me look at them.” She padded back over and took one paw in both of her own, tilting it gently to look at the pads. “Tch! Your skin is nearly black! What were you doing out there?” 
“Protecting the border,” Nightfrost said lamely. She stared in disbelief at the stinging flesh of her paw pads. The exposed skin had started to turn black and necrotic. 
“Why didn’t you come back sooner?” Yarrowshade fretted, “Weren’t you in pain?” 
“No, they just felt numb,” she replied. 
“Fool child,” Sagetooth scoffed. “Tuck those back underneath yourself. We need to warm them up immediately.” Nightfrost obeyed. If only her shame could heat her paws and not just her face. 
“Oddstripe,” Sagetooth continued, “We’ll need those cobwebs and some fresh garlic.” 
Oddstripe shifted awkwardly. “The squirrels got to the garlic patch, remember?” 
“Fox-dung!” Sagetooth cursed. “Horsetail then!” 
“We’re still out,” Oddstripe said, ears pressing back guiltily. “I can go find some though.” 
“In this snow?” Yarrowshade asked. He looked very pale. 
“Great,” Sagetooth shook her head. Her tail twitched back and forth as she thought, eyes flickering over the ground. “Alright. We’ll clean the wounds and bandage them tonight. Tomorrow, if it isn’t snowing, we’ll both head out first thing in the morning in search of horsetail. Maybe you can get your kits to lend a paw.” 
“Of course!” Oddstripe said. “Between the five of us we’ll definitely find some, Sagetooth, I promise.”
Sagetooth frowned at him. “Don’t promise things you can’t control.” 
Oddstripe deflated under her stare. “Right. Sorry.” 
Nightfrost shook her head again. “I can’t believe I let it go so far. I didn’t think I was out there that long.” 
“You were gone for a long time,” Yarrowshade said softly.
“And it only takes half an hour for frostbite to set in,” said Sagetooth. “You’re lucky its not worse.” 
Yarrowshade settled down beside Nightfrost again, curling around her and starting to groom her shoulder. “It’ll be okay,” he said. “Just… get your rest.” 
“Thank you,” she sighed, butting her head against his. “I love you.” 
“I love you too,” he said back. “I’ll be here as long as you need me.” 
“Thank you,” she breathed against his fur.
“It’ll be okay,” he said again. “Right?” He looked up at Sagetooth. The healer pursed her lips and sighed. 
“We’ll do what we can,” she said. It wasn’t very reassuring. But she supposed that she preferred that over a promise Sagetooth couldn’t keep.
UPDATES: - Nightfrost stays out too late and returns with frostbite. - Nightfrost and Yarrowshade confess their feelings and become mates.
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Month 9 - Leaffall
“What are we looking for again?” asked Aldertail. 
Oddstripe smiled over his shoulder, happy to answer the question one more time, and said, “Wild Garlic. It’s got big, flat, green leaves and sparse white flowers. You should be able to smell it by the time we get close, it's fairly pungent.”
“Right,” Aldertail nodded several times. Oddstripe glanced down at her raw forelegs with the distinct feeling that if they hadn’t been walking, she would have paused to groom them again. It was strange, he thought, that she would continue to lick her skin even after it had gone red and raw. The fur was patchy and sparse, like she’d torn it all out, and he couldn’t understand what could compel her to do such a thing. Sagetooth had told him that it wasn’t unheard of, that some cats who were particularly nervous or depressed had been known to tear their own skin apart or rip out chunks of their fur. She said that there wasn’t a direct cure, that treatment consisted of tending the wounds and talking with someone to resolve the underlying cause. 
Aldertail was looking at him again. The moment she realized he had seen her, she averted her gaze guiltily, and he flushed with embarrassment. In the time she’d been in camp, she spent a lot of time watching, but it felt to him like she watched him the most. He had the feeling it had to do with his being a tom and he had to wonder if he would have stared if there had been someone else like him in the Clan when he’d arrived. He wondered if she was staring out of recognition, if she saw herself in him even if she didn’t know it, or if she was staring because he was a strange oddity to her. Oddity, ha. He’d almost forgotten that most cats before RisingClan had found him odd. 
But with Aldertail, he could tell he was odd in a way he hadn’t been before. Once, he had overheard her call him a ‘pretender’ while talking to Branchbark. A pretender. Was he just pretending? No, he thought, the joy he had felt every time his kits called him Papa wasn’t pretending. StarClan had even blessed him with a deeper voice and every time he heard it coming out of his mouth it made him smile. So why had Aldertail called him that? He wasn’t sure.
“Do you smell that?” Aldertail asked suddenly as she stopped in her tracks. Oddstripe blinked and opened his mouth to scent for the garlic. Had they really walked to the patch already? It wasn’t garlic that hit his tongue though, it was a cat smell, and a familiar one.
“Oh!” he smiled, looking around. “That’s Stormwhisper! What is he doing here?”
“Stormwhisper?” Aldertail repeated in confusion. 
The scent was close and Oddstripe bounded to the top of the hill to see if he could spot him. A few fox lengths a way, through the grass, he spotted the grey-furred tom and his grin widened. 
“Stormwhisper! Hey!” he called, waving his tail. Aldertail crept up behind him, tail twitching nervously. Stormwhisper twisted around, ears pressed back instinctively, before he spotted Oddstripe.
“Oh, hey, Oddstripe,” he called back, sounding like a kitten caught in the honey stores. 
“What are you doing out here?” asked Oddstripe, tilting his head as he closed the distance to the other Healer. Sagetooth had told him that Healers were permitted to cross the borders with good reason, to ask for help or bring news to other Clans, but Stormwhisper hadn’t been heading towards the camp at all and as far as Oddstripe was aware, Healers weren’t supposed to just go off and harvest other Clans’ herbs on their own. 
Stormwhisper shifted awkwardly and softly said, “I’m, uh… going on a journey. Out of the territories.”
“Really?” Oddstripe gasped. “What for?” 
“I’m… following a dream I had,” he admitted. Oddstripe couldn’t help but feel like he was still holding back, though.
“A dream,” he breathed in awe, “like from StarClan?” 
“Yeah,” Stormwhisper nodded. “I think. It wasn’t very specific but… I have to check it out.” 
“Oh, okay,” Oddstripe nodded. He had a feeling that Stormwhisper was done elaborating. Oh well, his curiosity would just have to wait.  “Well, safe travels. May StarClan light your path.”
“Thank you,” he said. “I shouldn’t be gone for too long, a month at most. Hopefully Sagetooth won’t make too much of a fuss when I miss the gathering.” 
Oddstripe winced sympathetically, “Yeah, let’s hope.” Stormwhisper nodded and turned to continue walking through the territory, heading East, towards the forests where Oddstripe had once lived. He wondered what StarClan needed Stormwhisper to do - if Sagetooth would know or if asking her would just cause trouble. Beside him, Aldertail shifted from her crouch to peer after Stormwhisper and Oddstripe realized with a pang of guilt that the two of them had entirely ignored her.
“Oh, I’m sorry,” he said, “I didn’t even introduce you!”
“That’s alright,” Aldertail ducked her head in apology, “I didn’t expect you to.”
“Well, I should have,” Oddstripe said with a smile. 
“Oh, okay. Sorry.”
Oddstripe winced, not exactly sure what he could have done better but wishing that he had. “Well, either way, let’s keep looking for that garlic.” 
“Of course!” Aldertail nodded hurriedly, licking her forelegs twice. “I should have been looking this whole time!” 
“Oh, no, no, you’re alright,” he assured her with an uneasy laugh. “We’re not in any rush, you don’t have to worry. Besides, I’d love to get to know you better.” 
“Me?” she asked, looking around as if there were someone else he might have been speaking to. 
“Oh, yes,” Oddstripe purred as he started walking again. “I’d love to hear about you!”
“W-what about me?” Aldertail asked, slinking along behind. 
“Anything,” shrugged Oddstripe, “your favorite food, what you do for fun, a favorite memory… anything!” 
“Oh, uh…” Aldertail chewed her lip in thought. “I- I don’t know, sorry. I’m not very interesting.”
“I doubt that’s true,” Oddstripe smiled. Then, opening his mouth to scent the air, he said, “Oh, there it is! Look, you can smell the garlic up ahead!” Aldertail opened her mouth too, took a deep breath, and then grimaced at the smell. 
“Eugh, that’s garlic?” 
Oddstripe laughed. “Yeah. Not a great smell, is it? Come on, the patch is just up ahead.” He led the way through the tall grass, bouncing brightly with each step. His enthusiasm faded, however, when he came into the patch to find the grass had been torn up and eaten.
“Oh, no!” he cried, searching around for any sign of an intact bulb. “Curse those ground squirrels!” 
“It’s all gone?” Aldertail asked. She pawed at some of the flowers that had been scattered about, frowning. 
“Looks like it,” sighed Oddstripe. “Damn it!”
“What do you need this garlic for, anyway?” asked Aldertail. Oddstripe sighed again. He knew that most of the warriors didn’t care about herbs in the slightest but he wished they would. It was so tiring to have to defend his interests, even if the other cat wasn’t actually trying to disparage them. 
“It’s good for infections,” he said, “we chew it up and put it on wounds.”
“And that… stops infections?” she frowned. 
“Yeah, it does. That and a few other herbs, like horsetail.”
“That’s amazing,” said Aldertail, and Oddstripe blinked in surprise. 
“You think so?”
“Of course!” Aldertail nodded, smiling for perhaps the first time he had ever seen. “Your spells can save lives!”
“They’re not spells,” Oddstripe laughed. “It’s called medicine. The herbs already have the natural properties to cure diseases and ease pain, we just learn them and apply them as needed.”
“That's amazing,” Aldertail said again. “I thought only humans had that kind of power.”
“Oh, they do?” asked Oddstripe and Aldertail nodded. “I had no idea! I’ve never met a human.” 
“I have,” Aldertail nodded. “I mostly avoid them now that I’ve been notched, but sometimes they leave out food for us.”
“Huh,” Oddstripe said to himself. “Do they ever give you herbs or anything?”
“No,” Aldertail shook her head. “Not me at least. They only grace their chosen companions with such mercies. I’m just chaff.”
“Chaff?” Oddstripe tilted his head. 
“Mhm,” she nodded, looking down at her paws. “Chaff is like… the bits of grain that have no use. We’re the cats the humans didn’t want around. They judged us and found us unworthy, that’s why we have our ears notched.” She gestured to her cut ear in shame and then gave the leg a few rough strokes with her tongue, wincing at the tug. 
“Oh, honey, don’t hurt yourself,” Oddstripe frowned. 
“Huh?” Aldertail looked up, confused. 
“Your legs! They must be so raw. Why do you keep licking at them like that?”
“Oh, I don’t know,” Aldertail said with a shrug. “It makes my brain quieter.” 
“Huh. Well, let me see if I can make your legs feel better.” He gave the patch one more disappointed glance and then started back towards camp. “I’ve got some herbs that should be able to soothe the skin a little.”
“A-alright,” nodded Aldertail, falling obediently into step behind him. “If it’s not too much trouble.”
He hitched his step to fall back into pace beside her. “No trouble at all. I love mixing poultices.” He saw confusion on her face and added, “That’s an herb mixture.”
“Oh. Okay,” she smiled slightly although her ears pressed back with nerves. 
“It’ll be great,” he grinned, bumping gently against her. “Maybe I can show you the herbs I’ll use to do it! That way you can help me gather them in the future.”
“Okay,” blushed Aldertail shyly. “Thank you.”
“Don’t mention it,” he purred. “I’m glad to help.” 
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